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Thursday, May 31, 2007



Holiday shuld be fun but Aarrgh!! I'm suppose to be out today with them (Hannah, Jamal & Asnor) before Saturday but unfortunately last minute I can't coz I need to baby sit again *roll eyes* coz my mom need to deliver some stuff. Gosh! Why I'm always the one baby sitting them. Can't my 2nd bro do it? He is also big already isn't he? My mom keeps saying that she can't trust him. (lyke wtf) He is just 2 years younger than me and I'm equally bad coz' no one's perfect. Haiz. Sorry eu guys esp. to Asnor- eu are not following coz' I'm not there. Don't want to be the lamp post ya... Really-really sorry. We will just meet up on Saturday evening to celebrate Jamal's birthday, kay guys but I'll be meeting him 1st. :) *smile*

Alrite.enuf of that. Okay, now makes things clear. School's been great, as always so I don't see a point why do I have to blog about school. I could always copy and paste entries OR just be saying the same things bout school since most of my school times are nothing new. *giggles* so only when something interesting pops. I'll know what to do *grins* BLOG!!
Guess... since I'm not going anywhere for today. I shall mug for AC (prac) test that is held tomorrow morning. Even after studying, I still struggle to answer the questions that I've done in the classroom. Can't blame maybe I'm just studying without understanding? Oh man! This worries me. Worst to worst- I'm using my head to memories it. Boo!Sigh! This week is examination week before the real june holidays. MUGGING TYME!
he's picking me up from school tomorrow :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:52 PM





Wednesday, May 30, 2007



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(last touch-up before meeting them- *smile* )

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(after the movie... toilet pictures- BLUEKZ)

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(roaming around town after eating before going home)

*waiting for this saturday for next outing of us...
- more pictures.. :)
* heart eu people*...

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Basically i've got nothing to do. School ends at 11am as for Monday. That means no PIE lessons... Wohoo!!!! Besides that its super pathetic. I came to school early in the morning just for one IC(prac) lesson. I'm so jealous of my other silbling coz' they are still soundly asleep at home when i have to go school. Hmph! They have started their holidays but not me... still need to wait for three more weeks. I wanna holiday... Enuf of whinning. Today is fine per normal. But i don't understand why i'm so tired today. My head are just so heavy. What's worst is that i'm hafing all theory lecture today. GoSh!! But i'm lucky i still awake for the lessons except for the long journey back home... haha.

-off now to watch anugerah. peace.



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM





Sunday, May 27, 2007



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Thursday was GREAT... Absent from school, as there's only Sports & Wellness while other afternoon lessons were cancelled due to the graduation thingy. Decided to change the Sunday outing to Thursday. Went out as 'double date' lyke what Hannah was saying. Humph! So that's clear as there were Hannah and her guy (Jamal) plus Asnor, the guy that wanted to know me- got my number from Hannah to her boyfriend then him as they were friends and not forgetting me. :) Besides that- must thank MAZ for helping me with the final touch up. TENGKIU DARLZ. Okay, back to the 'double date' thingy. We were supposed to meet each other at Lakeside but he was so kind to fetch me at Boon Lay interchange while at the same tyme, Hannah's boyfriend was fetching her. I was slightly late due to some reason and said 'SORRY' couple of tyme but he just said its okay. Planned to go town and finally decided on watching the Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 at Lido. The show was marvelous. Everyone, I encourage eu people to watch it. It's a MUST!! I shall not say any details here. Eu people just have to watch by yourself alrite. After the movie and the cold chilling atmosphere, all of us were searching for the toilet except for Jamal, as that's his 3rd tyme. Haha. No offence ya if eu were to read this. Then headed to have our dinner, as it was already dark. On the way of the journey, we saw CHIKO(again). We ate chicken, as it was everyone favourite. Yum-yum. Plus chocolate as a dessert. That's a cool ending. Everything was the guys' treat. I felt bad bout it but every time I asked him if I need to pay anything he said NO. It was his treat. I thank him counted-less tymes and say if we were to go out again then it would be my turn to treat to him. So I guess the next tyme will be next Saturday (2nd June) coz' its Jamal's (Hannah's boyfriend) birthday and we were invited to his birthday party pit. Walk around at town till 9+ pm before all of us head home. It was sweet of Asnor to sent me home all the way to my doorstep. Tengkiu lots. The day was so fun with laughter. That night was a breeze. After everything, that night he called and accompanies me while I'm studying for Lab Maths test for the next day. Slept at 12+.

