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Thursday, September 27, 2007
I'm currently so tired. So I'm making this short.
Today is the second day of werk
It is alrite but I must really say it is damn tiring
Almost every part of my body is aching
But it was a great experience
With this, I think I'm still comfortable with my previous job under sales line
Than to this packing line. It surely needs hard werk.

While werking, I do wish sometimes...
I have lots of hands so as I could do the jobs fast and could multi-task. Both at a tyme. *imagine* Hands are already lyke ‘sotong’ (as my dear-Salehah used to say).
As we- Idah & me need to finish the task before the load get overloaded from the other sections. *haha*
And guess did we complain?
Haha- complaining was lyke a normal thing especially when we are very-very tired
* hey!! It’s fasting month lah. what eu people think...


Yesterday was my first day.
Werk were as per above said
But I went break-fast with my 'darlinks' after werk
It was a great blazing nite * heart eu people :)
Reached home around 11.45pm
Really had a great fun with eu people lah. Eu people rewkz my day even I'm nearly dieing- tired.
EU make me smile, laugh, giggle tillI totally forget that I'm TOTALLY exhausted.
Plus...


♥♥ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY 'DEAR' NOR-NOR ♥♥
(eU want that gift and I've fulfill it. Now its yours..)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM





Thursday, September 20, 2007
I'm just at home today
Helping Fitri to edit his dad photo thingy
Since he was busy to do himself and
What's the use of being BEST friends and not being there to help
So here is it...



















































What eu people think?? '_'

*** Fitri... this is the best i can do..
Hope eu lyke it and sorie if it just barely simple...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
6:11 PM





Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Yeah... lyke finally everything done.
the presentation is lyke.. argh! no comment.
Only my god noes how i felt.
Plus,no more schooling stuff... except the maths worksheet thingy
Watever it is...
I'm a FREE gurl now.. :) *laalaalaa

Basically i've just got nothing to write
Making it just simple and sweet
I'm just so tired lately and now just waken up from my dreamland
argh!! my days are just per normal.
same old routine everyday...
so its just tired-tired me... '_'

My siblings are making improve now fasting
Wani has always been a strong gurl fasting the whole day from the start
Even if we miss 'sahur' session, she still fast full. :) *yeah! gurl power
After being tease couples of tymes, finally Haziq's up to the challenge and fast too
CONGRETS BRO... even its just for three days now but I hope it last till the end.

** Maybe will be werking at this chocolate factory as a packer
starting from next week...
office hour- 8.30am- 5+ (i guess)
$24 bucks daily...
i noe it sound little but watever
i'm just wanting extra cash for hari raye stuff :P
werking only for awhile anyway and its located just near home...
safe transport..'_'

im missing eu so so the much
we will meet up soon alrite :)
*hearts

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:59 PM





Tuesday, September 18, 2007
♥♥♥ I'm currently addicted to Soulmate from Natasha Bedingfield ♥

Eu!! Idiot!
People around let eu take bike license than eu misused it.
Haven get proper license get into an accident already
Lucky there's nothing happen
Wanna be the 'buzz lightning' down the street rite? 'rempit some more lah'
I smack eu lah...
I just got nothing to say at that moment
Wanna scold cannot, wanna scream cannot, wanna laugh also cannot...
Haiz there's just a mixture of feeling that tyme
Make sure it does not happen again lah...
OR ELSE...
I'll make sure kakak & the rest noe so eu would get a bike after taking the license.
Humph!!

And I'm really irritated with my two bestie *idiot
(ever since eu noe each other- naik ngade-ngade *hmph!!)
Tell me lah what eu two are talking about...
It's not really a big deal... duh!
And what's pathetic is that the reason for eu people not telling is just bcoz' of
'BOYS TALK..' *wth...
all this while I'm there mixing with eu guys what. So there's no big deal. *Argh!!
'BOYS TALK' OR NOT... it's the same thing.
What's with the sudden barrier thingy...

