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Thursday, October 30, 2008

life in school this week.. lets start with...

281008- had phase practical test. phase test was ookkayy. i guess. the questions was pretty alrite? only that everyone was rush for oppotunities to answer the question that they were familiar with. i had my chance. upon answering i was pretty jam but still alrite. i mumble lots. was really sick that day. my voice sound lyke !#$!%. urgh! i need to repeat most of my answer to the teacher. hopefully, marks wasnt affected. *finger cross. but at least the whole group did well. (: thats what most important rite?

291008-yesterday. the day was patheticly boring. initial plan was to accompany idah to buy her desire bag at HEEREN after school. but instead i bought myself a bag too. cant resist it. it was so nice-lah, i just cant get my eyes of it. haahaa. it cost quite a boom. but still worth it. i lyke it. so i wont whine. furthermore, its my money. plus, when i each home, mom lurving it too and she gave me a refund of 50% of what the actual price cost. sayang ibu. mwah! now, apul, idah and me got the same bag but with different design. (will take a shot of it soon. pretty-pretty.) know what? thats the thing i hate about going shopping. whatever things that look nice to me, i will definately will have the desire to buy it. whats more when i've got cash with me. but as usual, i will definately think before buying whether it was worth it and do i really need it. it will take lots of tyme to decide. but who cares, now ive bought it and definately lurving it. (: but if i didnt have the cash with me and thinks it's still worth buying, i'll save up and bought it sooner or later. (: (:

301008- napha 2.4km run. running 2.4 is really tiring. imagine, running under the hot sun at 2pm. *my oh my. furthermore,i've not been training. not only training, the real fact is i've not been running too. so everything is lyke totally unprepared. im totally not prepared. evenso, i manage to finish all 6 rounds without giving up. even at certain point of tyme i feel lyke it. especially the 5th and 6th round. thats when i really have to start walking at certain areas. short walks okayy. i manage to continue running without stopping for the first 5 rounds. it's totally mind over matter rite? if you believe in it, why not? so yea! thumbs up to myself (:
but somehow, im just not happy at some things. okay-lah. not pointing this to anyone. it's basically somethings in general. im here not to say anything, but the people who record the timing is lyke ~~one shitt!~~ ~~(basically, coz' it's not the teacher who wrote it.)~~ i could understand that if those of the people who are running and finish all their 6 rounds and you want to pass them slightly away from their passing cut off, i dont mind to it. there's at least there's a bonus to their efforts. but somehow, its lyke wtf! even those who quits half way, not even completing the 6 rounds got the same previllege. pass them so high. imagine passing them away from the passing cut off! even if they close one eye and just pass them at the passing rate, i wouldnt mind. at least they too pass. so both benefits. but not until to the extend of passing them at par of those who has completed the whole 6 rounds. if thats the case, it's lyke wasting the efforts for those who has completed all the rounds. better off they also quits half way, they will still get to pass away from the passing rate too. im basically not here to whine and mumble. ~~but at least use your bloody head. for goodness sake.~~ not to say that im proud that ive completed the whole 6 rounds. i also want those who quits half way to pass. but not till to the extend-lah. there's still need to be a point of some fairness somewhere. ptff! enuf said. i shall say no more, or else, it will be a full of whining here. urgh!!

back home, my body are definately aching. my muscles are definately cramp-ing. im definately damn tiring. and know what's interesting, i've even got 5 blisters on my feet thanks to all those runnings and of coz' to the shoe who cause it. danm! i definately need my rest now. nytes my earthlings.

[PS: tomorrow will be the results on where i will get posted for attachment officially.]

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:00 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Ex boyfriends, are like an old pair of shoes.

You know that you don't need them anymore,

but somehow, you need that extra tyme to really get totally rid of them.

im surely enjoying my SINGLEHOOD lyfe. thanks to you, my ex-beau. its been already coming to 3 months im living my lyfe without you. and im still strong, moving forward to new lyfe. time will heal slowly. so dont give me the attitude. you have really hurt me enuf. who i want to be friends/how im heading my lyfe now, its totally my business. you could no longer control it. your tyme has long end. you are ONLY a friend now. fullstop. just as a casual friend. coz' nothing will bring us to what we are before. we are just two different people now, you just have to admit it. Furthermore, im definately moving on too.