Wishing morning to me and saw him (Asnor) at Lakeside as I was waiting for Hannah. Lab Maths test was alrite. Hope LUCK is by my side and the marking won't be so strict. Just hoping for the BEST TO COME. Friday was okay. The only thing that's not was that I'm most of the tyme sleepy. Plus the AC (theory) make-up class was worst. Eventually I did sleep towards the ending of the lesson and on the way back home. That night went to have a dinner outing at Jurong East. Eat lots till I’m just so full. Haha. I love my days... :hearts:

PS: Outing photos will be update later... :)

Today sucks lyke hell with my second bro at home just getting up to my nerves as he is just getting the other siblings to cry. IDIOT! do ur own business lah *SHUT!* Wanting to get the extra attention as if i will give mine to eu. Fcuk off!! You are old enuf. Gosh! Those little kids doesn't bother eu why do eu even care if the house is messy as if eu are going to clean it up. FAT HOPE... all you do is making them cry and make them come to me whining. Im doing all the jobs okay so STOP it. i'm not entertaining eu. Eu do yours and i'll do mine. Having a bro lyke eu is always SHUTS! besides thats everything fine... Life would be perfect.
(the message of good morning never dies- grin)

*I'm currently loving this song...


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
3:39 AM





Tuesday, May 22, 2007



i totally screwed up for my (prac) test today..
the formula just seems to be slip of my mind and i totally forget how to apply it.
GOSH!! damn it. fcuk!

But my day was a breeze. i'm enjoying so much with my peeps..
Laugh and crazzie lots today. *smile-smile*

PIE was per normal; BORING!! but my classmate said...
HAZIRAH ---> out-going and caring...
awwhh!! u people still have lots to noe bout me. i'm not only that. haha. but it was nice of eu people to say that...

Heart eu people...

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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:54 PM






School this week was fine per normal. Deep in me, only God noes how I felt. Okie-okie, I shall stop being emotional here... Ignoring everything, I did have fun this weekend. *jump-jump* Saturday went town with my dearest friends. From Orchard to Somerset and all the varieties of shops. It's like going shopping without cash. So we decided to window shopping and come back at a later date. I'm totally in love with two of the MANGO tops. It's just driving me mad and tempted. I want those... Alrite, enuf of dreaming. We really had fun, with the 'kecoh-kecoh' we make all along the journey and that Huda keep saying we were pretty and she's not. Lyke wth- everyone pretty kay... in their own special way. REMEMBER that girlfriend. On the way to fareast plaza, I saw the fantastic four (that dance on the dance floor.) After I walked passed them, I thought they (my friends) saw them too but unfortunately they didn't. Aiyo... must be observance a bit lah people. We loitered around at town till 8++ and I reached home at 9++. While waiting for the train, Huda and me saw CHIKO... I saw him 1st and tapped on Huda's lap. Then maybe he heard and turned at our direction with a smile and a wave. Gosh!! He is just so cute. Haha. We were lyke in cloud nine during that moment. That's the 2nd tyme I saw him. (Lalalala) Haha. Let's stop it. As I was hanging around with my friends, I received an sms msg from my darling Nana. She said that next week Saturday there’s 5N2'06 gathering at esplanade and lyke hell I can't go. I need to go school with my parents about the invitation thingy. SHUTS!! I'm hoping they could change the dates. Please-please-please. I miss eu people dearly too... I wanna tagged along....
It's been a long tyem since Iskandar called and saturday he did. We talked till 11+ before we went to bed. He wanted to ask me out today 'blanja' me to catch a movie as he promised. But unfortunately I can't. I need to be home studying for tomorrow's Introductory Chemistry (prac) test. I really need to absorbed the formula of M1V1=M2V2 plus the percentage used and etc. SORRIE...Hope he gets to work ½ day on Monday then could meet him after school to catch a movie... Haha. *evil me* And hope for the best for my prac test. (hope it would be an easy-easy one-cross my fingers)
Finally he msg me this morning. Even its short but at least... reading his blog was worst. I simply cried without realizing. Gosh! Grow up girl, you got to be strong. :)

