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Monday, June 27, 2005
weNt ouT wiTh faZeiLa yEsTeRdaE(saTurDaE,25/06)...fEEling lyKe tO haVe FuN beFoRe scHooL reOpEn..fiRsT wenT tO meeT haDI..sInCe lOnG TymE nEvEr mEEt..heHe..FazEilA waNteD to foLLow sO I jUst saY OkIe...maYbe ShE expEctiNg to HaVe a GreaT TyMe..but??haiz..ShE seeM boRed..Haha..BuT nOt my fauLt..cauSe sHe is tHe one wanTs to FolloW..haha....hMM,tHen heAd to TowN aroUnD tHree..waNteD to Go to Far EaST pLazA tHeN goT lost SoMeHow...We ArE wLkiNG iN cIrClEs..CamE bAck To orCharD mRT..But wE remaiN cOOl juz LykE noThiNg haPPeN...haha..TheN fiNallY rEAcH FaR eaST PlaZa..whiLe waLking sudDEnlY feLt tiRed..so tiRed tHat we FInd a PlacE foR uS to siT..TheN staRTeD lauGhInG So harD anD goSSipiNg..hehe..giRls..wat yOu caN saY..haha..gIrls wiLL stiLl bE giRlS riTe...haha..
Then GoT tIrEd oF sittIng....aNd stArt To windoW shoPPinG agaiN..thEn froM nO wheRe tHiS lOUD "BOO!HEY!!" fRoM our baCk...At FiRsT wAs i RealLI haD a GrEaT sHoCK..tHEn iTs aKiL anD FAd...aKiL jUz SmilE tHeN faD held hiS HaNd FoRwArD To HaVe a HaNd sHaKE...ThEy wEre DaMn HyPeR...esPecIaLLy fad..DoNNo waT had gOne iNtO him..haha..FaZ was BlanK n BluR..WoNDEriNg WhO ArE tHEy..AfTer mE intROduCe thEn shE reaLise ItS theM..iTs aKiL anD FaD..hehe..ShoUlD haVe taKeN heR pIctuTe whEn shE iS ShoCK...sHe seeMs so CutE..serIoUS..yOu ShOulD haVE sEEn It bY UrSeLf..hehee..TheN starTeD waLkiNG anD chaTTinG...aFtEr fEELiNg bOrED wiTH tHe plaCe,faD suggEStED to Go HeeREn...alThoUgH iTs kinda LaTe..bUt stILL go To aCCompNy faZ....PiTy HEr..sTiLL waNna go WinDoW sHoPPinG...haha...(sorie ya)..tHEn..tHE misunDErsTanDiNG betwEEn faZ n faD begiNs....haiz..donnOlah Wats the caUsE cOz Me KepT lOOkinG at ThE watCH...aiMiNg aT 7 MuS lEaVE tHE plaCe oR i'll Be DeaD at hoMe...haha..Then SuDDenLy faZ cHanGe..thiS tYMe sHe iS dyiNg tO gO hm...But wE stiLL haF 10 mINs..KinDa hapPy sO caN ReacH hm eaRly..taT meaNs lesS sColDiNg..haha..u NOe mE canT gO OutS aT niTE..haha..BoRiNg RiTe??bUt iTs kinDa Good lah,i GueSS...StILL rEaCh Hm laTe..AroUnD 7.45p.m. thEn rEAcH Hm..PRayiNg beFoRE enTeR tHe HoUse..bUT,hEy??no scoLDinG..ThEy OnLI AsK y LatE..ThiNKIng maYbe thEy ExteNd mY timInG..bUt mAyBe noT..haha
rEaLLi Had fUn EvEnThoUgh nOt muCh haD haPPeN..haha...
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
9:00 AM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Hmm...mE-mE-mE...GuEss iM bAcK to MyseLf thEn..MUaKaKa..nOtHinG muCh tHiS wEEk...AlWayS goIng bAcK tO sChooL foR exTrA cLaSS..arGh!! nO liFe maN..hahha..Onli gOt hOLidAe fOr 1 wEEk whIch Is iN thE thiRd wEEk onLi...Wat BuLLsHit...Im hAf NOt EnjoY muCh wIf mY hoLidAy...AnD mY shOppiNg duRiNg tHiS SiNgapoRe sAlE iS dOnE yeT....wANNa gO foR moRe shOppinG....yEah!!WANT MORE SHOPPING...hahha....PlaNNinG to go OuT wiTh FazeiLa agaIn ThiS sAturdAy bUt hAvE nOt cOnfiRm AnyThiNG yEt...HopE wE reAlli Go OutZ...Im TiRed Of StAyiNg hoMe duRinG tHe wEEkeNds....haHaha...
