HER 'SAY' behind those smiles...

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

(random)

I've never at first meant to fall in love with You,

But when I fixed my eyes on You,

I vowed to stay with You,

At the start,

You were like a mystery to me,

a challenge for me,

Though I never knew what awaits me,

I knew I couldn't miss the chance,

I lived in a sheltered, single life,

I longed to risk it all,

I took one more step forward,

By being with You, was where I took the fall...

However doubts consumed my mind,'

'' will he be like the last ''?

Until at length i'lI feel a touch,

It swept the doubts I cast,

I never thought I would feel this way again,

I never thought I'd care,

But there's something in that smile of Yours,

That makes me stop and stare,

Your hands pulled me closer to you,

And I realized I had fallen safe into the arms of love...

In yours, one and only(:

I LURVE EU- MUHD ASNUR BIN ARSAD.. ♥

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:50 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

(continue)

had an emergency off from werk
supposingly to be attending aqua meeting..
but i ended up in the swimming pool together with boyfie
not forgetting with secondary schools bestie & cuzzie(Mazni & Firman) from 12.45pm till 2.45pm...
continue on with shasha & umar from 2.45pm till 4.30pm on the same day....
long swimming periods i suppose. *haha
shasha's there to teach me how to 'trap.' but i still fail.
instead all of us had fun swimming at the complex. *oops!
i mean LOTS & LOTS of fun!! *haha
fortunately the instructor taught me another way of 'trapping' and i'm able to catch it. *phew!
so far, my days went absolutely great. beens spending lots of my tyme with my dearest boyfie. *mwah! I LURVE EU LOTS BOYFIE!!

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:44 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

(continue)

besides werking as usual...

had diving theory lesson yesterday at bugis area but before that had werk till 3pm. did theory practice, go thru them, four chapters of quiz & finally test. for your info, in-order to pass the test- we must at least obtain more than/ equal to 75%. imagine... thats already an A grade *gosh! pressure! didnt want to retake it another day. did the test & luckily managed to pass. gotten 84% to it. thanks GOD. *jump2. but by the tyme we realise we've ended the test, its already 10.55pm. Gosh! its already nearly 11pm & we still need to test out our wet suit size, flippers etc. lots of things ran over my mind-'is there final bas for me to catch, will i make it in tyme etc..' called mom & boyfie so they wont get worried but evenso by the tyme i called boyfie. he was already worried & wondering what tyme will i reached home.relax boyfie i'll be just fine :) try & discuss everything then hurriedly rush home. reached home at 12.20am. managed to catch the last bus. if not, i guess i will just have to walk home alone or called any of my 'heroes' to fetch with their individual transport to sent mie home. *haha. :P however evenso its a long day but i still had fun with them with + those jokes, pranks, noeing my buddy etc.. (including the instructor too.)

PS: next meeting-Sunday,9.30am @ swimming complex

talking about it, i have to do 200m lap swim &10mins 'trap'. SHIT! talking about 'trap' it's been awhile and i think i've totally forgotten about it. i really need help. *argh! maybe i'll go practice before the real day.

kay enuf of diving stories..

last saturday went to Hannah's b'dae chalet thingy together with boyfie, bestie Saiful & girlfriend-Sherlina, darling Huda & boyfriend-Anash. unfortunately, we were the only classmates who attended it other than her cousins, family members, other school mates etc.. the food was absolutely great so does her yummy cake. mostly spend our tyme within ourselves since the b'dae gurl was buzy attending to the other mates &member too. hope eu lyke the prezzie boyfie & i bought for eu.

ONCE again, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!

eu are legal now. takecare of urself ya :)

(edited)

here are the photo's..

NOT FORGETTING...

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY TO MIE & BOYFIE TODAY!!

without realising, we had gone this far in our relationship. Thanks for all the effort, care, concern, being there & simply everything.. i could hardly explain every single detail out but i appreciate it lots. its just within mie & eu though. this thingy is better of being expressing it out physically than in words which almost everyone would do. even so sometimes we do quarrel which so far it only lasted for only 1/2 a day not more than that, teasing, pinching etc.. but we are still strong. Thanks lots hubby. eu really means alot to mie & i shall remember what eu have told. its been a great memory with eu. hugs & kisses. mwah..

even we spent our anniversary at my werk place. but its the thoughts that count the most. i lurve eu..

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:45 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

(continue)

other than werking lyfe only..

been going back to school to attend this theory 'movie' lesson on this diving course im attending together with my cca peeps & teacher in-charge. haiz. going diving also need theory. kay, basically is more focus on those safety issues. IMPORTANT! luckily next two lessons will not be in school but at the diving school itself near bugis. phew! at least i won't be traveling that far for early morning for practical & night theory. haha..

