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Monday, February 23, 2009



going hiatus..

ineedsomeonetotalktoo..


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
10:00 PM





Sunday, February 15, 2009




HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!

awh... i bet everyone will be celebrating it with your dearest one yesterday. well, im not. love is for everyone rite? im doing something different, im sacrificing my v'day & spending the day with mama friends, herself & my younger sis' Wani to Malacca for our Hi-tea event with Hahnemann travel & tours. sorry baby. :( i know i should spent my time with you more today, but mama asked me to tag her along. sorie-sorie.
luckily one of my mama friends brings her daughters along. guess who?? my long primary school friend, Fathin (hey, i miss you-lah) & Fatiha, her sister- my younger sis' classmate. well. hahaa. i sit with Fathin while my younger sister, Wani with Fatiha. we sit with one another in the bus to catch up our long lost time. kecoh seh. story non-stop & things even gets more kecoh-able especially with all those 'makciks-makciks' too. heehee.. their stories, jokes, karaoke etc.. woohoo..
going Msia without shopping will be incomplete rite? so we did that before hi-tea at 3pm. shopping-shopping-shopping. :) :) laalaaalaa. Hi-tea was at Centry Melacca Hotel. food was fabulous. *licking* the agency also provide a surprise celebrates those february babies birthday. so we even got cakes to eat other than the choice of buffet food. yum-yum. gosh! i think im really going fat soon. kept on eating but not exercising. im missing sport & wellness lesson now. boo-boo. must go exercising already. so, anybody thinking of tagging?? after eating, went eyeing the sight of the hotel & saw they were preparing v'day dinner for those who have book. the sight was wonderful, so we decided to take pictures of it too. berangan.. hehee
okie, the day was definately fun-fun-fun. haahaa. everyone who join the event surely enjoy the day. it was undescribable. too much to say with too little words. heehee. we even got suviours from the agency after everything.
(pictures, enjoy)




& finally, thanks for all those darlings who have wishes me with all those wonderful messages and care. sayang-sayang you all. mwah.
(dont jealous bby, i'll always love you more.)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
9:00 PM





Friday, February 13, 2009





like finally friday's here. yipee-yipee jump-jump. :) :) that means going back to school to meet up with my dearest classmates. i missing them lots. especially my gf: Huda, aka adk: Umar, Sasha, Aisyah, Mel, Salehah & Najlaa... oh, you just look different now. syg-syg kamu. without noticing its already 3mths we went out for our attachments. 1 more months to go.. im so looking forward to the end. getting sick & tired of it. heehee. oops..
& thanks to Umar for giving me chocolate as an v'day present. haha. "aka 'adk' aku satu ni. syg kau.." heehee.
after handing in those QC&A reports, those assignments.. phew! all that burden gone. now, im left with 1 final thing: think of how to present the final project on 3march. after all those meeting & talks of graduation & etc.. my cliques & i had lunch, long chats at Long John Silver before going separate ways. i then meet up with dearest for my advance v'day celebration. dearest cook for me lunch in his special way. so cute and romatic rite?... heehee. thanks. you sure make me surprise. you are the 1st person who cook for me. im so touched. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:56 PM





Tuesday, February 10, 2009



it's a wonder,they say... how someone can changed you, how love can. and yes, it did to me how love really caught me into being better.. i tried to accept life, tried to accept it's setbacks, face the problems. i wasn't even close to being suicidal, but then just a bit. people would never understand, the pain, the grief, the aching. but all i know, others have it worst than me. others have bigger problems. that's what i'm trying to tell myself, over & over & over again, to stop being suicidal, stop being a coward. because one, i choose to run away from problems rather than face them. giving in and just letting things be. yes, that was what i used to be. i chose to ignore, hoping that it would go away..
but now, im finding time, the perfect tyme to talk things out...

& thanks to daddy for purchasing me a laptop. sayang-sayang daddy.
yipee!! jump-jump.:) :) :)
i will promise to continue studying hard,kay :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:00 PM





Sunday, February 08, 2009



saturday outing was just superb, marvellous and a definately fun-fun-fun... *smile widely* :)
i'm treating my dearest lil' sis; Dira as her belated birthday present with my wonderful friends (ex-beau;Asnor, heartgf;Aisyah & Jamal). heehee. thanks to all for making the day happening. everything went smoothly as planned. & im sure glad she's happy. firstly, i went to Dira's house to fetch her then we met each other up at far east. went for few rounding before headed to Seoul Garden for our delicious dinner at 4pm. on the way to the MRT station, i bumped onto my ex-beau;Fadhli. not totally face to face but a few centimeters away. didnt get the chance to stop for a few chatt coz' the area was damn crowded. gosh! he was sure shock to see me. look twice somemore. heehee. 'alamak, i know-lah i dont wear dress last time. but dont looked at me like that. ptff!' as soon after that, we msg each other. awh! he said he's headed to do some shop before going shisha-ing again. aiyo, you & your shisha-ing all the time. heehee. at Seoul Garden, we really eat all the delicious food there as if we all have long not eaten delicious food. 'satu-satu gelojaoh cam babi siak- haha. thats what's jamal say & will say. heehee.' we kept going to the buffet area again & again to topup our food and drinks. imagine that repeating till 6.45pm before we take our leave. from solid food to ice kacang to ice cream, to chocolate fondue etc. haha. 'kluar, satu-satu boncet siak. heehee.' after the delicious food, we chilled around the area for some cam-whore 'satu-satu step cam anernye model je' before headed next to marina barrage. & i tell you, marina barrage was beautiful. really beautiful. i'll get my ass there again one day for sure. that day itself was not enuf. laalaalaa.. *skipping around* meet up with the rest of Jamal friends, ate our cake, cam-whore before going home. along the way, my ex-beau;Fadhli msg asking whether i wanna tagged him along for shisha. sorie Fad, im still out with them, cant expect me to just left & tagged rite? next time you plan a proper outing,kay. we'll go out. :) there's sure lots of fun & laughter that day till its hard to explain things in words. so here's the brief.

