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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Heaven-Heaven- Heaven
"LEPAK" with my friends at NS Home
Yazid- Syafiq- Idris- Firdaus
The CRAZZIE, FUN, EXCITEMENTS & JOKES
Yazid- Syafiq- Idris- Firdaus
The CRAZZIE, FUN, EXCITEMENTS & JOKES
Manage to
Release all my exams stress for the mean time
Hahah
Release all my exams stress for the mean time
Hahah
Ps: Guys,u all are great...Promise to spent more time with u guys when years to come
***
Life seems not to be any more silent
But instead
It is full with excitements
Even the silent is broken
And
Life is back per normal
The bond that we had last time still varies
So far
The action that you take
Seems
To be building up the bond that we use to have
And I'm proud that you make the effort
So it's not a one-man stand
I'm happy that you came to your sense
Having you to share this probs of mine
Is good enuf for me
Really hope it will not be misunderstood again
Coz suffering for a short period of time
Is really a disasterI need you to be there for me
Life seems not to be any more silent
But instead
It is full with excitements
Even the silent is broken
And
Life is back per normal
The bond that we had last time still varies
So far
The action that you take
Seems
To be building up the bond that we use to have
And I'm proud that you make the effort
So it's not a one-man stand
I'm happy that you came to your sense
Having you to share this probs of mine
Is good enuf for me
Really hope it will not be misunderstood again
Coz suffering for a short period of time
Is really a disasterI need you to be there for me
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
9:30 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
OUTING TO ESPLANADE WITH AYU AND MAZNI
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:32 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Mission of 2006 Cross Country...
To get into ...
Top 20th positions...
But haiz...
Mission FAILED!!...
Ended up as the 44th position...
Although it is disappointing...
But then its okay...
Because at least...
I'm in top 50...
And I have tried my very best...
***
Life is now at the state of miserable fate...
Something is just MISSING in me... The silent and avoidance that happens around everyday just adds on to the burden... CUT IT OFF man!! It's damn TORTURING...
Maybe everyone could see that... Everyday... Every time... Every second...
I'm smiling and having fun on the outside...
But deep in me...
It's HURTING... Without fail & anyone noticing... until now..
To get into ...
Top 20th positions...
But haiz...
Mission FAILED!!...
Ended up as the 44th position...
Although it is disappointing...
But then its okay...
Because at least...
I'm in top 50...
And I have tried my very best...
***
Life is now at the state of miserable fate...
Something is just MISSING in me... The silent and avoidance that happens around everyday just adds on to the burden... CUT IT OFF man!! It's damn TORTURING...
Maybe everyone could see that... Everyday... Every time... Every second...
I'm smiling and having fun on the outside...
But deep in me...
It's HURTING... Without fail & anyone noticing... until now..
Oh GOSH!!
I'm trying my best to get 'it' out of my life and lead my life as before. But it just won't work. The more I'm working on it, the more it is hunting me. Oh GOSH!!
Am I just too depended OR hoping of 'it'?
COME ON HAZIRAH; please WAKE UP from these dream or nightmare of yours... PLEASE give some PEACE for your mind.
A dream WILL only remain as a DREAM... It will never come true...
NEVER!!
Now... I'm trying to make myself busy by doing homework, housework and spent more time with my family and girlfriends. Brainwashing myself that DREAMS NEVER come true... Hoping, this will avoid me from thinking about my MISERABLE FATE...
Haiz...
Im just going to let time to decide what's going to happen next...
I'm trying my best to get 'it' out of my life and lead my life as before. But it just won't work. The more I'm working on it, the more it is hunting me. Oh GOSH!!
Am I just too depended OR hoping of 'it'?
COME ON HAZIRAH; please WAKE UP from these dream or nightmare of yours... PLEASE give some PEACE for your mind.
A dream WILL only remain as a DREAM... It will never come true...
NEVER!!
Now... I'm trying to make myself busy by doing homework, housework and spent more time with my family and girlfriends. Brainwashing myself that DREAMS NEVER come true... Hoping, this will avoid me from thinking about my MISERABLE FATE...
Haiz...
Im just going to let time to decide what's going to happen next...
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
11:00 AM