Fine!! In that case I'm keeping shuts.
Wanna share go ahead, if not- I DON'T CARE...
Keeping everythings per normal. As if there's nothing going on...
GUYS TALK MAH... '_' *ptff

Anyways...I'm almost done with LSP group werk presentation thingy
Went to Idah's house just now to settle most of the group werk part
And my part for it is done *peace!
Just left with some indivdual stuff to settle... Yipee!!
When its done I'm gonna be a stress free gurl... :)



Going to help mom in the kitchen now
taking care... breaking fast in 1/2 hr tyme :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:37 AM





Saturday, September 15, 2007
I'm down with bad flu and sore throat now
No more the vogue me :(
All thanks to that Asnor...
Eu got this illness last week and now its mine turn
Idiot eu Nor-Nor.. I ask eu to walk 1 meter from me rite??
See what happen when eu walks so near? Now I'm sick and eu have cured *humph! Argh!
I'm gonna get eu for this...
When eu are sick, I irritate eu lyke hell
Now pay back tyme huh? Neverthemind... I REMEMBER!!!

Went aquaculture meeting today with Salehah
Really had fun meeting all of them
But too bad I can't really enjoy
B'coz of this irritating illness... it really gets into my nerves
We talked about 2008 review and there's about scuba diving thingy
I really wanted to participate in that scuba diving thingy
But no one of my girlfriends of aquaculture wanted to join the event
My parents also agree to it... now its left with my own decision
Another decision to make... hmm...

Also went to national library to discuss about the LSP project thingy with my group members
It's half way done already...
Now left with the Powerpoint thingy
Will meet up again on Monday at Idah's house to finish it up...

Haha...there's jealousy here from *diy coz' I only mention about my best-best guy friends
Okie-okie... I didn't forget about the 'ngoms' alrite
We are the 3 stick together girlfriends in secondary tymes...
DIYANA + FAZEILA + HAZIRAH :)
Plus not forgetting my darlink MAZNI too... but she's from a different class but still my good friends as above.
NOW in ITE... I got 4 stick together friends
AISYAH + MEL + HANNAH + HAZIRAH :)

I LOVE EU PEOPLE ALRITE... *heart*
WILL NEVER FORGET EU PEOPLE... <3

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:30 PM





Thursday, September 13, 2007
SELAMAT BERPUASE SEMUA!!!
(bagi Muslimin & muslimat...)

Today is the first day of the fasting month
Really-really happy... Yeah!!
Everyone wake up during the 'sahur' period
Including my 3 younger sibling- 7yrs old (Haziq), 6 yrs old (Wani) & 4 yrs old (Harun).
But around 12pm...
Haziq started mumbling that's he's hungry...
Persuade him couples and multiples of tymes but still didn't werk
At last he got fed up and ate. So do Harun. Hmph!
Brother eat... lil' bro follow... *haha
But I'm totally happy for my lil' sis Wani...
She manage to fast for the whole day
Bravo... Girl power... *grin

Going to finding a job after this LSP group presentation thingy
Hopefully manage to werk at Idah's recommendation place
If not then I guess I have to go for job hunting
Plus promise myself if I manage to get a job
Going to give my siblings (only siblings) a green packet
Lyke a malay phrase used to say... 'Ader rezeki jangan lokek....'
Usually I will treat them when I manage to get my salary
But guess this tyme will be different since it will be Hari Raya already
And I'm sure going to give my lil' sis, Wani extra income since she make the effort to fast full day for the first tyme :)
Great job sis.... we will be fasting again tomorrow, kay.

Lately, I've been very close to Fitri
He's always there every night being my best friend listening to every mumbles I make
(other than Asnor)
Teaching me and encourage me to study
And for sure I'm being there for him too
I'm glad to have a great close friends in ITE lyke I used to have during secondary tymes
** Fitri= Syafiq *haha
(noe why?? they are my classmate, both hafing me as their secretary and understand me most in school)
It just reminds me of those tymes...
So now makes to 4 best-best guy friends...
Syafiq= Wei Yang= Asnor= Fitri :)
i've got bad sore throat lately..
argh!!

