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Monday, October 29, 2007



lets talk about my lyfe now...
currently lurving everything about it
except for those taggers thingy * lyke wtf- whatever!!

(back)

skip school on Friday... *oops!!
anyway, didn't miss anything much coz' there's only one lesson
plus, I gotta noe that only 24 people attend the lesson. imagine! *haha
sorrie mr Oliver... we will sure attend the next lesson. *haha
decided on going Hari Raye outing with my ite classmates
there was super fun and laughter
ended up going home at 12+
but I've told my parents before hend so its quite alrite :)
hmm, I guess I'll just display pictures than explanation
eu will noe what I mean by looking at it
here is just some of it in my phone.
when I've received more, I'll upload...
























yesterday was fun. absolutely fun
but firstly was quite irritating
coz' he called in the morning saying that he wanted me to rest so I need not follow
okie, I accept it. I was half awake when he called too
went back to sleep after the conversation. first thought-* phew! peace sleeping.
1hr later he called again. guess what I'm still in my bed *gosh!
he said he thought of asking me along but it's already 10.55am
and he was coming to fetch me by 11.20am
i was lyke WHAT!!... said okie to it and rushed myself ready

imagine the tyme i need to get ready....
there's suppose to be two open house:-
his friend (Wan) and his aunt's open house
i was only invited to one that's Wan's
then when we met, he told me that his aunt invited me too...
i was lyke really shocked... it was lyke your aunt and cousins noe I'm out with eu now
he blurry said 'yes'. i was thinking whether to go or not at that moment
half wanting me to go while another trying to avoid me from going
but after few thoughts and persuasion, decided to tag along.
Wan's house was cool.
its an HDB flat but the structure of it seems to be lyke we are in a condominium house.
at his house we have to karaoke but I manage to push my luck to someone else *phew!

so only Jamal, Asnor, Wan, Wan's sisters and niece sang.
but it doesn't end there, at his aunt place he tried to push his luck to me...

ya lol... going alone means being bullied rite?actually not really lah*haha
his aunt and cousins are all nice people. :)
plus i got to meet my baby- amirah!. gosh! she is just adorable and cute...











unfortunately that bullying doesn’t happen. *haha. lyke what mr Oliver used to say..
" I'm protected by an aura" *haha

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even so i'm lurving my lyfe...
i've not been sleeping well lately...
usual routine will be midnight till one
but lately its al 2-3 am...
argh!! can i just swallow those sleeping pills (3 in a shot maybe)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:40 AM





Sunday, October 28, 2007



had enuf..
firstly, i never tagged your blog for a long period of tyme
the last i've tagged is only regarding the thanks thingy about the particular information
Thats bout it. okay. i never say im not happy about anything.
aku chill je sia all the way. 'saper seh tuduh sape?'

secondly.. friends ignore those taggers too please.
when they decide that there's nothing more to say then they will go away
the more things that we say will just make the things worst. *thanks

thirdly... i've have my OWN life and lurving it to the max
Nothing will be able to spoilt it.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:49 PM





Thursday, October 25, 2007



Lurving lyfe and nothing could just change it...



Yesterday just seems memorable
Lurving everything that's happening
The laughter, the quality tyme together even if it's just for a while
During the journey after picking me up from school and back home

Everything just seems so sweet.




my dearest mr 2509, today marks our first. eventhough, it's only a month you stood by me, i'd really appreciate all your company and going thru' thick and thin with you. i know sometimes, i may be quite irritating, pinching eu all the tymes and a pain in the ass in all sorts of ways to you (although in a joking way) or what so ever, you name it, that what i was then, i apologise. surprisingly, we never fought about it. everything seems to be in a joking, pempered way. the way eu and i lyke it. but even so, i still apologise. it may sound as a great start but, let's hope this last for the both of us yeah? loveloves,mie :)

eU plan to pick me up again today
and I shall be waiting...
(will edit as soon as i'm back frm sch later)
(edited)
im so touched...
eu even picked me when eu are not promising anything...
although eu did plan but i didn't expect this
coz yesterday eu have fetched me too...
i just dont want eu to feel exhausted

even so, i'm just lurving today lots
there's sure lots of laughter, teasing, smiles
eu REALLY just noe how to make my day...
make me forget all the tiredness at school after a long hours
plus.. u did smile a lot too
loving the day too huh?? *haha
heart eu lots... :)
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baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
3:15 PM