hopefully these pictures from my camera will explain. enjoy...
(more in aisyah's camera, yet to be received & upload)





baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:50 PM





Thursday, February 05, 2009



ohkay, im back...
lets update this in a whole stretch,kay :) :)
so this will be slightly lengthy. HAPPY READING EARTHLING!!
not forgetting,

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
[especially to all my chinese friends :) ]
not too late yet rite? coz' its still within 15days. heehee. :)

friday (230109)- yes! its friday. the weekends have arrived. 4 days holiday that means no work. heehee.
basically today i have work as usual and after that woohoo... the day was just splendid. i sure had a great time. even at first i wasnt in the mood, since i misplace my ezlink card somewhere. had to do all those report stuff. bumped to Haresh and he help me put. thanks Haresh for being there. not forgetting for those who knows it too, you guys really show your concerns. thanks. i give myself a day before terminates the concession previllages. but thanks to the person who find it and report. ive got it bck. phew! everything is just truely memoriable. :) :) lurving the day.

saturday(240109)- yeaah! the day im back home. *laalaa* but definately am so tired. my body sure ache after yesterday. just spend the time with my darlinks family members. its just been awhile that we really have great chats, talks, spending time together as a family even if its just by watching television. heehee. we'll shall have more fun the next day since we're having a picnic outing together at Changi with all the grandmas, cousins, aunties and uncles. yea! just lyke old times when i was little. ahh! those times. those family gathering. imsurelurvingit. :) *winks*
* (ps: BBY, takecare of yourself at your friend's chalet alrite. i'll definately will wait for your calls and msges. its too bad i could not follow, you and i know the reasons,bby. *sorry peeps* maybe some other times. remember to behave alrite? heehee. )
** (ps: im so sorie exbeau-Fadhli. i know you wanna ask me out for shisha since you are out from camp. but i just could not coz' of your last minute plans. hmph! never tell me early-early. haiyo. next time, next time. this time no more last minute,kay. :) )
*** (ps: bestie Syafiq, takecare of yourself when you are going KL alrite. be back on monday night. you have to book back in camp. heehee. thanks for telling. if there's anything you know how to reach me. :) )

LAST words for the saturday..
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my DEAREST CUZZIE,
SYAMEERA!!
yea. you are a year older now. a year wiser. study hard alrite? all the best in the future endeavour too. hope you have a great day and a fruitful life now and the future. see ya tomorrow :)

sunday (250109)- PICNIC AT CHANGI!! :) :)
the day was definately fun-fun-fun. basically indescribable. being with the cuzzies, aunty, uncles and all... ohh! you cant imagine the 'kecoh-ness.' there's sure being lots of smiles, laughter found here and there. the families, cousins bonding. reminds me f just like those old times when i was little. we usually have this kind of picnics together all the time. but definately that old time was sure better. *grin. even so, im still lurving the atmosphere. :) :) 'kecoh-kecoh!!'
due to all these bbq, i guess i do realise im too gaining weight. oh my.. maybe i should be getting my butt to the gym sometimes. must maintain my vogue for my love ones. heehee. like what granny of my mom-side said to me recently; 'iRa kene maintain gini,kay. jangan naik, jangan turun. dah lawa ni.' heehee. kembang aku skejap. *grin*
let the pictures do the talking..




monday,tuesday (260109,270109)- 1st day & 2nd day of Chinese New Year.
basically im just being at home. spending quality time with the family. :) :) :)
& bestie Syafiq is back from Malaysia too. thanks for the update even if you dont need too. hehee :)

thursday (290109)- bestie Syafiq was having his running test on this day. wish him all the best. :) have faith-lah. you been doing well during those secondary school, i bet this is nothing. and as soon results was release, he texted. CONGRETS to bestie, Syafiq for completeing his10km running test within 46min. woah! that's fast. you run or you fly eh??. hehee.

friday (300109)- received a random msg frm ex-beau, Fadhli saying he's going for a field camp the next day. okay, that was totally random. was partly shock. like since when you do that. kay, maybe those times when we were together. now?? shocking. i take it as, maybe it was your 1st time going field camp huh? that's why. heehee. cute lol you. fad-fad.. bluekz :P

saturday (310109)

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TO MY ADKKU SYG, DIRA!!
thanks for inviting me to your party. yea, you are a year older & wiser. dgr kate mama & papa. be a good gurl & study hard alrite. hope you have a fruitful & blessful day and years ahead.

wednesday (040209)- congrets to bestie Alif for passing his NS driving TP. see i told you, you can do it. im proud of you. :) :)

thursday (050209)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MY FAV LIL' SIS SALEHAH!!
amin. you are a year older, wiser. study hard. all the best to your future endeavour too. hope you had a blessful and fruitful life now and ahead. :)


baby, i swear; it's eu.....Y
11:58 PM