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Thursday, July 26, 2007

I'm down with flu, sore throat and fever already
Gosh! this is so irritating...
Now its already coming to the 4th day of the illness...
Have yet to study for Lab Safety test tomorrow
And with this illness, how am i gonna to bear everything
The headache, the pressure, the nose blocked...
Aargh!! Everything just coming against its way. *damn*
Hate eating those medicine and am not going to eat anything
No-No-No!!! *Yucks!
Even after I'm being forced to...
- So people don't even try it, its just wasting ur tyme...

*ANd not forgetting thanks for those who is always by me

asking me to eat my medicine

you people are just so CONCERN...

but I'm still me... still not wanting to eat my medicine.

*oops!

PS: i took this picture when I'm still healthy though unlike now...

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Field Trip to Asia-Pacific Brewery...

- the pictures will tell eu more bout it :)

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Off to study back my Lab Safety now...
Wish me luck ;)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:35 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Ferst and for most...
Would lyke to wish

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to my secondary bestie, SYAFIQ

AND not forgetting ALIF too...

Hope eu people have a great day and a prosperity life.
Pray that everything that eu people hope for comes true.

Back to school...
School has been tiring today. Blame myself for sleeping late last night.
But everything is totally fine. The ONLY difference is that I have to do AC Practical assignment this week.
Ferst assignment after all these days at school. So decided to meet up with my group members this Sunday to discuss bout the given topic.
Hate doing group werk and hate assignments.
Group werk bcoz' later there's gonna be a only a few that will be doing but the marks are also being shared but those that doesn't. It's just totally unfair.
Assignment bcoz' there's gonna be presentations. Hate it lots coz' I can't talk in front of the crowd. Simply gets speechless. Gosh! How can I wish I can just overcome it. *Arrgh!!*
** Guess meeting eu people at Sunday at 1pm :)

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I ain't longer looking back.

I've done my part and now hoping eu do yours...

But i guess eu have chosen your path

Still silent in your own world

After all those helps...

Fine!!

I'm just going it with a flow

But if this carries on than I've to stand in my two feet

And hold on with my stand

I'm NOT your counselor..... *sorriee

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:20 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Sometime I wish I could just play

pretend that everything's fine...

~but this tyme i can't afford of keeping it to myself anymore

~~particular someone~~
I don't why there is just rage and anger within me
After all the silent... then eu call me yesterday
For what reason- coz' of your prob
Gosh! Get a life lah. I'm NOT your counselor, kay.
Find me when eu are in difficulty & dump when eu are in your greatest land *fcuk*
Even eu call just now it means totally meaningless to me now
I noe friends should always be by their side BUT eu are the one causing everything to change
I'm always there but eu...
Ignoring friends coz' of something else
I noe I'm showing attitude- sorrie
But I can't afford doing the same mistake as my past
The main thing is still the same; I've gone thru once and...
I've learned something from it

I'm a friend

so treat me lyke one

I noe eu appreciate me

but eu are changing now...

Eu noe the reasons so I'll SHUT here
**even still... I'm lurving myself, njoying life and surely I'm sure of I am who I am

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:45 PM

Phase test was alrite I guess...
But I was damn nervous doing the practical alone
Shivering lyke hell with the teacher looking closely at how I handle all the stuff
Damn and I even cocked up with some of the parts
(eg: placing the chemical wrongly at the wrong glassware- lyke wtf)
Overall... I think I could manage it...
Just remind me to maintain on being myself and don't get too nervous. :)

Anugerah this year was great
The show and performance... simply everything!!
Everyone did a great job but...
Alif do improve lots and show his real potential. Congrets upon winning the champion!
But above everything... I STILL lyke Rauzan...
Gosh! He is just damn hot and cute lah...
I was screaming lyke hell at home to my mom bout him *haha*
He is one of the CUTE, HOT, HANDSOME HUNKS...
*melting & enuf said-shall stop now* (lalalaaa)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:20 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I really don't noe why I got this feeling lately
Every time when we talked bout that particular someone
Its just rage and anger that just rushed within me
I just don't understand why. Plus there's nothing going on *confuse*
But without that conversation I'm always the bubbly me
But who cares I'm enjoying my life now
I just don't want to say anything more
Studies comes first than anything
Anyway phase test coming that is tomorrow- Argh!
I've yet to do revision once again
Wish me all the best ya people

takecare :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Happy belated birthday to me...
Happy belated birthday to me...
Happy belated birthday to me...
Happy belated birthday to me...