I'M SURE EXCITED!! *jump2

so peeps i would be away for DIVING from 4-6 April to Pulau Dayang..

these are some pictures where i would be going & staying..

will more updates about it when i return..

for the mean time will be updating as per usual.. :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:45 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

(continue)

basically im just back from werk..
holiday has started & it's already been a week...

back to werk at my old place as usual. (lazy to find other jobs lah. so just called back to my previous boss & say im having holidays whether there's a place for mie to werk.) lurve being lyke a 'boss' there. especially now, when my boss is on a holiday & she left the shop for me. huar3. cashiering-'ka-ching'-open/close shop-daily sales.*evil face. im the big boss now holding the keys. :)

kay. first day of werk was fine. remember all the things im suppose to do. cashering, stock check etc. :) surprisingly,receive 1/2 day from the boss (ends werk at 5pm) since im gonna werk for 12 hrs when they went for their holiday for a week. didnt really went home straight instead meet up boyfie at vivo city & had a wonderful outing with his aunt & cuzzie since i was invited too. thought i cant make it in the 1st place since i was schedule till 9pm but thank GOD luck was beside mie. had dinner, chats, laughter etc. absolutely its a great day. its really lyke one family outing. now can finally declare- i've gotten my 2nd family. *huar3. there's seriously some true bonds now between mie & his family.

now i shall let the pictures to do its magic...

another thing about werking lyfe...

really have to thank boyfie for accompany-ing mie during my werking days. especially when i was station to woodlands. thanks for those sacrifices, care & concern. even when i said its okie & there's no need to accompany but he still insisted. plus he insisted on sending mie home too regardless anything else.(sending home-included when i was station at jurong too). LURVE EU LOTS DEAR... MWAH! kay, as to not making eu people confuse-im werking at 12hrs shift at 2 different places (jurong/woodlands) when my boss was on a holiday till the 25th. 6hrs on one place & another 6hrs at the other. depends on the schedule given which is which. usually it will only be 9hrs. boyfie will only accompany mie at woodlands since its more freely & spacious. usually woodlands will be on the 2nd shift unless stated. then boyfie will help mie close the 1st shop & accompany mie to woodlands,open the 2nd until my shift ends. (which is always at 9pm) how sweet of boyfie isn't he?

I'LL ALWAYS BE LURVING EU ,DEAR..

not forgetting..
i HATE when customers thought im chinese when basically im NOT!!. even the malays customers were talking to mie in english. argh! do i look that chinese to eu? darn. replying them back in malay shock them lyke hell. then they would say: 'awak melayu? ingatkn cine tadi? sorie' duh..of coz im malay. *smack head. even worst when handling with those chinese customers. they will come to me and asked if there's this title song available. in my mind was ' what the hell this nyoya is asking...' i would only understand the 1st word and the last. which is 'do you noe this song title ......... do eu sell it here?' i can only say i dont understand what are they asking.. then they will show me the kind of look and simply say: 'eu malay ar?' argh! if boyfie there beside mie he would just laugh quietly. then after they left laugh out loud.then simply say: ' tak sangke i matair ngan bdk cine eh. eu betul2 nampak cam cine. i lang eu, eu tk caye. kan dah de bukti skrg. ' i'l just roll my eyes & ignore..:)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:45 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

before i begin blogging
i really have to say this...

CONGRETS FOR BEING & GONNA BE A FREE MAN to 2 OF MY DEAREST BUDDIES!!

1st-ly to dearest bestie Syafiq..
congrets upon finishing ur NS on the 7 march' 08

thinking back, its really a short period before noe-ing everything has come to an end of ur NS journey(POP). with all those catching up(s) after those secondary school period in between doesnt really left huge effect. although its not really often but at least once/twice in a mths. at least after this i would not be totally worried when boyfie is serving NS coz i noe he would still have the tyme for mie. especially at nights when he is not tired we could have a short chats. :) Now,eu are finally declare a free man.

(cheh! ingat jugak seh org tu utk lang org sini on the day itself. huar3)

even so, eu are still going on to proceed onto a sergent course on 17march. another 5 more mths of training to go. erm, planning to get higher rank for higher pay eh? whatever it is, i wish eu all the best bestie. :) not forgetting, congrets upon achieving 2 credits during ur POP.

2nd-ly to buddy Ilham

cheh! someone has gone to NS seh.. eu be getting ur free licence soon. (dah besar seh. biaselah kate 'abg2' kite kan? haha.) its will just be a short period. eu will be out right before eu noe it. chill kay, dont be so stress up. :) there's sure gonna hear alot of stories when eu be out this thursday. we(boyfie, yan & myself) would be excited upon hearing it. :)

proceed on other stories updates on my next free dates..

