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Wednesday, December 27, 2006



Saturday Outing (23 nov')

It was a great-great outing with my darling friends- Mazni, Firman, Diyana and Eim. Really miss them lots. Miss their smile, laughter, and jokes and finally today the atmosphere is back. :) Firstly, we headed to Bugis street because Maz has wanted to buy some new clothes. She had something in mind as what she wanted to buy so it seems easier to find than to survey every clothing that is available. She brought a dress than is in tread these days and it seems nice. Thought of buying but afraid it might not be suitable. But thinking of it again maybe I'll give it a go someday. Haha. : -P Next we headed to the nearest Long John Silver for our lunch and since Mazni's is opening the table so that means its free lunch for us. Yippee... hehe... thanks girlfriend. After lunch we precede on our next stop that is east coast. Everyone wanting to go there badly to clear the minds of thoughts. Looking at the wind sea, hearing the crashing waves and the breeze just making me feel so at ease and free. But got a little stress up because they have wanted me to learn how to cycle and they manage to get whole of me try on it. Gosh! I never knew how to cycle. Its not that I'm not willing to learn but I'm afraid to fell and hurt myself. Firman and Eim is my teacher for that day. They taught me basic but still I'm not able to do it. The phrase that I keep hearing was 'Keep trying, one day you will get the hang of it' and 'balance yourself'. Haha. Lastly we sat on the huge rock before headed back home. It was one great outing.

Sunday Family Day Out (24 nov')

Since its Christmas Eve and everyone's at home. So my dad has decided to bring us out as a family as well as to do some shopping since everywhere is sale. Hehe. We went to all varies kind of places and each of us bought something home.
Here's the list:

Dad- a Jeep brand t-shirt
Mom- 2 pairs of shoes, a blander and an iron
2nd Bro- a checked slip-on and a shirt
3rd Bro- 2 new pants
4th Sis- 2 shirts
5th Bro- a pants and a shirt
And finally myself- a shirt and a new slipper

Saw these nice Everlast snickers and really hoping that it would be mine but it is too expensive. Maybe I shall buy them another time.

Last headed to Zam-Zam (a place to eat at Arab Street) before headed home.This is what I called shopping cum family outing.. Haha.. thanks dad...


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:45 PM





Thursday, December 21, 2006



Yesterday was fun although its been raining for almost the whole day but I manage to go bowling with some peeps - Eim, Ian and Zam. They have just received their N-levels results the day before so going out is like a reward for their great results. But unfortunately I had only the chance to treat one. Haha. No hard feelings, okay? But even so they did pretty well for it. So I shall say CONGRETS to them and all my other friends. Continue to study hard ya no matter where you guys are headed next.

Bout the bowling game... We really had fun. There were really lots of excitements and laughter going on during the games was played. Eim and Ian were the masters of the game. They really had their chance holding the 1st positions among the four of us. Me? Either the 2nd, the 3rd or the 4th position. What to do I'm not the master yet. But pity Zam, sometime he is like a master then suddenly oops... haha. Always being bullied. But overall, I think all of us had great fun.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:30 AM





Friday, December 15, 2006



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Since my friend's family have booked a chalet at downtown east. I decided to tag along on the third day; Wednesday. We went escape and really had fun. Went on the ride and played UNO with his cousins. They are so damn cute but shy. It is such a waste since I didn't manage to take some photo with them but its okay since I've taken one with the cute baby. Isn't she cute? Haha. I can say she really do like me. Always fun with a smile and laughter. We tagged along quite well and so we are having lots and lots of fun. It really makes my day...

:)



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:55 PM





Saturday, December 09, 2006



I tried to be happy sometimes but deep inside it's tearing me apart. I'm happy with other people but at lonelier sometimes. I seriously have no direction. Like, I want this, I don't want that and what I really really wanted, and I couldn't have.

I've forgotten to be happy inside and outside, every time despite loneliness or with company.

But I think I've learnt something new from my 'MR. Teacher' today. Maybe I used to say in my previous previous entry that "TIME could cause things to change but some doesn't". Maybe... it's the wrong fact. TIME actually could change everything and its all depends on yourselves to work for it. But what's the important lesson is that I've learned is thinking of the past will affect the relationship in the future. Hmm 'MR. Teacher', does that phrase sound familiar?. Haha. Maybe now I could see things in different view. Thanks to you. Hehe. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:00 AM





Friday, December 08, 2006




Gosh! I think I'm addicted to Taiwan & Korean shows now. Now watching the show that my cousin recommended. Silence was its title. Gosh! It's so nice and touching. I'm watching it like everyday when I got nothing to do at home. haha. Plus, the actor was superb. There's Vic; the F4 guy. He is just so adorable & he act well too. Aaah... Haha... But that not the main reason why I'm watching it. It somehow teaches the real value of life. Appreciate it while you can, not until when your life is coming to the end. Yeah. That's it. Hehe

Gosh! Got to watch now...hehe... can't resisted it.

:)

(Random)-> i don't know.. i feel such a huge sense of... i dunno what's wrong with me... im one confused girl...



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:25 AM





Tuesday, December 05, 2006



In me, lays a hundred & one stories that could hardly explain by anyone.
But today, to less the burden I shall reveled one.
It brought me happiness but lastly pour with lots of tears and sorrow.
I'm often stuck & could not find anyway through it.

We used to be one. And will always be. Except the distance and silences keep us far apart. I MISS HIM. Even there are lots of things that I've done alone. Without his support, guidance & himself. But I never blame him for anything. I know he is always there and would be there for me. Maybe, what that is the only different is TIME. Time could cause most things to change but some doesn't. It just remains with faith and hope. Maybe to be more accurate; DETERMINATION never fails neither we are far nor near. It stays within u & ONLY u would be able to change it.

But some things just could not be understood.
Maybe that what's it nature are meant to be.

Often dreaming & crying when no one in sight. Even myself could not explain anything about it. It's just beyond my language and mind. Just hoping I'll be fine. But, I've learnt this:
HELPING PEOPLE TO SMILE MAY SOUND CAPABLE
B'COZ THERE WERE TWO
bUT COULD U DO IT bY YOURSELF TO YOURSELF
:)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:00 PM





Monday, December 04, 2006



UPDATE WITH A FLOW. . .
Wednesday- 29/11
Went Diyana's house for a swim then headed to class chalet at downtown east with herself & Nad. Really had lots of fun there.1stly, the girls manage to start the fire. Yippee!! We have done it. Girls are not that bad you know. We could do the same. Hehe. Then started barbequing & play a game of monopoly. Really-really had great fun. Manage to see them once again. Miss you guys lots.

PS: Picture will be updated as soon as I receive them.

Thursday- 30/11

Family outing... Went Sentosa for a picnic & a swim (again). Gosh! I'll be going to be tanner soon if these carry on. Haha. OH! Sun block, pls do your job. haha :)
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Friday-1/12
Resting at home. Phew! I need this. Haha :)

Saturday-2/12
Went West Coast for a break with my dearest friend. Looking at the scenery for some tension release. Haha. Thanks for being there for me friend. Shall not talk about it. Shh!!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
5:30 AM





Saturday, December 02, 2006



at this moment, comes that feeling again. doubt, confusion, uncomfort, worried, sad. for god knows what. but i think... i somehow know why.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
7:00 AM