I noe its been a while I've lasted update.
Simply because there's something wrong with my Internet server this few days... *darn*
Plus I really had a great birthday this year. Thanks to eu people who make my day so special.
Thanks too for those who remember my birthday and keep wishing me thru out the day on the 12th.
(regardless by messages, live or in advance)
HEART eu people lots...

This is briefly what happened on the 12th...
- celebrate with my school darlinks... :)
Suppose to reach school by 9.30am for sports & wellness lesson
But unfortunately was late because Hannah, Ghazali and I took bus 30 from Boon Lay *haha*
By the tyme we reached school, the PE teacher had already dismiss the class
So went to canteen straight met all my other classmates
At the canteen my girlfriends were busy in their own plans and I was guarded by Najlaa who accompany me while they were away
Those who reached early keep me busy by giving me presents and asking me to open them
Gosh! They are just wonderful. The prezzies are just great. Lurve them. Thanks
Receive lots of them... *picture of it will be updated soon* :)
Then receive a cake by surprise. Chocolate cake. Imagine it!! *yum-yum*
Eat the cake lots of laughter then cake on my face and shirt
kena sabo very the bad lah that day but its sure is fun

The 13th- celebrate with my beloved darlink
They gave me the biggest prezzie and bring me to Seoul Garden
We eat lyke hell lah lyke long tyme never eat food *haha*
Really had a great day with them
Bring the joy and laughter back in myself :)
Lurve eu people...
** Before that going school alone bcoz Hannah woke up late..
Then got to noe a boy name Audi from the same school in the train *grin*

14th – watch Harry Potter with family at Lido
It was lyke the 1st tyme the whole family went movie after donno how many years
Bring those kids was a bad idea
They keep on talking non stop. biaselah kancong,1st tyme *haha*
But it was great. Long tyme no family outing :)
Besides everything was Dad's treat...

15th...
At home rotting, waiting for my prezzie from my dearest-dearest darling
- Mazni & Firman
eu people the best...
lurve your prezzie lots...
They are all tigger.. haha :)
love eu... we will date soon ya...

16th...
Bought a new hp with my dad
heart eu lots daddy... *hugs*
i got K618i ....

alrite thats for now...
got to go...
** takecare people :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:45 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

UPDATED Pictures on...
those previous great memories outing.

Girlfriend's outing...
(with Aisyah,Huda (classA) & my dearest Hannah)

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Class pit as well as 'torning nite'...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:48 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

School has re-open for two days now
Really glad that school starts already *yeah!
Meet all my dearest darlings in school *laalala
But I really need to get my biological clock started again
Just feeling so damn tired
Especially when there is afternoon lessons
Whenever I reached home and have done the necessary things
The 1st thing I will do is to sleep on my dearest bed till 7pm
Gosh! Can't effort to go on lyke this any longer
Need to do some revisions already
Phrase test & all the other test coming...
Argh!!

** Biological clock please werk...

Meet my big god-bro, Iman today
Yeah!! It's been a long tyme since we last met
The last was lyke after O'levels results
And helping me to choose certain courses
As well as changing my perception of ITE last tyme
Now I'm doing quite well and he's happy bout it
Thanks lots bro
I miss eu too and lyke finally we meet today :)

My Birthday is now JUST 2 DAYS AWAY...
And my dearest friends are all planning something
But I don't noe anything about it
They are lyke planning in front of eu...
Gosh! Making those suspends feelings....
Those who noe me enuf, eu noe I hate suspends
Once eu tell- tell everything if NOT keep it to yourself please
Plus that Hannah is enjoying doing those suspends
*partly idiot- but I still lurve eu :)
I guess I just have to wait for that day and discover *haiz

Furthermore I'm occupied during my this weekend coz' of the birthday thingy
If eu wanna my tyme for this week- book me... haha *grin

The schedule
Thurs (12july)- celebrating with my darling school mates **heart eu people
Friday (13july)- celebrating with my new darlings (Jamal, Asnor & Hannah) after school
** Skipping CCA for the day... shhh...
Saturday (14july)- available (afternoon), night going to watch HARRY POTTER with family *lalalaaa

Sunday (15july)- available

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:15 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