LifE??hmm..I thInk iTs kINdA gEttIng bEttER..EveN iF iTz nOt..Me sTiLL goNNa BE aS craZZiE aS usUaL aNd aCt lYke EveryThiNgS fiNe..hahha..mUst enJoY LiFE kaTekan..haHaha... HoLidaE goNna EnD anD sKewl GOnnA be OpeN..ThaT meaNs N LeveL is GettIng neAr aNd O lEvEl MalaY resUlTs wiLL be OuT..ArGH!!!panIc-panIC...aRgh....Im NoT EvEn PrePaREd..iM juSt sO DeaD...Oh maMa..haha...
untiL hErE ...bubbye...
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:02 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Hey-HeY-Hey....
IT'S FATHER'S DAY TODAY!!!!!!
HapPy FatHEr's dAy DaD...LoVe yOU So mUcH..*MUAaAaAaACKZ* i rEaLLy aPpreciAtE wiTh EvErYThInG tHaT yOu haVe sAcRifiCe fOr Me and evEryoNe in The fAmiLy..ThaNks aloT...wIth yOUr HarD woRk yoU manAgE To buiLd suCh a wonDerfuL happY faMilY....yOu can evEn maNaGe to fEEd 7 memBeRs iN thE famiLy inCluDiNg YoU aLL bY youRselF...ReaLLi - ReaLLi pRoUd Of yOu DaD..YoU aRe suCh a gOOd exAmpLe To aLL oF Us....
Hmm..ThE pReseNt tHat HaniF (mY yoUnGeR bRo) aNd mE boUghT foR yoU,do YoU lYkE iT??...HopE So..iTs noThiNG mUcH bUt iTs treAsuRefuL..memoRiEs fRom ThE pasT tiLL noW..mOM bougHt a NeW shiRt TaT You wiSH foR,laSt WeeK wheN we wEnT shOppiNg toGetHer..mUakAKa....Im suRe yoU gOnnA lYkE iT DaD..hehe..hazIQ,WaNi anD HarUn (mY yoUnGEr siBLinGs) haVe noThiNg spEcIaL bUt a GooD spEciAl KiSSh wiLL bE gIvEn eaRlY iN thE mORnInG..JuZ To MakE yOuR daY..hehhe..so SwEEt aiNt ThEy??(aaaww...) thEY jUsT lOOk cuTe..adoRe thEm sO mucH..hehe...
TatS aLL..OnCe AGaiN---> HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!!!
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
5:45 PM
SoNg TiTlE: PaIN
Artists > Jimmy Eat World
I don't feel the way I've ever felt
I know
I'm gonna smile and not get worried
I try but it shows
Anyone can make what I have built
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, A kiss with opened eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind, these are horrid times
Oh, oh, oh
I can't let it bother me
I never thought I'd walk away from you
I did
But it's a false sense of accomplishment
Everytime time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw
It isn't hard
Anyone can say they're above this all
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, A kiss with opened eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind, these are horrid times
Oh, oh, oh
I can't let it bother me
I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, A kiss with opened eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind, these are horrid times
Oh, oh, oh
I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain,
takes my pain,
takes my pain,
takes my pain away
laTeLy aLwAyS heArInG ThiS SoNG...It'S noT aBouT dRugS oR wHaT dRuG uSe haS doNe tO sOmEoNe, oR tHoSe aRouNd tHeM. tHe soNg iS aBouT reLaTioNsHipS, aNd tHe spEaKeR iN tHe soNg iS stRuggLiNg wiTh soMeoNe He loVeS, wHo doEs nOt LoVe hiM bAcK. ThiS loVe maKeS hiM fEEl addiCteD tO hEr tHe waY a dRugiE iS addiCteD tO dRuGs. ThE paRt aBouT a kiSS wiTh oPeN eYeS, sYmBoLiSeS hoW tHe oNe hE loVeS sHoWs No iNtRest iN hiM, aNd iS noT bReaThiNg baCk tHe saMe fEEliNgs tHat hE sHoWs foR heR.. He iS teLLiNg himSeLf tHat hE caN noT leT iT bOtheR hiM, buT iNfaCt iT doEs. The faLse seNce oF accoMpLishmeNt iS wHeN hE thiNks he iS oVeR heR, tHe waY a dRuG addiCt iS oVeR tHeiR addiCtioN, buT tHeN soMetHiNg happeNs tHat maKes hiM coMe bacK tO hiS obSeSSioN.LovE ThiS SoNg LoTS..LoSt It FoR AwHilE BUt haD foUnD it BaCk...MuAx..i WilL nEvEr loSe iT agAiN mAn...iT RoCkS MaN..LoVe Jimmy Eat World..
