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Monday, March 19, 2007



And he called yesterday as soon as he reached home... Yippee!! *jump-jump* Talk to each other till 3am in the morning then meet again at 9am. Imagine just 5 hrs of sleep. Haha. But what to do, we misses each other before he went in to camp again *roll eyes* tonight due to some marching event next morning. Haiz. So we decided to meet in the morning before I went werk then the night this week. So I guess he's not fetching. But its alrite, at least we did meet and I hope it will last without missing one another till next Friday. Haha. Business was normal. As usual the daily stuff. He supposes to call before he went back camp but didn't. Guess he just forget or busy coz' he have to rush home from some 'kenduri'. So I guess there will be no calling this week coz' his prepaid low. Just waiting for the weekends. :)

I'm werking full shift from tomorrow so I guess maybe there will be no updating till I'm free. Busy-busy-busy me. Haha. But I promises, I will update as soon as possible alrite. Keep on tagging lah people. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:15 AM





Sunday, March 18, 2007



Updating the week in one whole shot. It's simpler. :)
14 March 2007- Wednesday
Business was quiet slow. Maybe it was due to the heavy rain that occurs. That means NO customer = BOREDOM. Since I was so bored, I've decided to watch 'Eiffel... I'm in love (extension).' I thought of buying it at first but since I got this privilege of watching it free, why waste the money. Haha. I noe it sounds bad but that's the advantage. At the same tyme, I'm also promoting the show. So there's no harm. I'm still doing my job. About the show, it was so romantic and touching. I really advise you people to buy than watch it-provided you lyke romantic love stories lol. Haha. I was really touched by it. Really! It has such a great ending. The show was fantastic. While watching the show, I felt that I was missing someone. Gosh! Can't believe I really miss. Hehe. He is just lyke the actor, 'Adit' in the show. I miss eu...


*Te echo de menos...
( i’ve learn smt in Spanish )

16 March 2007- Friday
Werking life was alrite. I'm glad that my job was easy. Haha. Business was per normal. Life now was just for werking and myself. Today I decided to watch 'Dealova' as well as promoting it. Haha. The show was great and sad. It has a good plot. I think everyone shuld watch it. There was also another new show release. But a horror one with NC 16 sticker on it. The title was 'Hantu Bangku Kosong'. Translation-The Ghost of An Empty Stool. After reading the synopsis, it seems scary and has a good plotting. Can't watch this alone afraid it will disturb me to sleep and I'm going home alone. Aaah! scary. So I guess this, I've to buy it. Haha.
Yippee! He is finally out for the week... *grin* He was release from NS in the afternoon then fetch me from work at woodlands in the night. Ewh! Thanks dear.

*Te adoro apasionadamente...
Besos. Y



I'm off today. Meeting Along just now in the afternoon. Hehe. Spent tymes together. Then headed to jamming with him and his cuzzies. They got to practice before their show tonight. All the best you guys... Your music rockz people, you gonna rock the place down. Haha. It's the 1st tyme meeting his other cousins, it was scary but after awhile we did go along well. So sorry dear that I can't watch your performance, I needed to go home early. As you noe. Haha. Meet Nizam on the way back hm. He give me that 'stupid smile of his' as usual. Haha. Wonder-wonder what he is thinking. But whatever, I had fun. Waiting for his calls now. Hehe. :)

*Me haces feliz...
Pienso en ti siempre. Y

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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:15 PM





Tuesday, March 13, 2007



Yippee... I'm off today. Been working for four days in a row. Gosh! So tiring and there were all kind of people out there. Haha. Finally, I got this rest. I've been wanting for it since the second day coz' I'm working full shift. Even sitting down is tired, okie. Haha. Today, I'll be staying home admiring my computer. Haiz, it's been long since I've touched them. As well as spending tyme with my sibling since it's their school holiday. Now, I'm missing the home atmosphere. Haha. *grin*

Now continue the story of 3rd day and forth. Haha.
Third day was fine. I was at Pioneer Mall near my house. The atmosphere was as per normal. Alone. If I were to tell again, you guys will definitely get bored. So I'm keeping it short this tyme. Haha. This tyme when I was working, there's this Malay customer around the range of my age. At first, he also thought I'm Chinese but when he say a Malay joke to his dad, I was there trying to control my laugh but burst it. *damn it* He then blush and asked 'I understand?' I was lyke nodding my head and say of coz' I'm a Malay duh. He gave me that shock look and smile. I smile back then he asked my number but I say I can’t give coz I’m working. He understands, nods, smiles and walked off. He was rather cute actually. Then what a co-incidence, as I was having lunch, we bumped onto each other. He smiled and sat at my table. We had a short conversation and this time, he got my number. Can't make anymore excuse. Haha. Later, he fetched me up after work and went home together. After that, we had a long conversation thru the nite.