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:37 PM





Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Amin...
Major examination (Introductory Chemistry) is over
And I shall not comment anything about it. *shh...*
Not really totally its over coz' there's still LSP project werk left
It's a week thingy till next Wednesday.
Haiz... research again I guess
Then it will be officially my holiday...
No more self-declare holiday eventhough there's no lesson.... haha *grin*

Everyone please pray hard for my classmates of JB0704C and myself to pass the examination... tengkiu :)

After everything...planning to werk on this term holiday
Anything will do just to fly the tyme as it will be fasting month already
Don't wanna just sit home and rot and make all those cookies except the weekends :)
Yipee!! Fasting month reaching... :)
That means saving money... haha

Cheh-cheh
Sam taking car license seh.
So the enthusiastic when enrolling...
All the best and hope eu pass real soon :)

To all aquaculture reader... pls pass this msg around
There's meeting this coming Friday at 10am
- frm lisa
(sorie, this is the best I can do)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
6:45 AM





Friday, September 07, 2007
I release my stress by going out to ecp with dear weiyang just now
Its been a long tyme since we last meet
Really had great tyme together
And he bully me to cycle
I was half laughing and screaming to get it rite
But still i failed...
* as eu people noe, i dont noe who to ride a bicycle rite??
But it is really a great day... miss eu...
We'll go out again after our examination,kay
Study hard hor... don't lazy-lazy...

Back to study now.. takecare people :)

Nor-Nor...
take good care of ur health,kay
ingat mkn ubat... :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM





Thursday, September 06, 2007
Today was 'phew!'
I study 'cheong-cheong' just a moment ago with Fitri at my house
And noe what--- We almost cover up everything!!
He help me cleared my doubts and help me memorize all the facts
Especially naming the isomers, calculations, biochemistry facts plus other definitions
And glad it werks for myself and also to him... *hehe-rite Fitri??
At least now I'm in track then always floating neither the sky nor the earth...
Plus he had a great tyme hafing dinner and lunch at my house... *haha-Fitri..??
He is on the way home now...
Watch the clock its nearly 8.30pm
And he's been here since 12.00?? *ard there I guess...
Thanks Fitri for everything, really owe eu one,kay...
Hopefully we will PASS our test,kay.
~ really had great fun studying and its does help to as well build our friendship bonds
We will study more together alrite...
**Hope teaching me wasn't a burden to eu...

To Salehah
Sorie I can't make it to aqua culture meeting...
Studying lah gurl...
I need this days to catch my ball onto myself then just hanging there floating
And all thanks to Fitri for sparing some tyme for me... :)

And gosh!! I definitely miss eu lah
Not msging eu just seems weird but at least we did talk on the phone *grin
To another eu...
Of coz' I miss eu too
But i just don't get eu sometimes... maybe things just meant to happen that way.
Don't just blame on me lah and kept nagging... will eu??
Don't make me feel the guilt and kept remembering on it
I need to concentrate on my studies seh
Eu noe I cant live without it, so I'm doing something to not remembering it for now
Understand me will eu....
but suddenly eu called and eu are as per normal
saying eu heart and missed me..this tyme eu really understand the situation with no more nagging
thats the way of eu being by my side :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:00 PM





Wednesday, September 05, 2007
My week sucks lately....
Not in a good-good mood...
just leave me alone.

will not be updating any sooner..