You see me and you know I am not the same.

Can't pretend to just fake a smile,

'cause you know I feel every ounce of pain.'

***

You fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, or because he could make you laugh, or in this case, because he made you believe, but now, after everything, you hope/wish if one thing hadn't happened, a whole set of things never would have either?

Like dominoes in time, a single event kicked off an unstoppable series of changes, that gained momentum and spun out of control, and nothing was ever the same.

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teaching my two primary school siblings to get prepared for their maths examination next week has been really a pain in the ass. not that they are not able of doing. but they are just simply lazy upon reading those instructions given before every questions/ those long passages for word problems. they simply just focus on the numbers given. and that cause my mom and myself turned into 'a tarzan' in the house. while my dad just shook his head, looking at us. but still im the good one, of coz'. i dont move my hands to hurt them. not to say, my mom would.*laaalaa. no comment. but what really irritate me most is careless. i know, no one could avoid it. but why cant a simple subtraction, they cant just do it perfectly. at tymes, they would just forget to carry the 1 after borrowing. they been doing it ages. one question wil be perfectly fine while another which is totally similar, except the sentence structure would just coz' them to make mistakes. who one earth just doesnt gets angry. you know what i mean. argh!

but looking at them now just makes me remember those tymes when i was little. those tymes when mom just sat beside me to scream and shout due to my mistakes, asking me to do and mend my mistakes. making sure i do it perfectly and understand it till i cried endlessly. haish! those tymes. -_- evenso, im somehow still feeling the pinch when my little ones got scolded that way, but i guess it is just for their own best. (:

[**see-ing them scoring high, achieving those stars, will just make me smile. STUDY HARD SIBLINGS!]

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:00 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

QC&A test sucks big tyme. this tyme, i would really cross my fingers tight to pass. basically, all thanks to my last minute revison till 12am. still i cant manage to cover all 9 chapters. gee~ its only the 2nd week of school re-open lah. my gears are still not functioning fully. so mostly, i simply just answer the questions using common sense not referring to any text. hopefully it makes sense and score me some marks. *finger cross!

and thanks to the 'mushroom' talk. i cant go home early. in the actual fact, after the test, all of us could go home. that is at 10am. imagine, waiting period of 3 hours for just a 'mushroom' talk. ptff! no idea what's related to my course. but for attachment placement sake, most of us went for it. so i just waste my tyme meeting frenzy, Fadzly while others of my clan decided not to go since they have valid reason of werking. he fetched me up at school then off having breakfast and a nap. gosh! by then, im totally exhausted. went to the library for my nap before heading school for CCA and talk. luckily, the talk only last for 2hours. phew!

since the day was so pathetically boring, im so totally looking forward to meet my darling bestie, Syafiq after school. (:

after school. let's update shall we?? im dying to post this entry. thanks to you my darling bestie, Syafiq. (: you just make my world shine. i've long lost and miss being this bubbly girl and there, you manage find it for me. even its for awhile. its for just being with you. but thanks, its worth it.

now...

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. heehee. jk-jk. bluekz. :P

meeting you yesterday(friday) was just fantastic, bestie. you know, i know. thats enuf. the day was just full of laughter, smiles, giggles etc. wishing everyday would be the same. just lyke those night calls. you really know how to bring all the misery and thoughts away. hahaa. that's what a 'bro and sis' for rite? knowing you for 7 years now, since those secondary school level has been a real blessing. i really thank GOD for that. (: (:

it's really been a while since we last met. since your NS break this tyme will be longer, hopefully, we will meet again real soon. im sure missing the moments now. so do you, rite? that explains our endless messages. heehee.

nothing's changed between you and me.

we're exactly how we're meant to be.

I'm still the way that I've always been.

and you, you're still the one and you've always been.

