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Sunday, November 30, 2008




24nov08- Attachments has begun. no more schooling. i guess i will be playing with lots of water. haha. you get what i mean dont you?? ptff! thought it would be fun, it sure is.. but im kinda miss schooling now. at least i dont have to really think what to wear everyday to werk. thinking back, school uniform isnt that bad afterall. haha.. -_-

its only been two days of attachment and i've already met my bro, Huz for dinner. kinda miss him though. haha. we meet up at Bugis and eat at Tong Seng. had chats, laughter and stories of individual attachment postings. i miss the rest of the classmates.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:55 PM







IM BACK!! sorry earthlings, to kept you waiting. i know ive long not been update here. been really busy rushing for all those datelines till ive really get no tyme. plus my home comp have been really sux lately. COMPUTER BREAKDOWN!! *ptff! my intention to update always boils deep in me coz' my day has been just wonderful. yahoo!! heehee. so i kept updating on my notebook before transfering everything here. (:

as soon as i know everything is back okay, i shall update (in summary) what's been happening throughout my WONDERFUL NOVEMBER MONTHS.
updates-updates-updates.

(07nov08)
- absent myself from school. hehe. (lyke ive said, school has just be drag, for goodness sake. i cant believe i said this, but oh well. its basically true. hehe.) as i said, i absent myself from school but i went shopping with my buddies(1)- aisyah, asnor & ilham. went town to shop-shop-shop. till drop! this tyme, i was really shopping till i drop together with darling aisyah. (: we kept going to the fitting room to try out our desired outfit from shop to shop and end up buying some of it. heehee. all thanks to our darlink buddy. (: (: (: i bought myself 2 tops, 1 shorts and a pair of shoes. *laalaa. lurving it. i cant describe how much fun the day was. so here's some pictures of the outcome from shopping.














(08nov08)
- weekends been just purfect.(= went town with my buddies(1); ilham, sufiyan, aisyah and asnor. first, as usual played our favourite game.. POOL!! *laalaa. we never miss that. V.S with the 3 heroes. won with sufiyan (1st tyme went vs with him) and lose with ilham. (as expected, he's the 'always' pro '_' ) and know what?! i ended up draw with asnor. that was lyke.. phew! luckily my skill were still alright even i didnt practice unlike him. bluekz. lucky-luckly didnt lose, if not?? (hidden secret,shh... sorry peeps) *haahaa. then had our lunch cum dinner before fetching up darling aisyah after her werk place. rounds and rounds at town before headed to esplanade to chill and had our lovely long chats. we still need to catch up, didnt we? had talks, laughters all night before its tyme to go home. reached home at 11pm. the day was just great. cannot be explained by words.

(pictures, njoy)

















(09nov08)
- had to attend some family 'kenduri' and 'baby cukur rambut' thingy so cant have great fun with friends. sorry guys, maybe next tyme. ): but fun doesnt only ends there. get to meet with all my other cuzzies. expecially those little ones. "eee.. geramnye aku.." had chats, fun, laughter too. i just miss those my younger-hood period where there's more family gathering happening.

(11nov08)
- **first of all **
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLINKCLASSMATE, AISYAH!!
hope you get a blessful and fruitful lyfe now and ahead. (=

had QC&A practical phase test on the particular day too. i think i did it just fine, i guess. except for some careless mistake. its nomal, nervous i could say. heehe. hoping for the best. (=

(12nov08) - school was absolutely normal. nothing much but i get to meet up with frenzy,Suhaimi after school for dinner and movie. talking about him could make an incredible story. haha. (you know,i know;Aimi) it's been so so long and then we met again. gosh! we could really laughed ourselves when we remember it. haaha. dont get it wrong. its not what you guys think. absolutely NO! its just how it starts when we first were to know each other. -_- had dinner at banquet and watched coffin and 007. thanks for everything, friend. nice meeting you again eventhough it will be short, since you were going NS soon. (=