Wednesday, October 24, 2007



Now I'm fucking pissed off...
Everyone has his or her own limits alrite.
And I got mine too. And this tyme it really got OVERboard.
The more I shuddup and ignore, the more eu people just keep on disturbing my life
Wth ass!? Get off my life and handle your own self could eu.
Doesn't eu have your own life to handle.
Or your life simply is just so boring that's why eu people keep disturbing mine.
Irritating idiot taggers... What eu people really want from me ACTUALLY?
If eu dare to say such things... why hide your identity?
Face me lah and be matured please.
You people are just being so childish
I don't entertain childishness but eu guys are just going over limits
OVER LIMITS!!! Eu damn shits!!
If eu people think it will ruin things up...
THINK again.. nothing will happen...
I will be facing this STRONG and will SETTLE it
Face to face with eu people. didn't care whether eu want it OR not.
Eu people didn't deserve respect from me.
Eu are not even my friends after all

Glad I have none of eu people in my friends list.

If eu people just hate me why keep viewing my blog
GET LOST!!! eu damn SHITS!
Its my blog and I could simply do anything that I lyke
Its really none of your business SHIT!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:40 PM





Tuesday, October 23, 2007



Okay... basically I've long not updating
Basically I'm just busy lah....
I just don't have the time to blog much recently. like basket.
And eu people just MISS ME rite??
That's why eu people keep pestering me to update
So here you go...

one. school sucks. everyday seems so the dreggy. everyday class ends at 5-6pm, except Friday. like wth. early morning class start at 8am except Tuesday at 12pm. *sigh!
1st week done. now the 2nd and noe what I'm still not adjusting to the newly timetable. if there's early lectures most of the tyme I will be dosing off towards the end if it's super the dreggy. Especially AC theory. Gosh! eu really can't imagine... how boring it is. But this semester I'm having fun with GM. it's really fun to know what growing around us. lurving the subject. :)




two. raya. YES RAYA!! i swear i was looking forward to raya this year. miss all my dearie cuzzie and aunty and uncles. although the green packet seems to be a little less. gathering with all of them seems fun. looking them growing especially the little kids seems interesting.

three. even so i'm rather irritated by the way most makciks or who-so-ever comes and approach you during your visit and say: "ehh, dah besar anak *insert parents' name*!" or "dah besar anak dare *insert parents' name*, dah leh kahwin..." that will be the most common phrases you'll hear during raya.


four. i've been coming home real late after visitings during the raya seasons. like look, for the first week, i've been going out after school and coming home the next day at 1am or so. please remind yourself that i STILL HAVE SCHOOL, thankyou. and this sucks. i'm lacking of sleep like seriously. thats why i'm tired at school. *sigh

five. raye with fwens last sat. Asnor-Ilham-Yan-Azizah. it was such a great fun and laughter. went home around 11+. achieve 10 house in total. imagine 10 house in one day? cool huh? manage to go to Cikgu's house. miss her lots. she have gain a little weight due to the pregnancy. she's the best teacher that keep me motivating on my studies and also help me when I need help. she is like our 2nd mother. especially at school. she is giving everyone advises and I'm sure going to listen to it. "cikgu lau dah bersalin lang kite,kay... kite akan jenguk anak cikgu":)

NOW i'll do whining...
slightly pissed of with particular someone...
cannot make up a paticular decision
although that particular someone have made a promise
maybe sometime promise are mend to be broken...
but luckily that particular someone give in
the particular someone decided to meet me
remember people... promise are mend to be kept,kay...
nearly cried due to the situation but i'm staying strong.
but deep in me it hurt lyke a thousand tymes as if its being pierce by a sharp knife
just keeping it quiet and its only within me... shh...

and eu...
i just hate it when it has to be this way
feeling so bad..
really cant control myself to it..
feeling the guilty amd sorrow
for now, i'll just keeping it to myself.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:30 PM





Saturday, October 13, 2007



First of all...
Would lyke to wish...


SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
to all my family and fwens (as well as those who visited my blog)


"iRa ingin menyusun sepuluh jari dan meminta maaf dari hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki jikalau iRa pernah menyinggung perasaan, terkasar bahase dan melakukan silap kepada rakan2 semua. Halalkan makan minum iRa. iRa hanya isan biase yang juga buat kesilapan. Harap semua maafkan iRa. maaf zahir batin. salam lebaran. :)"



I donno why I'm feeling the vibe for this year Hari Raye
Its just feel so different... fasting months with my younger siblings
Giving 'green packets' to them tomorrow morning etc.*haha
It just manage to make a smile on my face :)
Although its a short celebration before I have to return back to school on monday *haiz
back to school i guess... *laalaa


Plus, been wanting to highlight my hair this Hari Raya festival
But unfortunately it's not achievable
I need to use the money for something more important
maybe next year (i guess)
At least I've achieve to cut my hair...
loving it now.. thanks to my hair stylist
and for the fwee temporary hair straightening :)
Here's a picture of it...
(and others on random with my new hair-cut-*haha)


