[PS: pictures will be updated at a later date.]
Lastly...
Happy Birthday Umar (crazzie) ...
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( i bought eu lunch today as ur prezzie- haha)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:30 AM





Thursday, May 17, 2007



My body simply aches now. It's hurting so badly. The muscles are just so stiff. Especially the thighs and the upper hand. Irritating cramps!!! Is so difficult to walk up and down the stairs coz' it hurts and I'm not alone but my cliques too... we are totally pampered today by taking the lift for all day for classes. *haha* Phew!! Lucky- lucky has no P.E for tomorrow. I need that rest. So that means school starts at 1pm. Yeah!! Muscles... please-please-please cure soon... Yes maybe what someone say is true. I'm not worth for the heartache. I'm always the one causing everything. Those dearie friends play the main role. *roll* Humph! Never the mind. You've been wanting it so I'm fulfilling it. Cliques and others- thanks for making the day more looking forward even u may not know anything and please don’t ask!! I just lurve you people lots. Looking forward for the outing this Saturday with the Malays. We could 'lepak' till the night falls. It will be super great even it's just the planning. Haha.

Finally...

Happy Advance Birthday to SUANDI (tomorrow)
and
Happy Belated Birthday to FANG LIANG.(yesterday)
(sorry. I've got no picture of you guys to upload.)

Wishing eu ---
Glad days filled with friendliness,
Bright days filled with cheers,
Warm days filled with smile throughout the years…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:05 PM





Wednesday, May 16, 2007



PISSED...

Life's been bad to worst everyday. As what people used to say; Life brings disappointment even we are here for a purpose. I'm wearing out with everything. I can't change the way people think about me. I am who I am. I thought eu are someone who is smart to judge towards my behavior. But unfortunately I'm wrong. You are just the same. Besides I'm always the one to be blame. I suck a lot don't I?? I noe sometimes I could be absurd, preposterous, unreasonable and all the other bad things but eu too are not much different. Eu did the bad stuff too. Haiz. Then maybe this is the tyme for me to fulfill your desire throughout the week. Thanks for being everything. Peace. Other than the random entry, school has also been bad. From the tests that's coming and I'm still stuck at several topic and that sucks a lot... I'm still referring to the notes. * SHUTS! * Napha worst. I will not noe the 2.4km run timing until next P.E lesson. And I nearly died for the last round. Wish that it came true, but unfortunately not. Hate sit and reach coz' it makes my points to drop. Arghh! Why can't just everything go rite? Wished I could reborn myself so this things wont occur.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:30 PM





Tuesday, May 15, 2007



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Today school was short. So there will be nothing much to say. There's only lesson from 8am – 11am. Yippee! However, sadly, I am only happy for this particular reason not forgetting the fun and laughter on the way home. You people just so... Argh!! Irritating but it manages to make a smile for my day. Tengkiu. However, deep in me... I shall shut up. Or else this entry will end up as a long nagging/scolding instead of a short and simple. Haha. As if, I'm so great .*roll eyes* Thanks for those who is always there. I heart eu lots. :) NO MOOD TO UPDATE ANY FURTHER...

Takecare ya people...
Hope for the best for tomorrow's NAPHA...