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:14 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
NoThiNg mUcH HaPPeN tOdaE...JuZ TrYiNg tO foRgEt boUt tHE pROBLemS By GoIng ShOpPinG WiTh My mOm at NooN..BougHT soMe STuFF FoR mY liTTlE broThEr anD siSterS....BesIdES ThaT mE GoT a nEw toP anD a bRacLet....MaYbE itS nOt muCh bUt aT lEasT itS worThEd....hahaha...ShOpPiNG ReaLLi makE mY DaE....
afTeR thE sHoppiNg,we WeNt to tHe tayLoR tO chEaCk OUt wHetHer mY cLothINg iS DoNe...anD iT iS..YIpEE..It WaS aLL niCElY dOnE..aNd mE LoViNG IT...mUakakaKa...
sTiLL HAvE nOt tHinK BoUt wHAT DECIsIoN WOuLD MAKE...jUZ WAnTIng To PUt EVeRYthIngS ASIdE....JuZ GiVe Me PeAcE FoR ThE MeAn tyME..Im feD up WiTh aLL thE pRoBs suRRounDiNg me...ArGh!!!sO IrriTatInG...aNd nOw ThESe DeciSiOn iS miNE tO makE..Im DuMb at ThiS...OH GoD..MakING DeciSiOn iS jUz nOt me..No-NO..haiZ..
bOUt DEaRiE..hMM..He DiStuRb mY SlEEp AGaiN..KepT caLLinG aT 5.45...haiZ..So HaVe tO waKe Up anD anSwER doNT i??heheh.TalK wItH ThE slEEpY mooD..HalF aWakE anD halF asLeeP..oH mAn..CanT iMagine tHat haPPeN..WoNdEr hOW Me SoUnD lYke..hahah....afTeR thE sHoRt talK,mE BacK To SlEEp...aT 7.45...u NOe WAt haPPeN..The PhoNe rInGgiNg..ArGh!!asKiNg Me TO WakE up..ArGh...hE caN juZ bE vERY iRRitAtINg..HeHe..bUT it do maKeS me HaPPy...aLthougH mE AlWaYs grUmBLe abOuT It..haha....strAnGe Me..
~ miXed feeLinG gaL ~
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:30 PM
Haiz....mE sTiLL tHiS wAy..sO coNfuSE...caNT rEaLLi makE uP mY MiND...Is eItHEr i LoSe oNe whiCh is RiZaL OR bOtH...i REaLLi didNt waNt ThIS tO haPpen...Me StiLL waNna KeeP botH as My FriEnDs...mE thOuGhT FrIenDsHiP NeVeR enD RiTE??BuT I ThiNk tHiS wiLL...iTS ImPOssibLe tO keeP uS aS frIeNdS wHeN BoTh Of ThEM aiNt talkINg...ThE decIsiON iS iN my HaNds buT i DoNNo waT to Do..iM blOOdY coNfuSE..Oh GoD pleAsE heLp...wHy muSt tHiS thIngS enD uP tHiS waY...ArGh!!CanT YoU jUSt maKe ThInGs BacK per NOrMaL..I dOnT waNna bE ThE pErSoN wHo MakEs ThE deciSiOnS...Im duMb aT thIs..I AlWaYs CanT MakE tHe deciSiOn riTe...ArGh!! tHIs StUpId thInGy ReaLLi tOrTuRiNG mE....ArGh!!JuSt WiSh I CoUld leT iT gO sOOn BUt I CanT ThE dEciSiON haVe nOt beeN madE...haiZ...Im goNNa Be dOOmEd soOn... haiz..- haiz..- haiz..