:) :) :) :)

last but not least, im sick. my heads are spinning, my nose are definately leaking and i sound lyke #$!@#. urggh! i just hate being sick.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:00 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

oh well, wondering bout how's school? its been already a week. gee~ school had been patheticly boring. especially with all the boring lectures due to draggy voice-like lullaby which is such a total turn off. what's more with only one module. die-die must also lyke the subject. ptff! thought 6 weeks of school will be fast. but wth! i guess, its gonna be a long and draggy one. thank god, i have my darling friends around to make my day a great one. (:

i dont know what's your motive are. but oh well, give me a break. okay, maybe as a friend you are still concern asking questions. even so your gf said we are no longer friends. argh! forget it. im not going to argue anymore. ptff! ive long left it behind me. but some of your questions are just meaningless. why you still want to know who am i still contecting with? its my life now. im happy with it. so stop giving me that look when i answer 'yes' to your question that im still contecting with those people that you dislike im being with. furthermore, they are my friends. at least im glad they are always there with me regardless whatever. unlike you, your words are just words. they are meaningless. my friends that you dislike and i might be close, but that what we are. we know our limits. only at a different stage. only between us will understand not you. you are no one to judge them.

yea. maybe during that period being with you, you may control me to leave a distance between them. but now you can no longer. now, then i could see, only they are my real friends. no matter how things go, we are still able to sort things out and be okay. there's never a drift between us.

so, i dont need that look from you. i know how to handle my life.

im very happy with my life being single now. i dont need a man, especially you, who just pretend you care. gee~, just give me a break. im glad enuf to have friends lyke all of them to make my day through..

[ PS: i really appreciated that we are still friends and talk in school. plus, trying to make that kinda look as everything normal. oh well, evenso we tried, everything still seems different. you know, i know.. shuts. :x ]

the past is strapped to our backs.

we do not have to see it; we can always feel it.

what you need to know about the past is

that no matter what has happened,

it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment.

and this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. (:

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:00 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

oh well, i received a confession from someone yesterday. after so long, finally. haahaa. my persuasion succeed. it was really nice to have long long chats with you. somehow, you brings all my miseries, thoughts away. i laugh, grin, giggle all my nights out with you. till at a point of tyme, we look at the clock and realise its nearly one. thats explains the eye-bag i got today. but who cares, i love that night. hoping every night would be the same. talking about those memories, those tymes. awh! remarkable. its been so long and yet we remember. haahaa. *cute huh?

whatever it is, we have agreed to somethings. and yea, both of us are totally afraid of one thing similiar. thinking of it, what you and i say was true. that factor was really one of our fears. even at certain point of tyme we know it will never come true but still.. coz' whatever we did/do, we will still end up finding each other. just lyke a brother and a sister. heehee. oh well, at least we know some truth. im sure missing you. and you do too. just lyke you said. we'll meet up soon. ♥♥

PS: dont work yourself too hard. you will be sick soon if you do so. having bad headache is bad enuf. im worried. do takecare alrite. -_-
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Not forgetting my sick friends...

my bestie dear weiyang has just discharged from hospital. due to some operation. only i know. heehee. do rest well ya and cure soon. eat your medicine,kay. remember you have miss so much in school.. need to catch up 'liao'. :) :)

my bestie zameer, rest well so you will be cured soon. 'tgk bawah tau bile turun tangge'. walk slowly. dont push yourself too hard alrite. :)

May you guys cure soon.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:50 PM

Monday, October 20, 2008

oh hell, give me a break. dont give me that look. if you are wondering why, im changing. dont trouble yourself searching for answers too far off. it's just near you. coz' the answers is within you. you know it. clearly know it. furthermore, im not changing that much, it's just that you have not seen this side of me. now, who cares. im basically me. being myself. all these while i believe you knew what you would be doing. Or should I say, SHOULD be doing. but sometimes, i just hope you just think about it, if you were me, how would you feel? It's the proximity. i'm certainly unsure. furthermore, its your decision. and im lurving my lyfe now, so who cares. i am just tired of being the nice one and yet ending me at the losing end. great,isn't it? Ahh yes. it doesn't pays to be kind. but i merely had enough. enough of all your doings. letting you have complete & utter control over me. im no longer that weak. furthermore its my life. IM CERTAINLY MOVING ON! slowly.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
8:30 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008