And what I'm loving most..
I've received my pay...
that's it 238 bucks on the eve of Hari Raya..
as well as its my last day of werking.. yess-sa :) *haha

Got to go lah ppl update when i got the tyme...
last minute preparation as well as watching salam lebaran at Suria :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:45 PM





Thursday, October 11, 2007



Decided to go shopping for my heels yesterday night after werk than today
Accompanied by 'dear-dear' Asnor and Yan *yeah!
Kay, not totally accompany lah... as if I'm the princess lyke that *haha
They are also there to find some last minutes stuff lyke me *grin
Bought a bronze heel. Hym choice. *haha
Don't denied it and it's definitely pretty too... :)
Eu people just rewks my day lah yesterday
There's lots of sarcasms, laughter, smiles...
It really makes me forget that I'm basically hungry and tired
Going back home took the 187 bus
Forgetting that I only had a meal for the day...
I got bus sickness. *argh! But still thanks for the massage 'dearest' Nor-Nor. It does feels better.
Back home around 11pm and even had a chance to do fashion show to 'show off' my new heels – plus no nagging *haha

[biaselah... 1st tyme carie kasut tanpe my dearest mummy :)]
Plus- my dad is home lah. This is what eu get when eu telling things in advance *haha
It's really a great day...
I heart eu people

Werking this daes feels lyke we (Idah, Fiza and me) are in the refrigerator
It's just freezing cold even we had our sweater on
And it's burning hot outside...
Every time we enter the room we got sick- a cold
Sneezing, shivering lyke hell

but what to do *sigh
The chocolate has to be in the cold room but all this while the room wasn't this freezing cold
or maybe it does and it's just us... *wonders

thanks to ur 'mulut masin' guys- Nor-Nor & Fitri
Now i really got my period and can't achieve my full fasting month this year
EU people are really irritating.. *hmph


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:55 PM





Monday, October 08, 2007



Nothing much happened...
I'm going shopping today with my mama...
Shop-shop for my shoes, handbags and etc...
*lalaalaalaa... haha

updated more here when I get back :)

(edited)
back from shopping...
manage only to buy my handbag
paid for myself and my lil' sis (as her advance bdae prezzie)...
[yelah..org dah dpt gaji. *haha]
Now.. I'm still looking for heels...
And I'm werking lah.. so the day is packed except for the nite..
maybe I'm out on Wednesday nite after werk.. :)



Saturday was fun with my bestie ( Mazni & Firman)
Accompany me to buy contect lense and spend quality tymes with them
(long tyme never meet them, so I kinda miss the atmosphere that we have *haha)
We'll meet again when we went out for raye,kay.. *hearts


after all the days at aunt's place...
he misses me afterall and called. *haha :)

** bie-bie.. i heart eu...


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
7:40 AM






2nd part...
Alrite, I'm just doin this quizes out of random.
Bored as well as there's nothing to get updated for the tyme being.. :)

Have fun reading...



You Are 60% Girly

You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.

[ How Girly Are You? ]

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
In love, you are very protective and supporting.However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.
At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud



[ What's' Your Personality Type? ]

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal
You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.
And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.
You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.
Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else
You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly
Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."
[ What Makes You a Good Friend? ]

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.
Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.
Whoever you love should be your best friend.
And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.


Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you

Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

[ What Is Your Love Based On? ]

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first. And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide. Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know. He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

[What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?]


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
4:30 AM





Saturday, October 06, 2007



Today 'BESTIE-dear' Fitri came over to my house and break-fast
At the same tyme, he came to take his 'kuih' since he ordered it from my mom
** thanks Fitri for buying :)

Lyfe slightly irritated now
Irritated with the werk place now... bias community.
Argh!! Luckily I'm werking for just another week before school starts
Furthermore, those damn people are just luckily that its fasting month now
What they think they spoke in Chinese, I don't understand
I understand bits and pieces lah... its so irritating.
(idah and fiza felt the same way too) **argh!!

And my another dear...
Where have eu been??
All those silents??
It hurts lots eu noe everyday...
Writing this only could make me cry...
What do you care rite?
I'm always the one that should call eu first...
How bout eu?? Did eu do your part??
Eu are werking.... me too....
So that's not an excuse.
And I'm still waiting… haiz.