[_girl in confusion_]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:25 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Hmm..ThInKiNG whEtHer i ShOuld accePt Fad bacK aS mY FReN aS To FuLLFill RiZaL's WiSh...EvEn If i Do, noThInG wiLL chaNge..wHat iS dOnE wiLL reMaIn doNe aNd nOthiNG caN chanGe iT...We aRe jUST liKe tHe sKy and tHe EarTh..EvEn iF soMethIng chanGe it WiLL noT bE baCk aS pEr noRmal as LAsT tYMe..FeeLiNG HatEd anD unTruSt wiLL sTiLL bE in eAch oThER hEaRt and fEeLinGs..iT wiLL neVeR tuRn oUt riTE..haiZ..My LiFe Is jUz lYkE a TorTuRE noW..MayBe bLaminG mYSelF iS tHe bEST waY tO solVe tHinGs OuT...EvEryTHiNg haPPen bEcAuSe oF me..Im ThE caUse oF eVeRy PrOblEmS thaT pOpS ouT..Im JuZ baD...So Bad Me...MaYBe liFE wiThoUt fREnS wiLl makes ThiNgs betTer..BuT tHats Not The RiTe WaY..EvEryOnE tHaT liVeS in THiS worlD suRelY neeD a FriEnD to teLL ThEiR pRoBs,SharE thEiR hapPy moMents aNd bE tHeRE whEn NeeDed..BuT Im JuZ cOnFuSE?WaT sHouLD i Do tO makE boTh paRtIeS hapPy anD MakE tHeIr liFe bacK aS pEr NoRmaL..i NoE iT sOUnDs kINda iMpOSSibLE....bUT i mUST tRY...FoR tHE saKe Of TheiR FRienDsHiP anD aLso mInE..jUst WiSh GOD WiLL sHoW mE sOmE LigHT to SolVE thIs PrObS..I noe thiS maYBe Test FrOm hIM..So Me HoPiNg THiS WOuLd EnD PeAcEFuLLy...
[ LoNelY StRessFuL ConfuSE Gal ]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
3:45 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
hMm..anotHeR daE..JuZ SiTTiNg At hoMe aNd RoT 2daE i GuEss..PLayIng gaMe nOn-StoP aNd mSn wiTh mY deaResT giRlfrIenD+BeST fRieNd,RizAL...GLAd my GiRlfRIeNdS hafIng FUn...heheh..WiTH rIzAL,aT fiRsT waS fiNe..Then Now(11/06,tiMe:0044)EvEryThINg cHanGE..Haiz...Y muST he BLamE himSElF evEn WhEn Its NOT hiS faUlT..Y muZ maKe hiMSelF MisRablE..LiFE SO UNfAiR..Y do THeY aLwaYS lET ThE sMarT OnEs WiN aNd Let tHe wEAK onES BeiGN tOrTuRe..i JUz CaNT Get tO See ThE PoInT...iTs a GOOd ThINg ThaT tHe wEAk hElP tHe SmArT..BUt ThE sMaRT diDnT aPPreCiatE iT..iNsTeaD ThEY plAy bEhInD oUr baCk..wHaTs tHis...ArGH!!SO SoRi dIdNT do anYtHInG To heLP...CauSE mE eVeN haVe TO THink bOUt mY owN pRoBleMs To seTTle..I NoE tHaT iS mY fauLT tHaT uR fReNdShIps bReAK..Im nOT A GOod FRiENd TO haVE riTE?..FoR tWo BeST FrIeNds HaViNg a CruSh oN ThE sAmE gIRL MaKes YoU GuYs haTE eaCh oTher...BuT i CaNt aCCepT bOtH oF u..i GoT mY own LifE to SettlE aNd witH tHIs aroUnD,ItS addIng MOrE tO MY prOBs..IM jUZ BlAnK..CONFUSE waT tO DO nExT..ItS jUz LyKe a BoDy HanGInG thEre TO fiNd Its SOuL ..ArGH..
PeOpLe May See Me hapPy nOW bUt ActuaLLy iM NOt..ItS jUz A WaY FOr me To FoRgET bOUt mY pRoBS AnD SeT a foCuS OnTo mY sTudiEs+ oThEr StuFF...tHaT hOw LiFE woRks FoR me..isNt iT nOn WorTHEd..BuT whIcH hUMan iN thiS woRld haVe No pRoBs rITe....FuRThERmoRE N lEVeL coMING anD I NeeD tO FoRgET BoUT tHe PRObS iN mY LiFE fOr tHe mEan tYme..PrepAriNg foR tHE fuTuRE aND makE MY pArENtS haPPy Is My fiRst jOb To Be aCComPLisH tHeN The rESt..mY parENTs Do WanT mE to MaKe tHEm happY bUt Me alWays FaiL to Do sO..So I beLiEvE bY puTtiNg mY proBs AsIde aND aIM bEttER tHis yEaR wiLL aCCompLiSH thaT mIsSioN..