(14nov08) - didnt go school since lesson been cancel. YEA! a day off from school. *jump. im getting sick of school, swear it's a totally boredom. i cant believe i kept saying this. but its true, everyday been such a drag. i drag myself out of bed every early morning.. *sigh, roll eyes. since idah could not go to her appointment at Tony&Guy coz' of the interview, she change me over. so went to Tony&Guy at 2.30pm to get my hair cut. was not really impressive but still alright. no comment. but i guess i miss my long hair. i wanna my long hair back. my nice-nice long hair. boo-boo. then meet up frenzy, Suhaimi then go dinner and watch Madagascar2 before home sweet home. it's totally a MUST to watch! you would really laugh your ass out. (: (:

(15nov08) -
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND, ARSHAD.

hope you get a blessful and fruitful lyfe now and ahead. (=

(19nov08) - meet up with Arshad at Raffles City after school for dinner as well as to celebrate his belated birthday. had long chats, smiles and laughter. it was really glad to meet you,boy.

(21nov08) - the last day, we'd be in school. sob-sob. ): Had QC&A test and briefings for IA then we had camwhoring, huggings sessions. im sure gonna miss them lots. even we had some barrier her and there, but the togetherness is still presence. the lurve within us remains strong. thats what i lurve most about my class. hope we meet up for dinner to catch up tymes alrite (:

(23nov08)
- since its gonna be the last day of meeting my peeps, Huda makes the effort to organise some meet-uos. but oh well, only little attend. but it worth the fun. went Sentosa with my darlings ITE mates: Huda, Anash(huda'sBF), Aisyah & Mel before attachments. we sure have lots of great fun from morning till late afternoon. swimming, riding on the luge as well as the sky ride. haha. glad to have girlfrinds lyke them. wil definately been missing them during IA. (: after all those fun, meet up Arshad. had dinner, chats & laughter. lyke always.
[PS: pictures will be updated as soon ive received them.]


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:30 PM






okay, as promised. Ive been tagged by Salehah to do this survey. So, here you go...

1. Do you have secrets?
*Like duhhh. Everyone has their own dirty lil secrets.

2. Would you fall in love with a guy/girl younger than you?
*Depends. but most probably nope.

3. Have you fall in love for now?
* i think so, but things been complicated. :) so its better to keep myself shuts. NEXT QUESTION.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
*Woohoo! Travel around the world, shopping, save and help the needy.

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
*Urm, he's my bestfriend, my enemy and my lover. Can?

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
*Both. In order to being loved, you need to love.

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other if you have one, one day.
*Love needs no reason. it just happen.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
*Just continue to love him silently. :) if he meant to be yours, he will be yours.

9. What is the first thing you would do when you're legal?
*Legal as in 18 or 21??

10. What would you do if your significant other if you have one day, cheats on you?
*had enuff, Okay, NEXT!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
*Wow! by that tyme i would be 29. I should be married. i guess.

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
*My family and 'you' (you know who you are)

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
* 3 times.. or maybe more? hmm. heartache. boo-boo ):

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
*Married and rich, can?

15. Have you ever stuck in a situation whereby you are between a friend and a lover?
*Ohyes. It sucks to be in this position.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
*Ooops. NEXT!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done to you?
*I will forgive but i WONT FORGET!

18. What do you want to tell that someone you like?
*I just want the person to know that he means the world to me. *hinthint*

19. If theres a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
*Can dont choose? True friends will be with you through thick and thin and lover will give you the comfort to lean on. FURTHERMORE,if he's a true friend, he will definately support you even at any complicated situations.. so i will prefer lover.