Yesterday was back to Woodlands. Scared to death coz' afraid that stocker will appear again. Gosh! But gladly, not. Business was per normal. This tyme I was damn tired. Slept only at 2.30am after talking with that guy, Along. He was such a gentleman and a great joker. Haha. But I've to persevere on working. That night, he fetched me back from work again. How sweet huh? Haha. *smile-smile* On the way back, met my old religion class friend, Darul. Gosh! He had grown even handsome now than the last tyme. We smile, had a short conversation and say bubbye before going separate ways. Along accompany me until my block then he went home. Followed by a long conversation till 4.15am thru the nite. *grin*


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:45 AM





Sunday, March 11, 2007



The first day of working (replacing Fathin) was alrite coz' there's help from my boss before she walked off later in the late afternoon. Overall working was fun but boring at the same tyme when there was no customer. Then, it was just me and the shop filled with Chinese songs. Haha. All right, doing cashiering was stressful. A lot of button to be press before pressing the so-called 'ENTER' button. I kept on forgetting to press the 'yellow' buttons. Now then I understand why Faz said cashiering was torturing and stressful. Besides the stressful cashiering thingy, I'm pissed that lots of people thought I'm CHINESE. Not only the Malays but also the Chinese. Not just one but LOTS. They kept talking in their mandarin language to me, luckily, I understand a bit but after I reply in English they are shock and some even asked me to reply in mandarin, which I can't coz' they don't understand English. All these 'nyonya-nyonya'- aunty-aunty. *shout loud* Luckily, my boss was there to translate. That also applies to the Malays when they speak in mix English and Malay and as soon I've replied they were shock and asked I'm Malay? Gosh! I purely Malay lah people. I don't look Chinese at all. I've big eyes okie not lyke those Chinese. *smack head*

The second day, I'm posted to Woodlands. This tyme werking alone. Gosh! Kept consoling myself to remember on pressing the 'yellow' buttons. It turned out well only it was slightly slow. But after a long period, I've gotten used to it. Now cashiering was slightly easy. Haha. But still people thought I'm Chinese. Haiz. *sob* The atmosphere was normal. Boring when there's no customer and busy if there's. And it was kind for Imran to visit me at work. Haha. He even bought me smt to eat. I'm hungry lol. Thanks. I've eaten it finish before you noe it. Haha. Closed shop at 9pm and there's a stocker outside the shop when I'm about to go home. I noe he was there in the afternoon. He seems lyke so uneasy so I thought he was planning to steal and I gave him a good look so he won't dare to do any stupid things. Then he walked off, but later that night he came back waiting. Gosh! He followed me everywhere even when I’m in the toilet he waited patiently outside. Then I just hurriedly went to the station. Phew! Luckily, he didn't follow. It was one horror nightmare.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
6:57 PM





Thursday, March 08, 2007



GOSH! Yesterday, early in the morning, mom kept pestering me to check out my posting results. And yea, I've checked. I didn't get into Information Technology course and finally posted to Biochemical Technology. Oh man. Yes, I'm disappointed. I felt like I'm at my lowest low. It's my last choice by the way. *screams* But whatever it is, I glad that I've got some where to continue my studies than some who still finding a place. I hope you guys have somewhere to go soon. Those who are being there for me, thanks. Especially to my dearest abg that guides, beloved aunt that console, truly cousin and friends. *mmm-ah* love u guys lots...

Life often brings disappointments but noe dat if we understand the value of sth, be it commitment, friendships or relationship, we will be able to cherish the outmost beauty of the precious gift we owned. I simply can't change the way that people may think about me. I just hope one is enuf to be judgmental towards my behaviour. If anyone thinks I'm a hypocrite, den I'm sorry to say dat you don't deserve the care, love and trust dat I've given all along. This tyme you really have open my eyes to see the real you. Apparently, I'm emotionally scarred by those words you said. The deplorable loss of a fren is indescribable.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:30 AM





Friday, March 02, 2007



Basically, I'm just super-super sick today plus the rain and cooling day just making things worst. Now, shivering cold under my thick blanket trying to make myself warm. Deserve me rite for not eating my medication. But what to do, I just hated them. No thanks if you asked me to eat them. *YUCKS! * So I kept consoling myself that I would get better soon enuf if I get enuf rest.