I noe it been some tyme, I've last updated
Basically I was too tired and my comp is kinda spoilt
Only certain website could be entered and its really getting on the nerves
Luckily its okay now :)

Thursday
Took a day off from werk specially for my god-bro Hafiy

And going back school with Salehah for meeting

** (us before meeting, our water testing result, washing up, going home pictures- :)
Outing with him(adek) was great...
Even it feels awkward at tymes
But its understandable coz' it's the 1st tyme (haha)
Went to Cathay Cineleisure to watch TRANSFORMER
The movie was just TOTALLY AWESOME!!
And I'm just simply out of words how to describe it
It's really worth all the time and cost
Everyone should catch it and eu will have no regrets :)
Met Fadhli on the way there but he didn't notice
Till I text him... (aiyo-haha)
Watched the same show but different tyming :)

* but if eu were to look at us...
Eu people will think I'm the lil' sis and he's the big bro
Gosh!! He is just way taller than me... (haha)
It sounded cute *(i noe)
And he may look cute BUT I'm cutier... :) *bluekz*

Friday
Back to werk *sigh*
Thought of taking it as my last day
But unfortunately not...
I will still be werking on Saturday till 6pm (werking for 1/2 day)
Zali's bro was silent thru out today... *phew!-guess not meeting
( its gonna be really awkward going out with someone who eu rarely noe and talked for only once)
Hope he doesn't call OR message tomorrow...

*amazingly Imran popped by when I'm werking-hmm??!

Not forgetting....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE- WEI YANG!!

Hope you got a great birthday...

Eu are being missed by me :)

** hope to meet eu soon ....

TODAY
Report to werk at 12 noon
Werking life was per usual. Besides it's my last day...*yeah!*
But only will be getting my pay next week *DARN!*
And school starting soon... :) lyke finally...
Missing my darlings especially that Najlaa and Mel who I've not met at all during the holidays...

Wonder where eu people gone too...

Asnor came over to the shop around 1++ *lalala- :)*
With his two 'bodyguards'- Ilham & Sufyan
Give back my dearest thumb drive... **miss eu thubby *grin*
Sit for a while as well as watching Sumolah (a new show release) till 3++
Before they leave for Asnor soccer match. Hope eu all the best Asnor... :)
As it was already afternoon, guess my wish of yesterday came true
But I guess I was njoying too fast. Zali's bro suddenly text me
Asking what tyme I end werk and could he fetch me etc...
Then after all the confirmation... suddenly its cancel due of something that popped out urgently at his side...
I was lyke 'phew-phew!' luck was by my side all along
Hoping it will stay just by my side
BUT He said he would make it up some other tyme... *aahhhh!*

* To Imran... i've read everything.

i will pray that everything goes fine alrite.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:30 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Woke up early don't noe for what reason
I just can't sleep peacefully lately *SHUTS!
So now just facing in front of the computer
Not bathing & still in the sleepy face
Just waiting for the tyme to pass
Before going and preparing off to werk again... *roll eyes*

Yesterday night did some practicing for the singing thingy
With Ghazali
Stay up all night till its nearly 3 in the morning
Still need to brush up certain things
But practice makes purfect rite?
In between practice- Asnor did call
And talk bout stuff for a while
Then back to practicing again
~ To eu... I hope everything went on smoothly...
Pray hard that every thing will go fine... don't really thing too much about it.
Just do whatever eu feel right. Then everything will go fine. I'm here supporting everything.
That's what BEST-BEST-BESTfriends do rite :)
Guess... I spent lots of tyme with Zali last night
Did talk lots... bout school, stuff and importantly singing tips...
Haha... Really didn't noe how I'm stuck with this singing thingy
But the song was really damn nice
Lyrics were so the meaningful and its been written by him-himself
His elder brother became one of our listening ears
And give comments on how to improve it better

Meanwhile going out with my dearest god-bro(adk) Hafiy this coming Thursday
Watching transformers (most possibility)
That's his wish and its my treat (:
You are surely lyking it huh?? Haha.
But its alrite... my birthday coming anyway. *grin*

Another...

Wondering whether I should take off or just continue werking on Saturday
Firstly, I'm tired of werking *its total boredom*
And Zali elder brother is asking me out.
- if im werking-- he will sending me to werk and fetching me
- if im not -- we will go out somewhere
I'm already making excuses but he insist. Haiz. And that Zali is simply keep laughing at me. *darn-idiot!*
* Saturday is biking day I guess... No public transport

okey... guess here for now...

need to take my bathe and off to werk. *sigh!*

- doing it for the sake of wanting a new hp....

