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Friday, September 29, 2006



Oh My Gosh! I simply can't face myself with the pathetic results I'm getting!! ARGH!! This feeling is just so sad. Now NO more playing and going outing!! I'm going to rot myself at home and focus on my dearest books. I can't simply get these kinds of results when year ends. A TOTAL NO!!! I have made an agreement with my mom that I will give her my studying timetable and she must make sure that I follow it OR ELSE she will cut my pocket money. Yup! This will make sure that I will study.
Like what people use to say: Determination and hard work will lead to huge success. And I working towards it.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:10 AM





Tuesday, September 26, 2006



It does not mean that people are ignoring means they don't blame themselves and put all the blame to others. Everyone has their own fault that causes the things to be happening. And I agree to that. But ignoring it is just a choice that some people prefer to make. Standing there and blaming themselves just would not do any tricks and cure the pain. Instead they will not be able to face it and the pain will be unbearable. But at least with the effort of ignoring, there is somehow an action that is done to make them realize that what is past is past and nothing could change that. At least it shows that they have move on with their lives although some parts of it would totally change. Everyone has their own right to choose what choice they want to make.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
4:31 AM





Monday, September 25, 2006



Prelim examinations are almost over. Tomorrow & The Day After, I'm only left with Science Paper 1 & Art. Haiz. As usual, Prelim is tough and I could only pray for the best. Hoping I could pass every subject although there is a huge doubt in me.

Today is the first day of the fasting month. So I would like to wish every Muslim people out there to have a Great Fasting Month this year. Unlike me, having to miss all the 'fun' this week. (LYKE WHAT THE HACK!) Haiz. No prob, at least there is still other weeks which I could enjoy them in peace.haha. But i have to congrets my little sister for making a success of fasting this year although its only a half day process. GOOD JOB SIS.(muax) You are making the girls proud whereas for my little 3rd bro,keep trying i bet u can do it too.( Remember that little promise that we had...shh.)*winkx* hehe


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:50 AM





Wednesday, September 13, 2006



Prelim has begun and I'm done with English, Social Studies and finally Math Paper 1 today. Yesterday Social studies paper was hmm... alrite?? I guess... SBQ questions were a slightly tough one but SEQ was okay since I have studied hard for it but still hoping for the best to come. Math is hmm... Tough? Okay? Haiz, can't really made up my mind for that one. It's just a mixture of both but more to the tough side I guess. Coz' I do skip some of questions. Hmm, that roughly about it. Just wait till the results are out. Haha...


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
3:54 AM





Tuesday, September 12, 2006



Everything has past. But...

I'm just so confuse, tired and really had enough of what's happening. Life has been so complicated. I'm just feeling so lost, empty and silent. Sometimes a bit and pieces of anger and frustration. But strangely, it alls going towards that one life. My mind could just go blank and next I'm in my wonderland searching for answers.But...whatever, I'm totally speechless. Even myself could not describe what going on.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
6:52 AM





Thursday, September 07, 2006



Deep in me, it lays a thousand and one words, which I, myself can't describe. Life for me has been so confusing and has lots of challenge. The feeling of missing you has conquered my life for quite sometime but I can't manage to forget bout you. You are just someone special in me, which is just hard to let go. Crying of you every time when you are thought may sound crazy but its true. I'm trying hard to put aside my views towards you but whenever I'm alone you are always there in my mind thinking. But finally, I got my answers that I have been waiting. It is not only me who feel this uneasiness but also you. But what has past must be gone. We cannot change time. But time will heal the pain.

But regardless of evrything, we shall remain FRIENDS. Coz' friendship can never end.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
7:50 AM