yesterday raye-ing with my ite peeps was great. the peeps consists of huda, anash(huda-bf), ghazali, norvianti(ghaz-gf), umar, sasha(umar-gf), hannah, jamal(hannah-bf), idah, asnor(ex-beau) and myself. i've decided to bring ex-beau along since my friends have been asking. my friends are once his friends too. i couldn't deny the fact that the outing was so much fun but nothing compared to by secondary clan. hehe. no offence. :) but i will still lurve you guys alrite. no doubts. it's just that it's less happening. hehee. even there's still some crazy moments. but surely, its memoriable. i'll miss you guys when we graduate.

[PS: pictures wil be updated as soon as i've receive them.]

not forgetting..

HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL' SIS; SRI HAZWANI !!

look how much you have grown lil' sis. you are 7years old now. hope you like what i've bought for you and what the whole family had plan. :) kamisemuasayangkankamu. remember to always study hard alrite. make mama, papa and kakak proud. we know you are smart and could go even better. hope you had a blessful birthday.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:00 PM

Friday, October 17, 2008

im fairly just at home today. skip school. woke up in the morning and see the world turning, im just sick. having slight fever and headache. argh! just hate to be sick. that means i miss 4hours of lecture. thinking test next week. i'l be dead.

staying home just bored me. all i could do is watch tv, blog, sleep, eat. plus finishing up my assignment. heehee. what's more when you have your mom nagging to eat your medication. medication? yucks! i hate it. simply hate it. those awful taste. yucks! okie, maybe for my mom i eat one in the morning. for the rest, i try to escape. hoping, i feel better tomorrow so i could go raye-ing with the ite peeps. *cross-finger.

im still feeling those aching muscles on my body. ptff!

not forgetting, im still having insomnia. unless im really tired lyke yesterday which i totally fall flat as soon as im on bed. oh! give me a break.

eventhough im sick, mom still bought for me Macdonalds for dinner just like everyone else.. ahh! i miss drinking coke. hehe. yea! mom's treat for everyone. :)

sometimes somethings...

you never get over it, but you get

to where it doesn't bother you so much.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
5:10 PM

things are so different now, you are so different, its as if i don't even know you at all. we did talk but not lyke always, we exchange glance but not smiles. even at tymes you did, sometimes, i pretend i dont see it. i just dont want to be anymore hurt. i had enuf. im slowly healing. i realised everything is not the same as it is before but sometimes, its hard to swallow the painful facts. three first day of school, you been missing. my feelings are clear. just see-ing you yesterday on your first day of school, make those feeling rush. i thought ive succeed moving on totally, but i guess, i need more tyme than that to really get things over. who ever say moving on is easy. dont know why, but it is just that i just misses the old us. not when we are together but when we are friends. close friends. not that i was hoping. im no longer did. swear. but your actions just makes me wanna hate you. you know i never could but wth! coz' the more i hate, the more i can feel myself. feel myself going down & down. Oh why oh why? but if thats what you want, that i'll play the same game.

i now dare to say this to you.

I'm strong. I am able to overcome this without you.

i dont need you. especially your sympathy.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:45 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

i know ive been on hiatus for quite sometime. forgive me. its just that lots of things had been happening and i didnt get the chance to write all about it. but now, im permanently back. i hope. hehee.

now, lets summaries everything.

thursday [091008]- suppose to be raye-ing with my buddies(1), but somethings just pop out so we finally cancel it. -_- boo-boo. ): i guess we have to wait next year then.

friday [101008]- went for cca meeting at school from 11am- 1pm. so far that the shortest holiday meeting. if not, it always ends late. ptff! didnt know what gets into Mr Oliver mood, but hey, everyone's happy since we were able to go home early. *laalaa.

but since its too early and im already out. decided to meet up with my dearest friend, Fadzly. he has been asking me out umpteen times, but i aint got the tyme. 'busy katekan. haahaa.' he came all the way down and fetched me then off to Sim Lim. must be wondering why of all the other places there? the only reason is that he wants me to accompany him to purchase two lappy for himself. donno for what reason he needs two. dont ask. after that, went for lunch, chats and home.