*life isn't that purfect as what it may seems...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:30 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

I took a day off from werk today
Basically I just have no mood and tired
After a long day yesterday
Furthermore, I'm ~~SICK~~
I'm down with slight flu, headache and slight fever
Argh!! It's just so irritating...
Alrite enuf said.
I shall no longer mumble about the irritating virus
AND NO MEDICINE please... YUCKS!

I'm left with only a week of holiday
That means two weeks had past... *damn, it seems so fast*
And am glad that I've finish my holiday homework
Mathematic worksheet & MSDS print out
Yeah!! At least I could have fun without worrying
Have fun?? I still have to attend werk for another 4 days
(Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday & Saturday)
Haiz. I'm starting to get bored of the job.
But at the same tyme...
Can't wait for the Sunday for the LAST outing with Hannah, Jamal & Asnor
Before school re-open & claim my thumb-drive back from him.
Planning to go to the zoo (I guess) to meet 'Hannah's fwens' (haha)
`no offence. Your dearest bf said that.. :P
PLUS... my birthday coming...
That will be on the forth day after school re-open !! (lala-lalala) (:
OR equal to another 11 more days... (from today-01/07)
`prezzie-prezzie-prezzie (:

I'll be back to school for my duty tomorrow with Salehah (my lil' adk)
Then decide where to go next

`Home OR some other place...
Since will be able to wear non-school uniform *yeah*
`Outing with Salehah OR my god-bro Hafiy maybe (since he ask me 1st- hmm)

I can't see my tagboard...

This is just SUPER irritating...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:10 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Sorry for the long not updating
Basically I'm just busy werking & lazy at the same tyme
(I've had to admit it somehow- even if I don't; it's kinda obvious)

Now updating it with my aching and exhausted body
Even after I've have re-pay back my sleep for the whole afternoon
Deserve me right for 'torning' the whole night at east coast
Only reached home around 7++ in the morning
But I MUST admit even it's tiring but it's worthy
First went for the class bbq thingy
There were lots of foods there
Surprising some teachers does make some of their tyme coming
Then when it's started to drizzle
Robin suggested on playing pool
Then decided to tagged along with Hannah, Ghazali & him
Hannah was tagged with me for the whole tyme of the journey. As usual she's my gf.
Playing pool with them was fun and learned some tips
Ghazali was a first tymer but he played fine. Great Job.
At the same tyme playing- waiting for the dearest Jamal & Asnor to arrive
Their tyming was perfect. When Jamal & Asnor arrived, one hour has gone.
Decided to pay up and end the game. Then took different path.
They decided on going home and we continue on the night having fun.

Next, sit down at McDonalds and waited for Jamal's bro & his gf to arrive
Since they wanna treat us for dinner
Play pool (again) and Jamal's bro was really a PRO
Everyone of us manage to get a chance on playing with him
Until his own brother defeat him in the 2nd round
Then he gave up and decided to sit and give the others the chance (haha)
Then its back to the four of us playing
After everything the bro decided to go somewhere else with the gf
And we decided to sit at the big rock by the sea watching the scenery
As well as singing our lungs out with the guitar
The moments was superb then off playing bowling when we were tired of singing (haha)
I win the bowling round, got 128 points (jump-jump)
Before going back to the singing part bought 2 big gulp & spent the tyme till dawn
Manage to walk by the sea side and watched the beautiful sun rise
Took the 1st bus home though out the journey and slept in the bus
~ thanks for leaning me your shoulder though out the journey & being there (:
It was a memorial outing... * lurve eu people lots *

Here are some of the pictures
(more to come after receiving from others...)

At the same tyme...

Celebrating my belated lil' brother birthday today
(supposed to be on the 28 june- but dad's werking)
Eat the yummy chocolate cake and give his prezzie
Receive a robot frm mummy, cake- daddy, ice-cream- 2nd bro & toy car- me :heart:
He sure had a great tyme today even though he is sick.
Happy birthday bro. Eu are 4 yrs old now. (:

Hope eu will cure soon...

not forgetting,
Thanks Alif for accompanying me at werk last sunday
As well as bringing me safely home
Eu really make the day :)

Ps: more pictures to come later :)

** ( waiting for the call )

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:20 PM