I'm a simple girl. But also wants to be free and have a freedom..
Don't ask me questions coz' i hate them.. I'm just hating myself for the moment.*SHUTS!*



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:30 AM





Monday, May 14, 2007



Basically nothing interesting happen today even it's Mother's Day. I also didn't give anything for my mom. Simply because her birthday was in April so her two box of shoes that I bought simply meant 1 for her birthday and another for Mother's day. Haha. In another words I'm kinda broke now. So I'm just cooking 'pulut hitam' for my mom. But it's nice to see some of my cousins,aunt and uncle coming to my house since my grandma here. So...
<3 HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my GRANDMA & MOM!!! Love both of eu lots. <3

Lyke finally I'm out with my secondary school besties (Nani & Man) yesterday. We really enjoy our outing so much. Theres' lots of fun and laughter. Heart eu people. First to NUH since Nani's wanted to buy a Mother's Day gift for her mom. So strange huh? Buying prezzie at the hospital but I don't denied that the gift was sweet and lovely. Then headed to City Hall for our lunch at Sakura. Yeah!! Sakura?? Imagine?? Sakura?? It's just amazing and delicious. *Yum-Yum* After the delicious lunch, we went to Peninsular to look for a floorball bag for Firman and to the desire destination that is ESPLANADE. Along the way, Firman treated us ice cream. Yeah!! The day was totally great until that night. *roll eyes* Something always pop out among the beautiful day. Haiz. But whatever it is, I'm done over it... [lucky there's always some
one by me-tengkiu]

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Okay, let me get cranky now!!!
I WANNA WATCH 'JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG' & SPIDERMAN 3. Why everyone have watched except me!!! This is just super irritating. I WANNA WATCH- WANNA WATCH!!!
To anyone who have not watched ---> please-please-please text me and we go watch together. But one condition, NOT this week pleasse... But we will surely watch it as soon as possible :)
SHHIITT!!! something is REALLY wrong with blogger. I simply can't update normally. Luckily I noe some of the html so the entry wont be so dull. AND I CAN'T SIMPLY SEE MY TAGBOARD and change the size of the pic!!! *smack head-BANG!* ARGggHhh!

Finally, not forgetting...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FITRI!!

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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:30 AM





Saturday, May 12, 2007



Its been a while since I've just update. Basically there's nothing say and I'm just purely lazy, I admit. Haha. This is basically what has happened during the whole week.

Wednesday- As we were having LSP lesson. We learnt how to operate the emergency shower and eyewash. I volunteer myself to show a demonstration on how to operate the eyewash on behalf of the GIRLS since there's no one wanting to step forward. But deep in me, I was scared of the water dashing to my eyes. Then my turned came. Without realizing, I was already screaming before the water shoots to my eye. I was really 'paisey' and made a fool of myself. Arghh! But everything is over now. At least I'm over and done for it so it's left for my other classmates to try on it on other lessons. As Ms Ruhaida said, 'Everyone will be given a chance to try in it.' Haha. *evil me*

Thursday- Finally, we got PE. Yippee!! But sadly, we got to do 2 rounds around the track and all the girls had already whined. Who likes running especially when it's been a long time break? But it ended up not that bad. I manage to run the 2 rounds without stopping and keep the record of being the 1st girl in. Phew! Luckily, my stamina was still there within me. But same problem occur, I got leg cramps after the running. Maybe I never do my stretching properly. (as usual) Always 'kena' scolding from my buddy for that. *bluekz* Hope my stamina remains the same when I was having my NAPHA this coming Tuesday and my cramp have cured. Haha. Hope the best for me ya people.

Today- was just per normal... The only thing different is that I start school late today. That's at 10am and ONLY for 1 AC (prac) lesson. Haha. See I'm very hardwerking rite? Even go school for 1 lesson. *tongue out-bluekz* In the afternoon, go for aqua culture meeting. Thinking of it maybe I would choose that as my second CCA after floorball. I'm waiting for the confirmation e-mail. It's interesting and maybe I would learn lots of different types of fish and how to breed them. And what's interesting, it's taught by Mr Oliver. Haha. This gonna be great plus my dearest friends is in that particular CCA too. So it won't be so LONELY.
Soorrie if I haven't spend quality tymes with eu today. I noe its special but I'm glad eu understand. Sooorrriee I've done anything bad. As everyone noe, everyone make mistakes. And THANKS for everything. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:30 PM





Monday, May 07, 2007



Before anything...