HaVe TruSt wiTh uR fRiEnD aND nEvER Let THeM doWn..A lESSon tHaT caN alWayS rEMemBEr in My MiND bOuT thIS siTuaTioN..TRUST..thatS tHe MaIn poiNT...
[ mistery gal ]
PeOpLe May See Me hapPy nOW bUt ActuaLLy iM NOt..ItS jUz A WaY FOr me To FoRgET bOUt mY pRoBS AnD SeT a foCuS OnTo mY sTudiEs+ oThEr StuFF...tHaT hOw LiFE woRks FoR me..isNt iT nOn WorTHEd..BuT whIcH hUMan iN thiS woRld haVe No pRoBs rITe....FuRThERmoRE N lEVeL coMING anD I NeeD tO FoRgET BoUT tHe PRObS iN mY LiFE fOr tHe mEan tYme..PrepAriNg foR tHE fuTuRE aND makE MY pArENtS haPPy Is My fiRst jOb To Be aCComPLisH tHeN The rESt..mY parENTs Do WanT mE to MaKe tHEm happY bUt Me alWays FaiL to Do sO..So I beLiEvE bY puTtiNg mY proBs AsIde aND aIM bEttER tHis yEaR wiLL aCCompLiSH thaT mIsSioN..
HaVe TruSt wiTh uR fRiEnD aND nEvER Let THeM doWn..A lESSon tHaT caN alWayS rEMemBEr in My MiND bOuT thIS siTuaTioN..TRUST..thatS tHe MaIn poiNT...
[ mistery gal ]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
4:12 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
WoNdeRfuL daY maN..haha..maNaGe tO FiNISh uP My maTheMaTiC HoLidAe asSigNmenT WiTHiN oNe Dae..Hahah..so HappY..5 setS DoNe..YiPEe!!nOw tHeN caN enJoy...haha..LeFt wItH oNLi EnGLIsH,CheMiStRY anD seT C acCounTs papEr...YeaH,3 mOrE papER tO gO...heheh....Hmm,tOdae haVe nO scHOOl..sO thaT wHy mE dO aLL mY hOLiDae aSSiGnmEnTs...IF nOt, i DoNt eVeN carE aNd lOOk at It..hahaha....nauGhTy eH mE??haha..scHooL stUFf alSO DOnT wANt To dO...hehe...
Hmm..nOtHiNg exCiTiNg aT hOme toDae..evERytHiNg aS pEr nOrMal..onLi diFfereNt is tHat me exTra haRDwOrKIng..hehhe....doNNo wHylah..JuZ fEEl sO hyPer...haha...mY bRo juZ bRoUGhT a NeW X Box gaMe..woNDErinG whEtHer i ShOuLd pLay..hmm...mayBe laTer...haha..pLay aLL By mYsElf..MuaKaKa..No mErCY man..U aLL pLaY enOuGh alReady..mY TuRn nOw..hehe..
DearIe weKinG toDae....OnLi caN taLk aT NiTe..whEn Im in My dREamLaNd,always disturbInG..CaLLinG nOn sToP askIng Me tO waKe up aNd enTertain hIm..hehehe...But nvm..DeaRiE distuRb at NiTe,me disturb in The morNIng So he CanT Have His SleeP..hahah....Pay Back tYME ...haha..nauGhTY-naughTy gaL-gaL..hahah..MiSs hIm LoTz maN..MiSS eveRyThiNg Tat goNNa do WiF hiM..haha....JuZ wiSh To mEEt hIm OnE daE..hahah....*MUAACK*
cRaZy Gal
Hmm..nOtHiNg exCiTiNg aT hOme toDae..evERytHiNg aS pEr nOrMal..onLi diFfereNt is tHat me exTra haRDwOrKIng..hehhe....doNNo wHylah..JuZ fEEl sO hyPer...haha...mY bRo juZ bRoUGhT a NeW X Box gaMe..woNDErinG whEtHer i ShOuLd pLay..hmm...mayBe laTer...haha..pLay aLL By mYsElf..MuaKaKa..No mErCY man..U aLL pLaY enOuGh alReady..mY TuRn nOw..hehe..
