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Tuesday, August 28, 2007



Yeah!! my praying hard werks...
I've passed my IC test 2... *amin*
Thought I would fail that paper badly
But I'm purely just lucky that tyme
Surely, there's no luck by me anymore with this AC class test
I think I'm gonna fail it badly
I'm just vomit everything out after reading it last minute
(lyke the day before and the 2 hrs of break-imagine, GOSH!)
This tyme I really-really-really need to pray extra-extra hard...
God, Help me.

Plus, I've officially become Saiful secretary from this semester onwards
Since he have been skipping some lessons due to student counselor thingy
So with a secretary around at least he would noe what's he's been missing
I'm a good friend ain't I? *haha*
Furthermore, he will be helping me to score my IC final test.
[help me tau- we will fine suitable date soon:)]

Nothing much really happen today
It's basically just as per normal routine (and I'm out of mood-dont ask why.)
Maybe just met Asnor for awhile as we end our lesson on the same tyme
That's at City Hall. Talk bout his depression thingy on the way in the train
Cheers up alrite... don't be such an emo. everything will just go fine.
After the long discussion, headed home

* sorry that I didn’t tell eu this...

'Mama' home now
Hope eu are doing fine and healthy :)
Hear from eu soon...


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:49 PM





Monday, August 27, 2007



Weekdays for this week past so the quickly
Basically maybe I was busy studying for the entire upcoming test last week
Which makes me not realizing that its already coming to the end
Now comes the weekend...
Really had fun yesterday
Sending 'mama' at the airport
Then off with the family spending tyme togetherness
Watched movie, spent tyme at AMK hub etc.
Reached home around 9 pm
It's really- really great but unfortunately that same nyte was bad
Its does spoil everything
And the worst thingy is the same person that make me happy spoil the day
I don't really mine if eu want me to change but some things just represents my personality
Don't expect me to change who I am rite?
Lyke I say before- I am who I am

But I shall try, Kay.
See I'm putting the effort tau. Don't say I don't. HUMPH!
Even it does hurt me to the core and really hate eu at that period of tyme
'tapi akhirnye org beralah jugak tau.'

But I must say, eu are lucky enuf that eu told me this after what we are now
If not eu can just dream of everything
Getting the trust, being understanding and hafing everything that eu are having now

That's for now. Some things are better left unsaid.

*And Sofia cuzzie... eu are just damn cute. I just lurve everything bout eu. The smile, the 'slang', the laughter etc.. My own lil' sis will just be reminding me of eu. Haha. I'll be missing eu when eu are at London. :P

[ so sad eu don't want to take any pictures or else it will be here:) ]


Glad eu are fine from the operation dear Hannah
Now get that itchy hands of yours off that part
Or else it would get further infection
Eat the medicine regularly and stay healthy ya :)

To Kina.
Sorrie that I can't manage to pass eu the Malay notes on the Saturday
As I've got other plans for the day...
But even so, if eu need it. Just beep me. I'll get the day and pass it to eu
Study hard dear. Whatever it is, just beep me if eu need anything
I'll always be there for my fellow mates. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:15 AM





Thursday, August 23, 2007



It's been awhile
Coz' I'm just simply-simply busy plus lazy...
But now, watching live the dream now as well as using the computer
(I noe its lame and so damn obvious- bt what to do- *haha)
Simply doing nothing- no more study-studying
Pressure of sleeping late at nite has gone
For a while (I guess) *at least for the weekends
I'm left with just AC test coming Tuesday
And major IC final test coming September
But heard from some new there's also LSP test coming *argh*
Enuf said bout those boring stress mode...
Bout Live The Dream- group category
I'm lurving Revalina
Gosh!! They just make the song so wonderful and I'm lurving it :)
HEART-heart Revalina!!!

And gosh! I just pray hard for my test just now. Hoping for the best. *praying hard*

My last weekend was great (19/08/07)
Went to Alif's sister engagement
Now his whole family plus cuzzies all noe me
Felt shy but there's still a smile on my face, Kay.
His family was super great. They are understand, funny and caring people :)
Really manage to get on my own self and fits into the family

Even if I may not talk much...
I simply can't say any more word
I just enjoy that moment and the day was just purfect
I'll let the pictures tell eu the story
I will be updating soon enuf after I've received them :)
BUT here is some of it.


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Picture of my gfs & me on Tuesday :P
(us- aisyah, mel, me)
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* all the best for your operation tomorrow ya gf- Hannah :)
Takecare. anything beep me


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:53 PM





Saturday, August 18, 2007



Today was super damn draggy at school
Suppose to end at 1pm per usual
But there's make up lesson till 4.30pm
As well as extra lessons till 5.30pm
Argh!! So we only manage to get a break from 1pm-2.30pm
Haiz... such a long day...
But even so, we still had fun
Especially during AC practical lessons :)

Guess there's only this to talk for now...
I really need to start mugging for upcoming...
1. Monday IC practical test
2. Wednesday IC class test 2
3. Next Tuesday AC test
Argh!! There are definitely lots of tests coming up and I'm sure need to study them and score or at least a PASS... please-please-please...