saturday [111008]- raye-ing with my secondary school mates was really fabulous and a blast. gosh! i just miss the whole lots of atmosphere. miss them all. when we 1st met, its lyke everyone has change. but still our crazy character remains. sure was really memoriable. cant deny, secondary school tymes was the best. haahaa. planning was great too. thanks to Mazni and Firman. we travel my a car, a van and a bike. thanks to the transportation, we manage to save all the travelling time by public. we manage to cover all of the houses that were available by 11pm. total of 11 houses. needless to say, it was fun with all the jokes and everything. food after food, which got me totally bloated. haahaa.

**us- at the last house. ♥

ps: more pictures will be updated after i've received them. :)

monday [131008]- SCHOOL RE-OPEN! yea!. im missing my darlings at school already. was sure happy to meet them all. :) thought this semester would be more relax since there's only 1 module for 6 weeks before attachment. but wth! after knowing the time table, i decided to take back my words. i want-want-want more holidays. (view timetable)and wanna know, what's more interesting? its only been the first week at school and there's already assignments.. and its dateline is next week. lyke hello, im still in holiday mood. ptff.
but thank god. school have been ending early this week. :):)
manage to meet up my darling friend, Zameer on Monday and Wednesday. catching up those lost tymes. hahaa. imy. ♥♥

wednesday [151008]- yea. 2 weeks done. now darling bestie Syafiq has landed Singapore from Taiwan. haahaa. he landed at 8am. as usual, when he has reached, he texted me. ♥ :):) amin, he has safely landed. have a good rest. once you are free, we shall msg again.
** (dont stress-stress ya. you know i know.)

thursday-*today [161008]- worst day of the week. school starts at 8am, ends at 6pm. ptff. this tyme, it really ends at 6pm. argh! sport and wellness is so damn tiring. deserve me rite-lah? long tyme never do running. haha. need to run 4 rounds around the school track, then off to practice standing broad jump and sit ups. never mind standing broad jump, sit ups (girls)- must at least achieve 25 in 20secs. ptff. cramps. then lastly, cool down, 5 rounds around carpark. lyke wth! im halfly dead lah. need to go on exercising already. i starting to miss my yoga lessons. thanks to that, all those muscles are so so the aching now. felt so weak and restless. i think im gonna be sick soon.
what could be worst? NAFA for 5 stations will be next week during sports and wellness lessons. argh!!

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:50 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

i get unwanted feelings at usually the wrong time..

take for example, yesterday night... i don't know what came to me. i guess, it's all the feelings that i've cooped up for a very long time. it bugs me and i keep brushing it away. maybe, just maybe...

you know when you've tried your hardest but you are not being appreciated, you just let go. move on silently, slowly. since you know you dont belong else where and it was the other one whom he holds on too, you silently cry. for all these, there is a reason why. even if your hardest wasnt the best for for him.

only you know who it feels like. no one else.

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:45 PM

argh!! having insomnia these days is just killing me. i simply just hate it. ptff! its just so hard to get myself to sleep. even at tymes when my body is super damn tired and really wanted to knock off but i still cant get to sleep. i keep on toasting, turning around the bed. even if i had the chance, it will definately will not be a peaceful princess sleep. at a certain period something will just kept me waking up. then i will end up toasting again. ptff!

thanks to that insomnia disease, there's a light shade of eyebag underneath my eyes. argh!! it's just so irritating. i want to get rid of that. but luckily im not feeling restless, there's still some energy within me.

on 4th October, i miss raye-ing with my buddies(2); audi, hasif, farah, wati.
had to raye with my family to cover up my mother side since we havent gone to any. cant escape coz' none of my mom side have seen the family. so i decided to just forgo the outing with them. no other choice. furthermore, its stil the 1st week, so ive got no excuse. maybe next year. -_-

kinda bored this days just being at home. daddy have started werking, so no more raye-ing this weekdays. i guess now its tyme for my family to be at home waiting for people to come. haahaa. since all the important relatives from both of my parents side had been covered. :) looks lyke, we seems to be quite fast this year. oh well. no comment.

i guess for now, i will be looking forward raya-ing,schooling with my fellow darlings friends this and next week..

my schedule will be as follow:-
thursday- raye-ing with my buddies(1) finally meeting again.
saturday- raye-ing with my secondary school mates, missing my ngoms.♥
*monday- school re-open. yeah!! cant wait. imy you,darlings-lah thats why.♥ ♥
next saturday- raye-ing with my ite mates.