RANDOM... HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY
This is a day when almost anything is achievable for you so you really should squeeze everything out the day! Emotional matters are especially highlighted today and so if there is anything that you need to express now is the time to do it. Friends will be very keen to spend time with you as well so try and keep your evening clear!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:35 PM





Friday, October 05, 2007



Results is release yesterday
And I'm a bit annoyed by it
My results maintain at grade 'C' *shit lah*
Put all those hard werk and still 'C', I want it to be at least a grade 'B'
But what's done cannot be change
What I can do now is just study better for next semester topics
So it will make a difference in the combination grade
Plus do very well for the other examinations next semester....
But still I pass with good remarks. It's just a step below 'B'
I'll strive better next tyme. :)

** For those who maintain/did better than expected...
Congrets to eu people... :)
And for those who flop slightly... don't give up...
Do better next tyme. There's always a second chance to prove that eu can do it. :)



GENERAL ANNOUNCEMENT
Dearest darlink fewns...

I've changed my number to 81606957
(some may find this number familiar *haha)
The previous number will be no longer in used
But for now there's no credit. I'll only be topping it up next week.

Messages and calls could be received and I get back to eu people back via home phone :)






Yesterday received my belated-belated birthday prezzie from 'dear-dear' *haha
Receive a big prezzie... but to my surprise, its wrap with lots of newspaper...

Wahlau.. make me suspend only...
But what's inside makes me smile the most...
Eu bought for me lots and lots of chocolates...
Waffer chocolate, chocolate in a tin etc
Gosh!! I'm loving it... Thanks a lots...
It's a day that really makes me smile :)
** 'Heart eu'...



** Fitri 'BESTIE-dear'... thanks for always being there for me
eu are always there hearing my mumbles
eu are the best friend ever
and i'll always be there for eu too,kay
just mumble to me lyke before... :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:45 PM





Tuesday, October 02, 2007



I donno what I'm feeling now
Its some sort of pissed, annoyed, loved, irritated etc. *argh!
I'm like *pttf

And eu
What's wrong with eu?
I've help eu when eu needed me, hearing eu all ur probs
I'm neutral all this while,okay. Not siding anyone.
And when comes to this eu threw the friendship away
Supposing to ignore eu but I can't help it.
Eu are my friend before and always will even if eu regard me differently
I'll still wish ya all the best for your O's


PS: maybe i should believe what people said bout eu before this.
i've wrong eu. I thought eu are someone better. whatever-
wtf


The rest... I'll better shut my mouth.
Some things are just meant to be kept silent.
And to noe just within myself.
JUST LEAVE ME FOR THE MOMENT...

Plus, I'm tired werking. NO more entertaining the stupid crap.
everyone has the right to say whatever they want to said
And so do I. UNDERSTAND!
(wanting to listen or not... it's not part of my business)

** Sorry people no more highlighting of texts..


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:15 PM





Monday, October 01, 2007



Yesterday went to my Aunty,Uncle (makcik,pakcik) place to break-fast
Before that my family seems to be sporting and we went Peninsular
Imagine Peninsular on Saturday with family *haha
I don't really mind actually but I remember my parent 'conning' that kind of place before
But surprisingly we went shopping there... *haha
What the hack and who cares. Maybe they have changed that mindset.
Back to shopping... went there to buy my 2nd bro casual clothes thingy.
Gosh! Why girls/ladies can't where casual clothing lyke them. I'm just freaking jealous.
And noe what- I'm the one picking the choices of clothes and pants for him.
He trusts my taste and glad he does. Plus he looked really 'sachok' *haha
Anyway.. he is my bro after all... *haha
Apart from his clothing, I manage to get myself a pair of skinny after persuading my parent.
Wanted to buy 2 but at least I manage to get one.

Promise myself going to buy the second pair when I have the money.
(Aisyah...we go shopping for skinny,kay.. *haha. its only 18 bucks lah. Worth it.)

Plus there are also lots of stripe shirts there that are equally nice.
Noe someone who loves stripe shirts. Will be bringing eu there soon lah,kay. :)
I miss eu lah... we meet up soon.

Aunty,Uncle (makcik,pakcik) place was per normal.
It's lyke a Hari Raya gathering in advance...
Coz' they are not in S'pore during Hari Raya but in Australia (if I'm not wrong)
Meet up my dearest cuzzies and sure miss all that kind of atmosphere
It's just been so long since we have those kind of meet ups ever since we have grown older. :)

Finally t
oday.. lyke finally I've done with my mathematic homework
Yeah! No more thinking of school werk during the Hari Raya moments.
Preparation for the celebration is almost done except for the cookies

Pity my mom cause I barely helped her this year except for the weekend coz' I've started werking. Sorie mom.


plus I've gotten my 4 days of werking salary last friday
which is just $87 (okie lah)
Coz' it's already the end of the month
So next payment is before HARI RAYA.. yipee!!


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:45 AM