20. Do you believe theres True Love?
*Yes. So much that I want to believe it is true love. :)

Okay done. (:


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:55 PM





Friday, November 07, 2008



Gosh! i really have to admit this: SCHOOL HAS BEEN SUCH A DRAG!

im totally have to admit that im totally not looking forward to school. (but im looking forward for every night. oops!- random me.) everyday,every morning, i drag myself out of bed and forcing myself, telling myself; 'today will be a better day than yesterday.' oh boy. im still bored. the semester is simply bored me to death. there's only one module and everyday is the same old boring lesson which is totally a lullaby that would make everyone turns off. ptff! you imagine it. thought 6weeks of school would be fast but i guess i crawl through this 6weeks.

Know what?! even there's only a module but there's lots of assignments, assignments, assignments! God, spare me the time please. im so not looking forward for school with QC&A module, CDP & TPS character thingy. im rotting. everyday been a drag. not including my friends-lah. they are the best. (:
now, there's CDP assignment deadline that we have to rush to next Thur. Phase test 2 next Tue. Class test 2 the next Fri. argh! datelines, datelines, datelines...

then i shall proudly say : 'bye my school, time for attachment.' lol. heehee.

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Life isn't long enough to let one person keep you down.
You have to keep going strong for the people that you're holding up.

today's friday. (: (: glad you will be out of camp. but sadly, you got a function to attend. take good care of yourself and remember what i've said alrite. hehe.. i'll be waiting for the crazy talk and everything that happen during the function tonight. *grin.

[PS: ALL THE BEST to my ex-beau, Fadhli for your A-levels examinations. i just know you could do it. you are smart in your ways, friend.]



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
1:25 PM





Tuesday, November 04, 2008



oh sunshine. i guess my lyfe now is turning to be better. dont know why. i dont know what am i thinking. confuse. but im sure am smiling now. back to myself which long been lost. just end my chatting moments with someone. only i know. laugh, smile, grin, tease lyke one hell. you really know how to bring the best out of me. now i shall sleep with ease. nytes sweets.


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:10 PM





Monday, November 03, 2008




life's definitely goooooooood for me especially my weekends...

*lalaaa... (: (:

friday- after so long of waiting. finally IA placement is finalise. im being posted to PACIFIC MARINE AQUATIC PTE LTD. my job scope is to do water testing and maintaing of fish tanks. i guess, im handling fishes again. sigh. and playing with all those water samples. heehee. luckily im going with a buddy. that will be BEN. (: we go together,kay. all the way from the west to the east. haahaa. im thankful that the company provide free lunch, tea break and transport from Pasir Ris. save a bit of income. -_-

saturday- out with my junior's bro, herself and her boyfie. the initial plan was to head for lunch at vivo. then to somewhere that never been to. i have no clue on where it was exactly. search high and low on the road for that place only to know, it was so near to where before. till now, i have no idea how to say it. dont ask. we really smile, laugh and shout our nites out. it was good though having to spent the night chilling with them. we talked about every single thing that we felt like to. gossips after gossips till we realise we've been such a moron to one another. haahaa. it was sure great fun.

sunday- went out with bestie Alif. its really been awhile. haahaa. 'busy NS kate-kn. ptff.' initial plan was to go out to town but somehow, last minutes somethings just got cock-up. then we totally have no clue where else to go. so we end up just wondering around. here-there-everywhere. haaaha. even so, we had a great tyme. we settled on a spot and spent the rest of the night talking away. heehee. you just know how to keep me smiling (:


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:10 PM






its tyme: memories are just memories.
tyme flies. im moving on with my life

i've moved on. at times i feel so hopeless and stupid cos i care about you when i shouldn't be. as far as i know, everything has ended. ended. fullstop. i wish i'd snapped me back to reality long ago. because you are just like a fantasy. and everyone knows fantasies are not real. but i'm glad that realise it finally, i want to be able to walk through. eventhough it's been hard but i shall go through this alone, to succeed and be someone. because, i am who i am. with or without you,dear one. may you find happiness in someone else. hope she show you the light of happiness i've never shown. i'm always here praying. being with you was an experiences. now, im done. lurving my lyfe and surely moving on. no doubts.



baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
12:00 AM