Finally updates!!!
yeah! holiday are here..

plus, its already been a week now...

general updates..
The final week of school has been full of tests and presentations. that's why i'm on hiatus for period of tyme. need concentration 'katekn'. *haha. and thank GOD I pass my AC2 test eventhough i was a not so 100% prepared to it, just basically memorising plus, i came in 15mins late for it.. *oops! luckily its only class test. Then the gas chromatography's presentation (another AC subject) was alrite i guess b'coz Ms Lee did not pick me to present, she just asked me a question and i explain it with a breeze. *haha. lyke real. plus i've gotten a mark higher than the rest of my mates. not being proud but that 1 mark maybe for the extra effort to write all the facts on the mahjong paper. *haha. doesn't that count?? *hmmm.. it still took some tyme of doing other important stuff for other date-lines. erm! Well done everyone!! Eventhough there's only 3 of us presenting which actually there's should be 6. AC report has also been handed in. Yeah! no more stress.. *execpt for BCT test after school holidays..

• 13/06- went to boyfie house. as usual. chat with his mom and played with his siblings. then in the evening, went shopping at IMM with his family. everything was their treat. dinner and shopping. paiseh at that moment. so didnt ask for anything. but dinner is dinner just tagged along where they are bringing. plus, i've got aim some stuff and will buy it at my own expense. :) *hehe

• 14/06- went to boyfie's home to teach boyfie's lil' sis maths and help her to finish up all her holiday homewerk as well as to help clear all her inquiries that she needed. especially maths. i may not be that smart but just helping out what i've known. others.. she may need go to her teacher for better clarification.

• 15/06- HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! to my dearest daddy. we only went out for dinner at our treat. everyone share ka-ching and pay our part. dad also has kisses at his cheeks from all his chindren. (that means us) *haha. thats what he felt meaningful then all those treat. i love you dad. *hearts

• 18/06- went to boyfie aunt place together with my lil' bro to play with boyfie's niece. those kids really had fun. *haha. how adorable. then off to PS for our dinner as well as doing some of shopping. *lurve shopping! its really felt as if we are parents. there are people looking at us strangely. *hello. its just my lil' bro duh! he only 5yrs old. argh! but we had fun anyway. boyfie loves teasing my bro too :) and the most cute part is: boyfie need to carry my bro home since he fell asleep on the way home in the train. *haha

• 19/06- going out to bugis since boyfie wanted to buy some stuff. furthermore, we are going SHOPPING!... cheap shopping coz' we need ka-ching for something else. that was what he said. hmm, i wonder what? hehe. :)
  supposing, it should only be US. but somehow anna & jamal wannted tagged along. argh! last min, then boyfie told me. but still we ended up NOT meeting *phew! something just pop up. even so, we ended up not shopping too. i've just lost my mood... *pftt...

** whenever there's them,there's always prob. even so, we are suppose to meet; but eventually not. lucky,if not i wont just *argh! better shut things up. ain't blame anyone here -_- but i just want to noe what's the fucking prob that eu had with me. what aren't eu not happy about till eu are picking things at me till now. i thought everything is settle. my boyfie NOES every single relationship that im going thru with my bestie fren. reporting to it wont make any diff. he noe how i react towards him. he is not even mad at mie. ONLY to eu. understood?! kay, im fine with it maybe eu got ur own reason to it. but when things get back to eu . admitlah for godness sake. eu are the own who created it then blame other so i got the fault too. fucking shit! grow up gurl. eu are the one who did it without thinking in the 1st place. if eu want to compare my situation and urs; at least im telling my boyfie everything unlike eu. my boyfie noes every single thing where im going, with who and etc. its really not my prob that ur 'BELOVED' boyfie got to noe. he got to noe it just bcoz' i accidentally sent it to him then to my own boyfie. it wasn't on purpose. if i've got the intention i would tell him every time i,myself or my fwens saw eu with that particular guy. or maybe telling the whole report! why now!! can't eu guys just think for goodness sake. what's the brain for?
AND EU! i didnt even noe how lucky am i to get eu. surprisingly, eu are not even in my side. im angry with eu coz' eu even say sorie to it. that is equally means that whatever i've confess is wasn't true. it was simply saying i was lying all this while. for goodness, i've got witness.. we have our own eys to see, mayb next tyme we needed to take picture of it so she wont be able to twist any story around and eu wont say sorie for anything. i've really have no tyme for this. eu are just selfish to ur own self. eu are only thinking only about eu! the realationship eu got with ur 'BESTEST' fwen then my water-face?! eu drop it as if it was lyke nothing. that is what i'm angry about. i felt lyke as if i'm not important at all. am i? mayb the 1st,eu may say sorie to mie but this the 2nd.. and eu haf not notice it. it really hurts deep in me do eu noe that. eu kept saying eu understand and sorie. what do eu understand and sorie about!? i really dont noe, where am i in eu.. i need the space and tyme. sorie the ring has to be with eu for some tyme since eu want to kept it.

Thanks buddy for being there. sorie didnt call eu. tired after lots of crying. hugs :)

eu came that night taking the ring. with those tears and plead hoping i could wear it once again. and finally, i did. i cant bare the pain. i feel odd not wearing it too. but at first, i just have too. the pain just kept boiling within me. i just need that space. i will wear it, but the pain remains.

• 21/06- meeting my bestie Syafiq. had lunch and chats to catch up our lost tymes. haha. wat to do? he's in NS while im here stressing. it was just great meeting him at least there's chats and laughter to end my week. there's sure lots of things to be said huh? bestie? *hehe. i make sure i get back to eu the next tyme.

• 22/06- today was spent with the boyfie at my crib. by the tyme he reached, it was already lunch time and we have yet to get our lunch. i cooked for boyfie and he sure was lurving it. the rest of the day was well spent till he was about to go home. i know it wasnt a big deal and we ended up laughing at me or him on how silly he or me get at times. we laugh about it till we really drop. and thats why i can never get tired of you, sweets. mwah!

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
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