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:30 PM





Monday, September 03, 2007
I didn't realise the bruise on my feet
When I went home from ecp
Everything just seems normal...
Until yesterday when it hurts and swollen
Didn't noe what causes it but it seems to be some kind of insect bite
Guess maybe its the red ants or something...
The bruise have lessen a bit after putting some medication
Here are those pictures of my bruised feet












I've got nothing more to say...
Walking in the afternoon was torturing...
Only Aisyah and Shana noes bout it coz' they manage to see it
My day was fun with laughter although it was kinda moody at first
Aisyah and Shana manage to bring up those smiles again
Especially for the day... when we are spending tyme together... lurve eu :)
And so do Asnor and Ilham when I met them after school hours
I just lurve hanging out with them even its just a short journey to sent me home :P
They just noe the way to irritate and make my day...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:15 PM






I just don't noe where to begin in this entry
I can't help feeling guilty for myself
Outing was great at first but something just meant to spoilt everyone's mood
My classmate PSP went missing after my 'lepak' friends wanted to borrow and play with it
And what worst was...
When its missing lyke no one taking responsibility
Everyone kept blaming each other and no one took the action and effort to find it
That's what makes me REALLY fuck up the most
Since no one taking the responsibility they we, ourselves have to take some effort to find it
But what do we get just ACCUSES!!
They thought we are just blaming them
But hey! We are not blaming anyone here. Both of eu people are my friends.
And if we are only there to stand as if the PSP would come back crawling
You 'lepak' people just seem older but there's really nothing in that head of yours
Imaginelah if that precious stuff is yours. I bet u wont just sit there waiting. Damn it.
I really felt really-really guilty coz' both of eu people are my friends.
And if I noe this would happen I'm sure not going to let eu people to spent tyme with my 'lepak' friends as well. *Darn*
I'm really-really sorrie especially to Huda. If there's anything just come and approached me
I'll do anything to help,kay girlfriend.
Lyke what Fitri said, they are just not fit to be claimed as friends
Ya. I got the point noe, I've didn't realize till I've seen their true colours
They will be no longer a friend that I would trust and won't be in the friendship list
They are just being 'friends of friends'
Those bonding will never and even more to exist.
Feelings of every kind just kept coming towards me at that period of tyme
I was really fucked up at that moment. Angrily, could not control the emotions and suddenly tears was just streaming down my cheeks
Gosh! I never cried in front of my new classmates before and they have seen this side of me
Thanks for those who are being there for me especially to Fitri who is there personally and consoling me that it's not my fault.
But even so I'm still feeling the guilt and I'll do anything to help Huda.
I owe you gurl... really sorrie.




it's just another bad day. I've got no mood

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
5:40 AM





Saturday, September 01, 2007
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

Went back to my secondary school just now
Meet up with my long lost fwens
Mazni, Diyana, Fazeila, Firman, Syafiq, Bai, Jazil, Nizam, Ridwan, Syazrul,
Yu wei, Yinmei, Yuh Ting, Yvonne, Terrence, god-bro Firdaus and others.
(Sorrie if I accidentally forget eu people... they are just to many to remember)
I just miss eu people lah... lucky eu people came down...
~ And Mazni, eu noe what I mean rite?? Cume yg lagi 1 je tk muncul-muncul. Haha :P


-saw eu adk Hafiy and Zameer. :)
at school, lurving lyfe as Sept' hols here huh...
Takecare :P
Really had great fun and I'm glad to be able to meet eu peole once again. :)
Hopefully we will meet up again this coming raye,kay...
Keep in touch people...

At the same tyme meet my dearest-dearest teachers
Cikgu Zelda, Ms Norli, Mr Seng, Mdm Chok, Ms Susan Lim, Mr Wong etc,
who have help me went thru all this while.
Giving the encouragement , support as well as motivation upon keeping me moving forward and to not give up.
Thanks lots and I'm sure gonna listen to your advice that I've been given now... treasure those tyme lots. :)

Furthermore went to 'dear' house after everything
My mama say thanks for the 'oleh-oleh'
She also say it was nice of 'mama' to remember us here :)
Plus thanks for the accompanying. Heart <3

Count down... 10 days left to the final IC test
Studying hard and everyone please pray for my results...
Going out tomorrow with my classmates to release some stress before the whole
'cheong' studing...
see eu people tomorrow :)
im suddenly not in the mood...

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:30 PM