PS: wonders. how next semester time-table will be lyke?

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
2:30 PM

Monday, October 06, 2008

it's full of surprises. and im shocked.

shockingly, just minutes ago, my previous previous previous long ex-beau called my home.. its really been a long long long ages while. he said luckily i was the one picking his call up. lyke huh? after so long you still remember my house phone. he said he tried calling my previous hp number a few times through the years and months before this but it was inactive. that was then before he really got the courage to call my house phone today. hahaa. that hp number i've lost it long ago lah. ptff! shockingly but true. at first i totally couldnt recognise voice, until he said out his name, asking do i remember. after a long silents then i did. gosh! i've long lost your contects and everything. imagine.. and he still remembers me. hahaa.

this ex-beau of mine i know him when i was coming in secondary 2. inbetween secondary 1 and before seconday 2. during that tyme i was just going to be 14. we lost contact ever since i got attached. not totally during that tyme, still friends until he lost his hp and i lost mine. hahaa. whereas only now, he is able to get through. now im 19 and he is already 28, married with a 2 months old babyboy. hmph! get married also never invite me. he claimed he wanted if he get through my previous hp number. haahaa. at last he did get married. haahaa. i asked what's his purpose since he is already married. not that im being rude or what-so-ever. but...' taknk ganggu rumah tangge org katekn, tk baik.' he just claimed to ask how am i doing? okie we chat for awhile. talking about how his married life now, his werk, my school, my life etc.. casual talks. but he seems to be shocked to hear that im not in any kind of relationship now. hahaa. relationship tough. i guess im better of being single now. have yet to really settled down. furthermore, all my darlings friends are all around me. he advise me to continue studying if i could coz' werking and married life is tough. hahaa. who say i want to get married so soon. its still a long-long way. thanks though for the advise. i'll take note. :)

haahaa.. after so long..

i still cant believe it. in moments of shock.

may you last long with your beloved wife :) :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:00 PM

i guess everyone will be having Hari Raya fever now. of coz' lyke duh! except those who are having their examination. haha. its alrite. suffer a bit longer, enjoy later darlings. you will have no regrets. :)
no doubt, i'm enjoying my hari raya now. even so, it is simply the same-same old thingy. nothing much. normal. asking forgiveness, eating those cookies, yummy traditional dishes, green packets etc. im still entitled for green packets. *grin. heehee. but still im lurving those families meet ups. see-ing those cuzzies, aunty uncles who we hardly meet. those lil' kids who celebrate their first hari raya this year, who have really have grown up cuter and see how much they have really grown. OMG! not forgeting those smiles, chats etc. i just lurve that atmosphere. we hardly get that kinda of atmosphere these days. once in a years, why not. hehee.

i rarely took pictures this year coz' my camera sucks. meaning there's no family photos. ptff! hopefully, the camera will be alrite already when im going out with my secondary and ite peeps. for now, i guess i only depends on my hp camera. that means i cant take lots of pictures. due to space constraint. heehe. im so pathetic...

2nd Octorber was the release of result, its was also the 2nd day of Hari Raya. people getting green packets (ka-ching) while im getting an extra gift, results slips. hahaa. erm, how do all my dearest friends did? hmm.. i guess it should be fine. mine? okie-la. as expected. hehee. -_- -_-

at the same tyme not forgetting...

CONGRETS CONGRETS TO MY COUSIN, FIRMANSYAH UPON PASSING YOUR TP ON THAT DATE!!

see-see with the prayers of ur gf, cousins and friends, you manage to pass :) not forgetting your hard werk too. guess this year, i'll will be hari raya-ing with my secondary peeps with our own transport. hehee. a van + a car :)

baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
5:30 PM