DearIe weKinG toDae....OnLi caN taLk aT NiTe..whEn Im in My dREamLaNd,always disturbInG..CaLLinG nOn sToP askIng Me tO waKe up aNd enTertain hIm..hehehe...But nvm..DeaRiE distuRb at NiTe,me disturb in The morNIng So he CanT Have His SleeP..hahah....Pay Back tYME ...haha..nauGhTY-naughTy gaL-gaL..hahah..MiSs hIm LoTz maN..MiSS eveRyThiNg Tat goNNa do WiF hiM..haha....JuZ wiSh To mEEt hIm OnE daE..hahah....*MUAACK*
cRaZy Gal
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
9:32 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
tHe AnOheR daY CoMes wiTh a hEavY poUR ... haD sCieNcE RemidIaL eArLy in tHe moRniNg aT 8 aM..., foR pHySicS i caN Say me LuCkY bEcauSe My metRe ruLe iS alWaYS baLaNce..FUh!!luCkY2 No StReSS...hahah...the paTieNcE aNd pRacTiCE ReaLLy HeLp me thRouGh... CheMiStRy waS oKie, As PeR nORmal...wiTh fuLL of ExcIteMenTs....hahaha....
In tHe AftERnooN,AccOmPaNy My moM To brinG my LiTTle siBlinG to WaTch POWER RANGER show at IMM..Hmm....can Say tHe shoW is QuiTE fUn..AlTHoUgH iTs fOr thE liTTle oNe..its SimPle aNd shORt..THe youNgeR kids suRe enJoy tHemselVes....SeeiNg theM smIle aNd haPPy wiLL juz makE mY tiRiNg daY to eXciTemenT...hehe..TheN haVe A diNneR aT LONG JOHN SILVER afTER a LonG daY..ReaCH HOMe arOunD 10 pm..LuCkY tHe neXT daY haVe nO scHooL..haha
FrienDsHip liFe wiTh RIZAL reaLLi makEs mE fEEl uNuSuaL laTeLy...NOwaDAys he SelDoM mSg mE..ScaREd tHat faDhLi woULd tReatEd hiM agaIN(i guESs)..iT seEmS lyKe hE iS avoidiNg...HaiZ..wHat tO do RiTe..doNT exPecT me TO mSg FiRsT anD makEs thINg riTE,riTe??...hMM..doNNolaH watS goINg tO be NexT...StiLL woNdERinG iF itS goNNa bE beTTeR OnE daY...Fad iS reaLLi a JerK i CaN SaY..CanT hE giVeS me PeaCe by HaVinG a gUy friEnds..aLwaYs jeaLOuS foR notHing...iM noT evEN hiS..wHats hE tHInKinG....ArGH...
LoVe liFe Is aS peR noRmaL..AlWayS iN oUR ChEErFuL,ROmaNtIc seCRet liFe...mUAkaKa...OnLy That LateLY He iS buZy wItH hIS paRT tYme woRk befOre The SCHooL teRms stARtS..hehhe..
tHAts FoR now,goIng beD..
[_tired little gal_]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
5:41 PM
Hmm..anOtheR suNny aNd hoT daY haS aRRivEd...mE aS peR uSuaL waKe up eaRly iN tHe moRniNg aT 8 a.M juZ tO gO scHooL...aRgh!! (caN u bEliEve iT,itS hoLidaE yoU knOw...iT alwAyS disTuRb mY sLeeP....) haiz...CANT THEY JUZ GIVE ME PEACE..