Back to the question about 'Love will hinder the friendship once girls and guys are best friends?' Thanks for those who have answered and to those who were pestering me about my opinion personally, here there ar...

To me-I guess 80% of it is true. It does happen. Firstly, we would just be friends but as tyme goes by, the feeling of concern towards the person will develop. Lyke what some people use to say love always begins with an infatuation. But it's not necessary to happen all the tyme. It depends to their individual self. Some are brave to bring it to that extend but some doesn't. They are more concern about the after effects bout what happens to the friendships after they are no longer in relationship. Most will prefer it to stay as friendships coz' they didn't want any uneasiness feeling in the future towards each other. So basically it's their own self of choices.

To you- all you think is always for you, yourself and your egoistic world.
You never think about others situations. The word for others are just isn't in your list.
Can't you think about others for even a second? Why are you hurrying? Hiaz. Fine.
I just had enuf. You do what ever you think is rite.
If I'm troubling you, just go ahead with your own life as you wanted.
If you are happy with it, I'm glad. If not, don't look back.
You have made this decision.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
7:30 AM





Thursday, March 01, 2007



This week has been an outing week coz' I'm out for almost everyday from last Sunday. Gosh! I've not been at home and yet I'm complaining. *tired* Now, what's worst is that I’m down with a slight flu. Argh!! That means I need medication (again). *smack head* I just hate it when it comes to that. But whatever-I will recover soon enuf. Hehe.

Check the list...
Last Sunday- went out to town with Zameer since we have long met. Biaselah, both were busy with our own stuff. Our intention was to go Vivo City since he had not been there. But we dropped by town 1st to purchase a birthday present. At town met a lot of familiar faces- there's my former form-teacher, Ms Susan Lim, Food & Nutrition teacher, Mdm Ong and some friends. That same goes when we were at Vivo. Went window-shopping and had lunch at Banquet. I'm so attracted at this topshop outfit but haven't got any enuf money. So it's better to keep my mouth shut then bugging what I can't have now. Haha.
After I've reached home went to my neighbour's birthday party. And guess what-it's free food so I eat all my might. Gosh! I'll really grow fat soon. The party was fun and exciting with all the kids running and shouting during the games was played. They just seem cute.
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Monday- went to Singapore polytechnic with Firman to accompany Mazni for her interview since she was called for it thru her JPSAE form. Just hoping that she will get her desire course since Nursing doesn't approve her. Don't worry DARL, Insyaallah you will get this course. Then headed to Jurong Point Banquet to have our lunch before watching a movie title the Epic. Since there were still lots of time and Ayu has not reached from school, we went window-shopping. We survey some new arrivals wallet, the perfume till my head hurts because of the various smells and lots more till it was tyme. The show was fun but it's a pity that I'm not too attracted to it. *sad face* I'm dying to watch GHOST-RIDER instead... *bluekz * But who cares, I did have fun. *smiley*

Yesterday- As I was getting ready to go school, I was shocked to receive a message that he( Wei Yang ) was under my block. *shout-loud* He misses me... *grin* It's his off day and he cycle from home to mine. Hehe. *so sweet* Looking at the time, it's just 1pm-that means I have 40 mins to meet him if I hurried down now before headed school with Mazni. So I hurried myself ready and meet him under my block. We smile and chatted and tease one another lyke per usual. It was fun meeting him... as if he knew that I sort of miss him too. He is just lyke my ‘boyfriend’ in school okay. So there's no harm. Haha. Lyke what Mazni used to say- the left man meeting the princess. *laugh* It was a short meet up so he decided to meet up again around school and I just simply say-Okie. Headed to school after that with Mazni, helped up with the dancers then went off at 3.30pm to meet him (again). As usual, I did have fun. :)

Today- Finally I'm home once again. Suppose to be out too but I guess its cancel coz' I didn't receive any calls. Which is a good thing for me-I need not think my head off to choose another suitable outfit coz' I've used all my favourites. Haha. Miss home, the long hours of sleep and the boring routines. *smile*
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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
6:30 AM