2nd part pictures of Semakau Island

(there's more yet to be received)

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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:15 PM





Friday, August 17, 2007



Today was damn pathetic
Only went school for 1hr 45 mins
Report school at 1 pm and ends at 2.45pm
It was an important subject but the lesson was super boring
The actual teacher didn't take us since she got something on
But school was school...
Nothing more to complain

And to my lil sister at school- Salehah
Have a good rest and eat your medicine alrite
Don't be lyke me. Hate medicine. Haha
Hope you recover soon dear. Takecare.




**god-brother Iman pick me up from school

Yesterday (Wednesday) was great...
Really had a great tyme in my life
First was the singing thingy at school...
Imagine me singing in front of the crowd at forum
Gosh! Was damn nervous at first
I sang with a crack for the first verse
Then as I sang along, it was getting fine * I guess*
After Ghazali and myself perform, the MC's have a short chat with the audience
And one of the audience said my voice was 'nice'...
Then I was lyke huh? Nice eu sure not...
To me its sounds funny and weird...
Don't say just eu wanna see I smile '_'
But I sure had fun... with all the other competitors
Screaming and shouting supporting each other
Plus making new fwens :)

After almost everything...
Hurried off to the room once again to take my bag

Find the teacher who could open the door

Wanna go for class field trip... *aargh!!*
And she wants Ghazali and me to be in her vocal lesson
And we are lyke huh? There's a vocal class in school?
But we shall see what happened next...
The teacher said she will get back to us
And I definitely noe I can't sing that well
Singing is just never me.

AND that Ghazali was lyke- see we can sing...
haiz.

THANKS FOR THOSE WHO CAME TO SUPPORT US... :)
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My dressing for the singing thingy and Picture after the singing..

Second after taking my bag and off to Semakau Island for a field trip
The pictures will tell everything...
Definately I had fun. :)
(more pictures will be updated asap)

The Scenery
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In the bus- In the boat- In the toilet of departure hall
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at Semakau Island :)
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FINALLY... HAPPY BIRTHDAY APOI & HUDA
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** went 'lepak' with Along and fwens at nite
my day is full with smile :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:00 PM





Tuesday, August 14, 2007



Yesterday was lyke hack...
First that Ghazali disturb me while I'm hafing my break-fast
Idiot him... eu noe I'm fasting yet called me at the wrong tyme...
'Kancong' bout the practice. And noe what- I'm nervous for tomorrow. *hack*

Second- on the phone-solving problem
Screaming and shouting at each other lyke small kids

(even eu guys are younger than me but think maturely lah)
How to solve problem that way
Follow those feeling of yours too much and not using those brains
And what's MOST irritating is I've got no chance to speak
Every time I wanted to say something, I'm always being shut up
Then what's the point for me being on the line. I better end it don't I?
Hey, hello... I've heard from both sides...

Does the rest have?? Eu people just supporting your fellow fwens
How *****!


Today morning simply have no mood
I'm simply just so frustrated
After everything, eu people came to me for advice
Okay, I admit I don't mind eu guys doing that
But I'm just disappointed the way everything end
Is the same as we are not solving anything
Have migraine just for nothing
Need my rest and feeling feverish now
Need to sing for tomorrow... hope for the best :)
Sorrie for those that I simply don't 'layan' in the morning
It's nothing bout eu people

Feeling better in the afternoon
And am really glad upon my mathematic results
I PASSED… manage to get 87/100
Yahoo... an A for Maths
This will keep me feeling motivated for learning more and lurving maths once again

Plus, Asnor pick me up from school today

Together with Ilham,school mate :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:28 PM





Saturday, August 11, 2007



Had a great day at school today even if it's only for a 2 hrs lesson
Of mathematic numbering lesson
Then, had to attend this rehearsal thingy
And imagine I have to sing
Damn that Ghazali for signing me up
Really nervous man...
But luckily I'm singing with eu Ghazali...
If not... u sure gonna get it from me

Facing the audience was really the problem
I need to build up my confidence and improve on our chemistry
As what the teachers had said...
Can't keep on seeing your face as I'm singing and so do eu..
But at least we try and not fogetting our couples of practice on the phone...
Am sure glad our 'vocals' werk. *haha*
The real day will be on this coming Wednesday.
Hope we are really prepared for it as well as...
Facing with a BIGGER crowd...

Yesterday (09/08) - National Day was awesome
Spent my day with my DARLINKAsnor, Hannah & Jamal
But before those excitements...
Went to meet my dearest darling at SGH
As she was warded yesterday due to low blood pressure (I guess)
She fainted and vomited lots before collapsing

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Hope eu really take good of yourself now dear... :)

Back to the excitements...
It was really damn fun
Manage to get a real view of fireworks
As well spending tyme with my dearest ones...
Love eu people lots...
It's been a while since we last went out lyke this
And it's really- really a great one today :)
I simply can't describe how great it was...

Before ending...
Happy Belated Birthday To my Bro- Hanif (08/08)
&
Happy Birthday my classmate- Idah (10/08)
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i heard from some source that eu are 'Drama-ing'
then what about everything eu said and our friendship
is it apart of your acting as well...
i wonder...
if it is, eu are damn good at it. give eu a clap for that man
eu are really one of those kind... * roll eyes*


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:40 AM