YoU kNow waT!! tHe FiRst leSSoN iS PhySic..HaiZ, doIng taT exPeRiMeNt aGaiN..iTz makiNg mE sicK..buT fuH...iTs beTTeR toDaE theN yeSteRday..aT leAsT i maNaGe to BalaNce iT thiS tyMe...haHaha...LucKy mE..doNt u THinK so..heheh..TheN coMeS cHemiStrY,as PeR uSuaL so hYpeR duRiNG tHat LessoN..bUt noT as FuN as yeSterDae..TeaCher is QuitE maD wiTh tHe cLaSS..BcOz wE arE noiSY as PeR usuaL lah..OuR claSS no NOiSe thaT meAns it NOt 4n2..hahah...NoIsY buT smaRt cLass..Heheh...pRo huh?? aT laSt hiSToRy..at FiRst noT realLi planNiNg tO atteNd tHe leSSoN..NauGhTy me huh???haha..OncE iN a BluE mOOn,wHy not riTe??bUt fiNaLLy chaNge mY miNd aNd atTEnD tHe leSSoN...At FiRst it waS quiTe bORed but whEN it iS coMiNg tO tHe LasT it wAs quiTE fuN..LeaRn lOTz boUT JapaN..BuT waT amaZiNG is Tat wE aS a hIstoRy stuDEnTs maNaGE to coVER tHe whOLe chaPteR wiThiN 2 and a haLf hoURs..caN u beliEvE it..IsnT iT faSt...hahah
MeANwHiLe mY giRlfRieNd heRe is HavINg a hapPy tyMe laTEly...GoT a nEw frIeND viA CHatRooM kaTekaN..hahah....AlwaYs daYdrEamINg..heheh...PeoPle iN loVe alsO caNNot wiN..hEr daYdReaMiNg POWER...haha.....hahahah...mY otHer girlFriEnd as Per uSuaL, aLwaYS hYpER aNd iN cRazY mOOd aT scHooL...WiThOuT hER iS lYkE a ToTaL diFFeReNt..imAgiNe sHe is THe oNE wHO makE uS smiLe and hapPy thRougH oUT tHe daE....hehe..I CaN saY thaT i rEALI luCkY to HavE tHeM as mY giRlFriEnDs...heheh..LOvE thEm loTz...*muax*
hahah.... :-P
heRE FoR nOw,
mE cRaZzY...
[_muAkaKaKa_]
YoU kNow waT!! tHe FiRst leSSoN iS PhySic..HaiZ, doIng taT exPeRiMeNt aGaiN..iTz makiNg mE sicK..buT fuH...iTs beTTeR toDaE theN yeSteRday..aT leAsT i maNaGe to BalaNce iT thiS tyMe...haHaha...LucKy mE..doNt u THinK so..heheh..TheN coMeS cHemiStrY,as PeR uSuaL so hYpeR duRiNG tHat LessoN..bUt noT as FuN as yeSterDae..TeaCher is QuitE maD wiTh tHe cLaSS..BcOz wE arE noiSY as PeR usuaL lah..OuR claSS no NOiSe thaT meAns it NOt 4n2..hahah...NoIsY buT smaRt cLass..Heheh...pRo huh?? aT laSt hiSToRy..at FiRst noT realLi planNiNg tO atteNd tHe leSSoN..NauGhTy me huh???haha..OncE iN a BluE mOOn,wHy not riTe??bUt fiNaLLy chaNge mY miNd aNd atTEnD tHe leSSoN...At FiRst it waS quiTe bORed but whEN it iS coMiNg tO tHe LasT it wAs quiTE fuN..LeaRn lOTz boUT JapaN..BuT waT amaZiNG is Tat wE aS a hIstoRy stuDEnTs maNaGE to coVER tHe whOLe chaPteR wiThiN 2 and a haLf hoURs..caN u beliEvE it..IsnT iT faSt...hahah
MeANwHiLe mY giRlfRieNd heRe is HavINg a hapPy tyMe laTEly...GoT a nEw frIeND viA CHatRooM kaTekaN..hahah....AlwaYs daYdrEamINg..heheh...PeoPle iN loVe alsO caNNot wiN..hEr daYdReaMiNg POWER...haha...
hahah.... :-P
heRE FoR nOw,
mE cRaZzY...
[_muAkaKaKa_]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
4:30 AM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
hMm...toDae is aNothEr daE...eaRly mOrNInG go SciEnCe reMeDial...arGh...StrESS maN...pHysiC remediaL stREss...neeD to BalaNcE the MetRe rule...CaNNot balaNce man>>im stREss...Argh!!it taKes sO muCh TymE...hoW caN i cOmpLetE it By 45 MIns in ExaMInatiON nexT tYme..ARgh!!!!!!! cHEmisTry is FiNe..doINg teSt papEr unTiL geT so Into to iT...caNT stOP..haha..ThEn afTErnoON haVE hiStoRy..bY thE tyMe im aLl slEEpy..heheh..canT taKe it maN..haha...toMoRRow haVe hiSToRy lessOn agaIn.thiS tYMe from 12-4....Argh..i tinK i caN sleeP maN..hehe...Juz wiSh it WouLd be A BeTTer DaY thaN toDae..hahah...BUt no maTTer wat iMpoRtant is..i learNt somethINg althOugh kinDa slEEpy..haha
signing off
crazy gal
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:10 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
YiPee!!!! mE do HaVe a gReaT tyMe toDae...WeNt ouTz wiTh My DEaResT frIenDs: DiYaNa,FazEiLa aNd yaZid to CaUsewaY poInt anD waTcH moVie...MONSTER IN LAW...hahah....Its suCh a gReaT ShoW..ReCoMMaNdeD it To aLL maN...sHouLd waTcH it oR u wiLL reGreT..hehhe..BUt tOO baD foR sYaFiq...becaUse Of yoUr lasT miNuTes PlaNs,u CanT enJoy it witH us..heheh...Too baD no SweAt..hahha....
