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Thursday, May 18, 2006
Friendship
You use to be a friend whom one may pour out
All the contents of one's heart chaff and grain together
Knowing the gentlest of hands will take a shift it
Keeping what's worth keeping
And a breath of kindness blow the rest away
Then our friendship develop into relationships
Making our lives as one
Protecting, supporting and giving each other the real meaning of life
Thus, happiness does not last
What are left are just the good memories we kept in mind
Time changes
Causing us to move on to different destination
Memories torturing us everyday
People say time will heal the pain
But the question is
How long could I sustain this miserable pain?
To minimize the miserable pain
We are back to square one
Where we are back as friends
Which may not be mentally present
You use to be a friend whom one may pour out
All the contents of one's heart chaff and grain together
Knowing the gentlest of hands will take a shift it
Keeping what's worth keeping
And a breath of kindness blow the rest away
Then our friendship develop into relationships
Making our lives as one
Protecting, supporting and giving each other the real meaning of life
Thus, happiness does not last
What are left are just the good memories we kept in mind
Time changes
Causing us to move on to different destination
Memories torturing us everyday
People say time will heal the pain
But the question is
How long could I sustain this miserable pain?
To minimize the miserable pain
We are back to square one
Where we are back as friends
Which may not be mentally present
But who brings out the best of me
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
10:00 AM
Gosh...wanting to forget about you is making me crazy. The more I wanted to forget the more I remember the memories that we went through together. I just simply forget you, dear. I need you to be there for me. You are the most special person that I have found in my entire life and now its gone. I may understand what you went through and feel now but I just can't simply forget you. You seem to be everything to me. We went through our easy and hardships together. Every time I see you, I feel a different me. You somehow give me some light and courage in life. Although we are friends now, the memories in the past are torturing. My mind and soul are still searching for you. They can't face the fact that you are gone. Even I have to change my daily routine to keep myself busy and not remembering the time of your daily calls. I may look hard on the outside but deep in me nobody knows except myself. It's hurting. And I think I need help.
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Family Picnic + Invited Peeps
A wonderful event to release my stress and enjoy the moments of life. The sea seems to make my life peaceful and I really hope life could be just that way all year long. But too bad, fat hopes. That will never happen. Most of all, I'm happy to enjoy the treasure moments with my family and friends. Making to conclusion that maybe if I spent quality time with my friends, slowly I will manage to forget the memories and being the same me.
Here are some pictures of the outing:
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Family Picnic + Invited Peeps
A wonderful event to release my stress and enjoy the moments of life. The sea seems to make my life peaceful and I really hope life could be just that way all year long. But too bad, fat hopes. That will never happen. Most of all, I'm happy to enjoy the treasure moments with my family and friends. Making to conclusion that maybe if I spent quality time with my friends, slowly I will manage to forget the memories and being the same me.
Here are some pictures of the outing:
Movie Outing
Make the week seems so less stressful. Spent the time out with my peeps- Mazni, Firman, Taufiq & Syafiq watching MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3. Suppose to meet each other up at 12.15 but then I'm late. Oops, sorry guys especially to Taufiq, he seems to be slightly mad. SORRY, SORRY, SORRY. Promise I will come earlier when I went out with you guys again. Okie? About the movie, it's damn happening. Lots of shocking scene around making me feels like popcorn in the making. Haha. What I enjoy most is staring at the screen looking at the dearest TOM CRUISE. Gosh, he is so handsome. But too bad, he's married. Haiz. Above all, I really recommend this movie to all, it interesting & happening, everyone MUST watch. Don't MISS it.
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
8:30 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Loving You Was A Major Mistake
That's the right PHRASE which will describe everything
I'm just so EMO lately
Why must you leave when i really need you?
Do you know that I need your warmth,strength,support and encouragement to live
You ONCE show me the light and ways
But after i succeed
You turn my life dark again
Why must it be now?
During my examination period
Isnt there any other time to tell the truth?
I might also have the same doubts
But I'm not as CRUEL as you
Missing you everyday has already bought me to insane
What more this?
With the fact that I'm seeing you everyday
Makes things worst
I can't get my peace and space to move on
Everywhere, Anytime
The memories of us stays there
GOSH!!
No matter what,I need to accept the fact
There will be nothing more between us
You still wanna me to be your friend
I'm fine with it
...Friends...
But...
The friendship that we are building a new
Will never be the same as the previous time
Now
I'm just being me
Still sticking with my usual personality
the ONLY different is that..
I will be
Having fun with my girlfriends and keeping myself busy
This will help me to concentrate better
As i will not think of you so often
For the mean time,just let us be this way
I need that space and time to suit myself
And please
Do remember to do your revision at your own time and pace
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
7:45 AM
Gosh...
Had to do 2 freaking paper today
Chemistry and Accounts
What PISSED me off that...
I study so hard until 1am last time
But i still can't manage to answer the questions easily
What the FUCK!!
My mind just SWITCH OFF!!
At the wrong period of time...to be accurate...
WHAT THE HACK!!
The hard work just go to waste
If I know it would be happening
Its better off that I dont need to STUDY!!
I could get better sleep yesterday night
I'm not already in GOOD MOOD
With the probs and the tiredness
(i know its not ONLY me,but now its my life here)
Its just that...
I'm not used to do everything that I done this year
I change coz of the determination to success
With the help of my GREAT GIRLFRIENDS
They are the ones helping me going through and give all their supports
STILL everything had to happen this way
WHAT A FUCKING DAY to start MAN!!
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
7:33 AM
SERENADE PHOTOS HERE!!!
baby, i swear;
it's eu.....Y
7:15 AM