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:00 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

sorrie to my regular readers..

i won't be updating blog often now since im gonna be busy werking..

but i will promise to update asap whenever i'll be free :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

takecare. with lurve iRa ('v')

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:58 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Day by day has gone.. finally the major examinitaions dates has arrived..
now one finally down... another to go this coming Wednesday..
finally these stress moments going to END real soon.. *lalala..

had GM paper just now. felt GREAT as soon as i start & finishes it. most all facts that i've learnt is out. *phew! it totally worth of my tyme studying. except two questions or so which im sure im gonna lose some marks there. but overall i noe i've did my part well (i guess). but im pretty sure my grades wont be pulled down badly. maybe just a tiny little bit. the paper was definately manage-able.. i have faith in it. :)

i'll pray hard and i noe i will pass well this tyme round.. *grin

bout weekends...

studying at home duh! re-paying back those tymes when i gotten sick.

still recovering till now.. under medication... :) *im finally eating my medications...

but during these studying moments, i still got the tyme to meet up my dearest promised fwens and went for Ms Nora's wedding..

let the picture's say its words...:)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:01 PM

Friday, March 07, 2008

elo peeps...
im just here for a short update...

when examinations arrived.. sickness always follows me..
thats what im suffering now..

last night(050308) got terrible high fever.. temperature almost gotta hit 40degree celcius but luckily its only 39++ degree celcius.. can't go doctor since its already late at night.

furthermore, i just HATE to see doctors.. with all those medicine they will tend to give later is just gonna be worst.

but thanks boyfie for taking good care of mie the whole night yesterday.. eu kept mie sleep soundly and making sure im always under my blanket. and eu haf to be half asleep for the night just for mie. none of my other ~~boyfriends those previous tymes~~ really care lots for mie except eu. im just so lucky to have eu now.. eu really show how much eu really care, concern and everything towrds mie. thanks for everything dear.. hugs & kisses specially for eu....

next morning(060308).. guess what, mummy dragged me to see our family doctor.. *argh!!

get my temperature check.. which is now 38.5degree celcius

aiyo.with all this headache just making things worst.. spent the whole day on bed..

that means i miss my studying period(again)..imagine i just got 3 more days left to study..

receive 3 types of medicines from the doctor..

antibiotic tablet, fever tablet and sore throat tablet..

argh!! now i have to swallow all these medicine... in order to get well, i MUST didnt i?

hope i'll be at least alrite tomorrow so i could concentrate when bestie, Saiful Fitri here to teach.. maybe if i could not study but when i listen to what he said i will be able to absorb it.. thanks for your help too bestie.. :)

plus.. Midah & Umar will be tagging along too... :)

surprising Yusof too... :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:40 PM

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

STUDY WEEK is here...
& i ONLY have this tyme to share what's going on in this lyfe of mine.
those weekends & lyfe..
for other updates thru' out the week maybe will be updating it after these TWO important examinations are over

EXAMS-EXAMS-EXAMS.. on the way...
here's the stress begins...

Alrite. Enuf of it.
let me tell eu readers how my days had been...

1st-ly, i would lyke to say thanks & appreciate lots of what boyfie had done all this while. even i didnt expact it to be this way, without miss- he will surely fetched me back home after school. it will be either lakeside, boon lay or city hall. even if it half way, i don't mine too.. plus, i don't ask for it. ;P but im sure lucky of getting one. :)

THANKS for the effort & sacrifices dear.. I LURVE EU LOTS ALWAYS.. muaaackz.

2nd-ly, been always to boyfie's house lately. after school when it ends early or during the weekends. 'mama' (boyfie's mummy) always cook for us lunch & eat as a family. touching rite? *haha :) shy at first but after it became normal after a few tymes. *haha papa & mama been talking to me about general things & we become even more together & had things in common. i really felt lyke im one of the family members. futhermore, boyfie said they been talking ever since that day. *oops..

its just lyke hafing my 2nd family. :)

3rd-ly, weekends... Saturday
supposingly should be study at home lyke other kids but unfortunately im spare-ing the moments to be out with my boyfie & peeps since Ilham sis will be treating us movie & everything :)
the day was precious & surely memorable. especially when i spent lyke most of the day with boyfie (roughly 11.30am-10.00pm). there's lots pf laughter, fun, smile.. just simply everything.. from cathay building to town to bugis to city link to marina square... THANKS AGAIN EH KAK :)
(pictures)

4th-ly, Sunday.

went out with Wei Yang in the afternoon. since in the morning, im busy with stuff & as well not forgetting to study. he fetched me at 6.00pm off to town to catch a movie & some random chats. although its a short meet up but still we did catch up some value tymes.. *haha. thats what's friends are for rite?

meet eu up soon for our sec sch class chalet,kay.. :)

5th-ly, Monday. school ends early since going to school just for one pathetic test. went to his house till afternoon then his turn to mine for dinner with my family. he played with my lil' bro Harun Azfar as well as great chats with my 2nd bro, Hanif. Daddy off to werk at 8pm since he got night shift. But boyfie stayed on till 9 pm before going off. thanks for everything baby :)

last-ly, today. supposingly to be out again since Ilham sis wanting to treat us again. but unfortunately this tyme i didn't follow. i really need to study & get the facts screwed to this brain of mine. luckily everyone understands. thanks peeps, eu guys are the best. *studies comes 1st lah, what to do...
they continued their plans without me. :( but it was kind of boyfie to sms me each tyme they proceed to different directions, when every he is free, so he could ask me to call and hear this voice of mine as well as giving me encouragements when im studying & asking me to rest whenever its tyme for break. thanks dear. im just lucky to have eu here with me. i'll treasure this moments lots dear. hugs and kisses.
** sorry again guys..

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:50 PM