iTs so FuN toGEtHer..JUz lYke a hapPy faMilY..heheh..shOuLd PlaN aN ouTiNg aGaiN sOmEdaY..BUt thiS tyMe letS inClude SyaFiQ, RizUaN aNd FaHruL..Im suRe iTs goNNa be a Good daE oNce agaiN....heheh...ThiS woUld maKe oUr frIeNdshiP evEn cloSEr....aNd laSt lOng....hehe...GrEat idEa huh??hehe....
It eNd wiTh a sMiLe foR the wHole daE maN...enJoy lOtz..muaKaKa..hehe..
gOt tO gO:-
[_smiley always gal_]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
3:50 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Hmm..AnOtHeR moNth haD coMe.....YipEE..tHiS mEaNs tHat PPL we haF a NeW moNtH to BegIN..hehehe...-- [haiz...]--> toDaY earLy iN tHe moRniNg muSt go ScHooL alReadY..haF tHis sTupiD maTHs RemeDiaL thiNgY....ThiS sChOOl wiLL jusT do AniTiNK to DistuRb my SleeP..arGh....caNt thEy juZ giVe mE soME peaCE....ARGH!!!BuT thAnKs to mY liTTle bRo(fiRdaUS) tHat hE is tHe cauSe tHaT makEs mE awaKe and gO scHooL on tyMe..ThaNks ya bRo...OwE u oNe..hahah.. [_muax_]...heheh..
HaIz .... suPPoSE tO gO ouTz toDay..bUt soMEthiNg cauSe it tO caNceL...haIz..caN consIdeR iT is As baD daY afTeR aLL ....haiZ...BuT caNt blaME anioNE riTe ..EveRyOnE haS somEthiNg pOp ouT oF tHe suddEn...MayB iT iS jUZ noT thE riTE daY ...heheheh...
signing off
being disturb and confuse little gal...
[_..heheh.._]
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
7:35 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
eLo PeoPle....liVe duRiNg tHe holiDaY reaLi suX foR mE..JuZ aT hOme DoInG noThinG ..(mayB juz beiNg a BabYsiStER aNd doInG sOmE reViSioN)....hahah..No oNe askinG me OuTs,wHaT tHe heLL siaK...iF nT atLeasT caLL mayB tHiS wouLd maKe mY liFe beTTeR...HahaHa..HoLidaY liKe nt HOliDaY seh..AlmoST go SchooL EveRYdaY..aRGH...caNt TheY juZ giF us a bReaK..pupiLs need BReak too DUh...haiZ...
ANd frIenDs aRE we GoiNg outZ nt??MayB 1 daY..iTs tyMe foR us To ceLebRate riTe..itS afTeR ur ExaMiNatioNs aNd o leVeL paPeR...aT leaST a brEak foR 1 DAe..haha..buT eveRy oNe seeMs duINg thEiR owN stuFF..haiz..
mY dEarie liTtle bRo(firdaUs 3T), u ReaLLi makE my Dae man YEsTErdae..tHankS foR msGiNG....heheh...RealLi makE my duLL dae INTO a briGHt woNdeRful oneS..hahaha..
FoR ya(dEarie),hows Ur NS cheCK up??HOws is iT goiNG??U r nt GoiNg iN So sOoN riTe...haha...u Muz bE rEachiNg hm quIte laTe Huh??caLL ya CaNt get THroUgh...mUst be tireD ya deaRie...pooR thingY..heheh...LtR goIng IndoNesIa buY foR me SomeThiNg hoh??haha..me owE u oNe..muaX...heheh
sign off
gal-gal..
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:28 AM