Happy Belated Birthday to Ma Lil Brother, Haziq
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You are 7 years old now. So big and smart already. So study hard alrite. Make MOMMY and DADDY proud. You've got your desired toy or even better. So don't neglect your study rite. Studies come first then anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN MY DEAREST BRO!


School so far was great. Especially Mr. Oliver's class. There's always fun and laughter. He just noe how to make the lesson interesting. But when it's practical everyone will change to serious mode. Haha. Normal loll, handling with chemical mah must give extra precaution. Don't want to have a sudden explosion or accidents in the lab. Must keep everyone's safety in tip-top condition. Homework has also been started especially for MATH. I'm having a slight struggling in some of the A MATH topics. But so far, at least there are people around to guide me thru. Happy to find this kind of classmates' atmosphere.
As everyone knoe, school had been starting for almost a month now. And I've not gone anywhere yet for the weekends. Same goes for today. I'm just at home babysitting and surfing the net. Talk to my dearest secondary school mates- Syafiq and Diyana. I just miss eu people lots lah. Talking to eu people today just make my day. Especially to my BEST buddy. At least I noe we are still lyke siblings. Haha. :) And to my darl, I hope you haf a great tyme in poly. Your stories are great. Hope you'll achieve what you are hoping for. All the Best... :)

Finally not forgetting...
Happy Advance Birthday for my dearest DADDY & DOINK (tity)
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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
7:00 AM





Thursday, May 03, 2007



After the muttering yesterday...
Finally I've gotten my EZ-LINK CARDS!!!
Thank GOD for answering my prayers...
YOU have saved my KAH-CHING *moneyMONEYmoney* for the week...
That means I could purchase my concession by tomorrow. Phew! *saveSAVE!*

Maybe most people may think I'm a money-minded freak after reading my few latest entries. But I'm NOT, okie. I just wanted to minimize the spending so my parents do not need to spend lots of money on me. Everything now needed money. My siblings were all schooling. Don't get the wrong idea - I'm not begging or anything but just showed a sense of concerned towards my parents. Now I noe money isn't easy to get but once its gotten no matter how big or small it will definitely get lessen in a snap. (without realizing) Pity my dad for werking extra shift every week so I'm just doing my part. Peace.

Tomorrow will be a HELL YA day. I would be starting school only at 1pm till 5pm. Yahoo!! No early birds waking up. Haha. Gonna LOVE it...

I got a SURPRISE today... Tengkiu... haha :)
:hearts:


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM





Wednesday, May 02, 2007



While most of us might were to enjoy this labour-ing day today. I'm basically sick and rotting at home. What's worst, I've been attacked by three viruses- irritating flu, sore throat and fever. *damn ALL THREE?!* Now I'm no different lyke those zombies alive- Haha but still had to look 'tough' right? So people won't say that we (girls) were so pampered and weak. Just hate those comments from guys. Think they were so tough or something. *roll eyes* They do cry too sometimes. Hmph! Hope I'm curing soon. Don't wanna take any of those med. YUCKS! Pray hard for me alrite people. pleasePLEASEplease* Alright enuf of these muttering, now lets get back to some serious matter. EZ-LINK CARDS!!! Now the current secondary school cards were all expired. SHIT! And things got worst coz' I've not gotten the ITE cards yet. What took it so long?! I've no cards to use for my school journey!.. So-No school?? Fat hope. Had to depend on my mom's card for the meantyme, don't wanna spent 15 bucks for a new adult ez-link just for the sake of 1-2 weeks or so. Idiots!Alrite.Chilled. Yesterday, one of the school librarian called when I was on the way back. He asked whether I'm interested and if I do, please come for interview tomorrow. Sorry man, librarian was just isn't my forte'. Maybe during my primary school tymes but no longer now. Sorrie. But I don't denied I love reading, maybe visiting 'eu' soon. Haha. Guess that's all, need to take my rest and med now before someone 'blast'. Haha. Have a nice day people and...

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY FIRMAN...
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wishing you---
glad days filled with friendliness,
bright days filled with cheer,
warm days filled with happiness to last thoughout the year!
HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:10 AM